@wolfwoof:
That must be a weird feeling when you don't feel at ease in your home
This post reminds me just how different people's experiences can be.
@wolfwoof:
That must be a weird feeling when you don't feel at ease in your home
This post reminds me just how different people's experiences can be.
@Old:
hahahahahahahahahaah aw im so sorry :ninja: but seriously I don't give two fucks what you think man
No I'm serious. If you want to go make a thread for drugs or whatever knock yourself out.
Throwing around reccomendations to shit like Meth and Coke on the thread where depressed people talk about life problems is fucking stupid and irresponsible beyond belief.
And it will take all of two seconds to get the mods to agree with me on that point.
So you need to not.
Don't go around recommending illegal drugs to people. Even jokingly.
Especially in a thread like this one.
…..I really can't believe that actually needs to be said.
@Monkey:
No I'm serious. If you want to go make a thread for drugs or whatever knock yourself out.
Throwing around reccomendations to shit like Meth and Coke on the thread where depressed people talk about life problems is fucking stupid and irresponsible beyond belief.
And it will take all of two seconds to get the mods to agree with me on that point.
So you need to not.
Holy fuck you actually said something I agree with!
This post reminds me just how different people's experiences can be.
True true. To me there really is no place like home and i can't imagine how lost i would feel without my family
@wolfwoof:
True true. To me there really is no place like home and i can't imagine how lost i would feel without my family
Family is a strange thing. Depending on the person, sometimes you love them even if there are times you feel you hate them for actions (i.e. the generic 'let's bully you and say we can bully you because we're family therefore it's not bullying don't be such a pussy little bitch' action). Sometimes family can make you wanna tear your hair out, and yet at the same time you feel you'd be lost without them.
Correct.
Oxygen actually kills you eventually. That burning feeling you feel in your lungs when you run for ages? That's the oxygen baby.
The oxygen slowly burns your lungs.
So pretty much yeah.
Life kills you slowly.
I guess living healthily and eating healthily means that your lungs aren't as weakened (you'd think exercising a lot would cause it to be worse but if you 'train your lungs' then I'm guessing it won't burn your lungs as much and will either help you live a bit longer or end you quicker.
Oh well.
It's life.
What'cha gonna do?
What bullshit is this.
@Purple:
What bullshit is this.
there was no bullshit in the post you quoted. Oxygen is very harmful for living organisms, even though living organisms eventually evolve to use oxygen too and now is oxygen is essential to support life. Oxygen is toxic. Our life depends on poison we take with each breath. That's poetic.
there was no bullshit in the post you quoted. Oxygen is very harmful for living organisms, even though living organisms eventually evolve to use oxygen too and now is oxygen is essential to support life. Oxygen is toxic. Our life depends on poison we take with each breath. That's poetic.
If you've taken high school science then I guess you can come up to that sort of conclusion, but that was a pretty big leap to "oxygen is poisonous and that's why your lungs burn after a run" along with the rest of that nonsense that followed after it.
@Purple:
If you've taken high school science then I guess you can come up to that sort of conclusion, but that was a pretty big leap to "oxygen is poisonous and that's why your lungs burn after a run" along with the rest of that nonsense that followed after it.
oxygen affects every cell, that gets in contact with it, although scientist wouldn't probably formulate the thesis in a way Zachri did, essentially it's true that the more lung cells are exposed to oxygen, the more oxygen effects them. Burning feeling in lungs? I'm not sure what cases it after run.
I confess that i have no idea what you are talking about
My mind can't work with science. It just doesn't stick
I'm not sure if after a theoretical amount of time our bodies would "die" due to the effects of oxygen but people don't die of "oxygen poisoning" lol. When you die of natural causes it's for much more immediate reasons. Aging does a lot of bad things to you that aren't related to oxygen. One limitation is the very basic fact that every time DNA replicates, base pairs are lost due to the required primer for the transcriptase. Can't go on forever.
Isn't this something that only SCUBA divers and babies in the hospital should worry about?
I'm not sure if after a theoretical amount of time our bodies would "die" due to the effects of oxygen but people don't die of "oxygen poisoning" lol. When you die of natural causes it's for much more immediate reasons. Aging does a lot of bad things to you that aren't related to oxygen. One limitation is the very basic fact that every time DNA replicates, base pairs are lost due to the required primer for the transcriptase. Can't go on forever.
In normal conditions people don't die from "oxygen poisoning". However scuba divers may die from exposition to too much oxygen.
Usually people don't die because of effect oxygen has on us, because something else has us first. That dosen't mean oxygen don't have negative effect.
oxygen affects every cell, that gets in contact with it, although scientist wouldn't probably formulate the thesis in a way Zachri did, essentially it's true that the more lung cells are exposed to oxygen, the more oxygen effects them. Burning feeling in lungs? I'm not sure what cases it after run.
The reason why too much O2 in the system is bad is because of the formation of free radicals due to the higher presence of oxygen, which goes and mucks up the rest of your system. Of course, people only get 100% O2 when they really need it and otherwise wouldn't get sufficient oxygen from the atmosphere. Now, free radicals are an eventual product the electron transport chain in your mitochondria, and, yes, over a long period of time, this may affect your molecules (DNA, RNA, Proteins, although the main critical one would be the first one) so that your cells may reach senescence earlier. In the same way though you could argue that a bunch of different things muck up your DNA, unbound metal ions for example.
Now, whether or not the lungs actually deteriorate because they happen to be the site of O2 introduction into the body is up for debate, though. Although it may seem like your lungs are exposed to oxygen at a higher rate because that's where oxygen and CO2 is transferred, then you could say much the same about your epidermis, your eyes, tongue, teeth, exophagus, etc. The lungs aren't actually oxygenated directly from the atmosphere but receives it from blood pumped from your left ventricle as with everything else in your body. If anything, I'd imagine that muscles and brain tissue would be more affected by Oxygen than the lungs due to the amount of ATP they need to produce which would then imply the production of free radical superoxide (O2-) or peroxide (H2O2).
Burning feeling in lungs is most certainly not due to any of the above though. And this is all ignoring the fact that, barring any environmental factors, your cells are pretty much preprogrammed to die if they were left to divide on their own, anyway.
Simple explanation: Oxygen is used in energy production, but one of the leftovers from that process can be bad for you. The lungs don't necessarily get any more oxygen than the rest of the body though because it gets its oxygen from blood like the rest of the body, though.
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Isn't this something that only SCUBA divers and babies in the hospital should worry about?
Well immediate treatment of certain lung conditions would require 100% oxygen, but really that's only to the benefit of the person at that point when they're gasping for what could otherwise be their last breath of air.
I'm not sure if after a theoretical amount of time our bodies would "die" due to the effects of oxygen but people don't die of "oxygen poisoning" lol. When you die of natural causes it's for much more immediate reasons. Aging does a lot of bad things to you that aren't related to oxygen. One limitation is the very basic fact that every time DNA replicates, base pairs are lost due to the required primer for the transcriptase. Can't go on forever.
Telomeres, bitches.
But yeah, oxygen contributes, but then you'd have to argue on how "poetic" something like the DNA replication process contributes to our eventual deaths due to something like cancer or telomere shortening as you said. Or roughly 23983464 different other scenarios.
@wolfwoof:
That must be a weird feeling when you don't feel at ease in your home
I feel more comfortable in a hotel room than my own actual room anywhere I live. It doesn't help that my dad always gets really big houses that basically only I live in while he dongs off to Colombia.
@Purple:
! The reason why too much O2 in the system is bad is because of the formation of free radicals due to the higher presence of oxygen, which goes and mucks up the rest of your system. Of course, people only get 100% O2 when they really need it and otherwise wouldn't get sufficient oxygen from the atmosphere. Now, free radicals are an eventual product the electron transport chain in your mitochondria, and, yes, over a long period of time, this may affect your molecules (DNA, RNA, Proteins, although the main critical one would be the first one) so that your cells may reach senescence earlier. In the same way though you could argue that a bunch of different things muck up your DNA, unbound metal ions for example.
! Now, whether or not the lungs actually deteriorate because they happen to be the site of O2 introduction into the body is up for debate, though. Although it may seem like your lungs are exposed to oxygen at a higher rate because that's where oxygen and CO2 is transferred, then you could say much the same about your epidermis, your eyes, tongue, teeth, exophagus, etc. The lungs aren't actually oxygenated directly from the atmosphere but receives it from blood pumped from your left ventricle as with everything else in your body. If anything, I'd imagine that muscles and brain tissue would be more affected by Oxygen than the lungs due to the amount of ATP they need to produce which would then imply the production of free radical superoxide (O2-) or peroxide (H2O2).
! Burning feeling in lungs is most certainly not due to any of the above though. And this is all ignoring the fact that, barring any environmental factors, your cells are pretty much preprogrammed to die if they were left to divide on their own, anyway.
! Simple explanation: Oxygen is used in energy production, but one of the leftovers from that process can be bad for you. The lungs don't necessarily get any more oxygen than the rest of the body though because it gets its oxygen from blood like the rest of the body, though.
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! Well immediate treatment of certain lung conditions would require 100% oxygen, but really that's only to the benefit of the person at that point when they're gasping for what could otherwise be their last breath of air.
! Telomeres, bitches.
! But yeah, oxygen contributes, but then you'd have to argue on how "poetic" something like the DNA replication process contributes to our eventual deaths due to something like cancer or telomere shortening as you said. Or roughly 23983464 different other scenarios.
wow, writing all this, you sure are dedicated
wow, writing all this, you sure are dedicated
I confess that I have nothing better to do while preparing for my first exam at a med school lol
Studying? What's that? :ninja:
In normal conditions people don't die from "oxygen poisoning". However scuba divers may die from exposition to too much oxygen.
Usually people don't die because of effect oxygen has on us, because something else has us first. That dosen't mean oxygen don't have negative effect.
Yes, if you inject oxygen directly into your veins you also die… but that's not normal biological function and doesn't happen through normal breathing. Also the issue with divers you're referring to is probably nitrogen toxicity, not oxygen. It has to do with decompression and nitrogen bubbles forming in your blood, due to rising too fast while breathing compressed air.
And okay... well I'll just say the sun is killing us too. How poetic. One day it will die and all life in the solar system will be extinguished. OH MAN THAT'S DEEP.
@Purple:
I confess that I have nothing better to do while preparing for my first exam at a med school lol
Studying? What's that? :ninja:
still that's quite long piece to write. You've could just quote wikipedia, but you had class and wrote it on your own.
I'm just gonna assume that alot of the science currriculum revolves around ripping on poetry for not being hard science
Purple Hermit, how do you even survive as a med student, honestly how do you keep your sanity. I mean, some people love saying ignorant shit about stuff they don't really know anything about, but so many folks got their own little flat out wrong theories about health it's amazing
I lose my shit when someone seriously tries to tell me that vaccinations cause autism, how does someone, who has a profound understanding about these things and can go into long detail explaining why it's wrong, feel about this?
still that's quite long piece to write. You've could just quote wikipedia, but you had class and wrote it on your own.
Wasn't that long I think, just long enough to drive the point I was trying to make. I'm sure Zeph says that about everything he types up though, too, lol.
Purple Hermit, how do you even survive as a med student, honestly how do you keep your sanity. I mean, some people love saying ignorant shit about stuff they don't really know anything about, but so many folks got their own little flat out wrong theories about health it's amazing
I lose my shit when someone seriously tries to tell me that vaccinations cause autism, how does someone, who has a profound understanding about these things and can go into long detail explaining why it's wrong, feel about this?
Well you know, there are people who believe in alternative medicine, some people who think that vaccines cause autism (and yes, I think that Jenny McCarthy or whoever she is is a piece of shit), and some people who think there's a government conspiracy. And being a doctor isn't about being right necessarily but understanding that a person's POV may not be the same as yours and how you can work with them so that they can get the care they need. Regardless of how you feel about a person's thoughts and how ridiculous their thoughts may seem, arguing whether they're right or wrong won't get them anywhere and may actually be more negative in the long run in terms of patient-doctor interactions. I remember a doc talking once about how he needed to really think about how to work with patients in which their to-be-born child would require a heart surgery right out of the gate, but they were Jehovah's witnesses who don't believe in transplants (even blood transfusions). From the experiences I personally have had in a hospital which of course aren't as deep, I'd say it helps a lot to really get to know a person so that they aren't in the end characterized by that one ridiculous thought they might have.
also I just bash my head against the wall after the day's over
@wolfwoof:
I'm just gonna assume that alot of the science currriculum revolves around ripping on poetry for not being hard science
Hey, as an english minor I resent that :|
It's true though
Yes, if you inject oxygen directly into your veins you also die… but that's not normal biological function and doesn't happen through normal breathing. Also the issue with divers you're referring to is probably nitrogen toxicity, not oxygen. It has to do with decompression and nitrogen bubbles forming in your blood, due to rising too fast while breathing compressed air.
And okay... well I'll just say the sun is killing us too. How poetic. One day it will die and all life in the solar system will be extinguished. OH MAN THAT'S DEEP.
too much oxygen causes seizures, fatal for scuba divers, stuff with nitrogen is separate matter entirely.
You've forgotten to mention UV rays from sun - deadly for organisms. World is just awesome.
I confess that I've been scared stiff by the fact expanding Sun will engulf whole Earth as I was six, because I was afraid that scientist might have made miscalculations and sun will start to expand any night in near future (I had those fears usually when I was about to sleep).
@Purple:
Well you know, there are people who believe in alternative medicine, some people who think that vaccines cause autism (and yes, I think that Jenny McCarthy or whoever she is is a piece of shit), and some people who think there's a government conspiracy. And being a doctor isn't about being right necessarily but understanding that a person's POV may not be the same as yours and how you can work with them so that they can get the care they need. Regardless of how you feel about a person's thoughts and how ridiculous their thoughts may seem, arguing whether they're right or wrong won't get them anywhere and may actually be more negative in the long run in terms of patient-doctor interactions. I remember a doc talking once about how he needed to really think about how to work with patients in which their to-be-born child would require a heart surgery right out of the gate, but they were Jehovah's witnesses who don't believe in transplants (even blood transfusions). From the experiences I personally have had in a hospital which of course aren't as deep, I'd say it helps a lot to really get to know a person so that they aren't in the end characterized by that one ridiculous thought they might have.
Jenny McCarthy is terrible yes, but I think nothing beats this man http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Andrew_Wakefield
anyway, you've got the patience of a saint, respect.
Jenny McCarthy is terrible yes, but I think nothing beats this man http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Andrew_Wakefield
anyway, you've got the patience of a saint, respect.
Lmao Andrew Wakefield. While he's a big figure in this stupid vaccination stuff and provided the (single, dubious) scientific paper in support that vaccinations have the capacity to cause autism, My understanding is that Miss McCarthy is a huge advocate for the stance as a big driving force or figure head in vaccinations, going on talk shows and everything to say that sort of BS, which is far more harmful to public health than a guy who's been discredited by the scientific community.
I mean, does anybody in the public actually read journal papers?
@wolfwoof:
I'm just gonna assume that alot of the science currriculum revolves around ripping on poetry for not being hard science
well currently role of metaphor in construction of science is hot topic in methodology of science, as fas as I know… it's more or less true for positivism associated philosophies, though.
@Purple:
Lmao Andrew Wakefield. While he's a big figure in this stupid vaccination stuff and provided the (single, dubious) scientific paper in support that vaccinations have the capacity to cause autism, My understanding is that Miss McCarthy is a huge advocate for the stance as a big driving force or figure head in vaccinations, going on talk shows and everything to say that sort of BS, which is far more harmful to public health than a guy who's been discredited by the scientific community.
I mean, does anybody in the public actually read journal papers?
fair enough, I guess McCarthy is more accessible to the average person because of her celeb status, still, it's not like the whole Wakefield scandal was some minor thing. It doesn't even really matter if you believe he's the direct or indirect cause, but he was largely responsible for getting the movement started in the 90s, I mean vacc rate in Britain sank from 92% to friggin' 70% or something like that, keeping in mind that even 92% isn't ideal
I guess what I want to say is, people like McCarthy get their ideas from man like Andrew Wakefield, a truly detestable human being, they have a platform because of him, even if he became irrelevant in the last few years, it doesn't erase his debt
fair enough, I guess McCarthy is more accessible to the average person because of her celeb status, still, it's not like the whole Wakefield scandal was some minor thing. It doesn't even really matter if you believe he's the direct or indirect cause, but he was largely responsible for getting the movement started in the 90s, I mean vacc rate in Britain sank from 92% to friggin' 70% or something like that, keeping in mind that even 92% isn't ideal
I guess what I want to say is, people like McCarthy get their ideas from man like Andrew Wakefield, a truly detestable human being, they have a platform because of him, even if he became irrelevant in the last few years, it doesn't erase his debt
Oh of course not, I'm just saying that whatsherface is on the heavier scale of things in terms of scumbaggery.
This is of course all semantics at this point, though, just saying who has the bigger pile of shit.
@wolfwoof:
I'm just gonna assume that alot of the science currriculum revolves around ripping on poetry for not being hard science
No, only when poetry tries to actually represent hard science (incorrectly). ;P
too much oxygen causes seizures, fatal for scuba divers, stuff with nitrogen is separate matter entirely.
You've forgotten to mention UV rays from sun - deadly for organisms. World is just awesome.I confess that I've been scared stiff by the fact expanding Sun will engulf whole Earth as I was six, because I was afraid that scientist might have made miscalculations and sun will start to expand any night in near future (I had those fears usually when I was about to sleep).
Fun childhood. And ah okay. Anyway I hope you don't feel I was personally attacking you, because I wasn't.
Purple Hermit, how do you even survive as a med student, honestly how do you keep your sanity. I mean, some people love saying ignorant shit about stuff they don't really know anything about, but so many folks got their own little flat out wrong theories about health it's amazing
I lose my shit when someone seriously tries to tell me that vaccinations cause autism, how does someone, who has a profound understanding about these things and can go into long detail explaining why it's wrong, feel about this?
I watch and/or show people things like this:
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A Tim Minchin fan O.o
I'm glad to find more people who enjoy his work ^_^
he's really good live having seen him. man thought he was a native to perth but seems like he was born in the UK
@Holy:
I feel more comfortable in a hotel room than my own actual room anywhere I live.
This, so much this. But I always end up watching really bad movies like Dark Shadows when I'm in hotel rooms.
A Tim Minchin fan O.o
I'm glad to find more people who enjoy his work ^_^
I love the guy.
This, so much this. But I always end up watching really bad movies like Dark Shadows when I'm in hotel rooms.
So what's the downside?
So what's the downside?
No downside. CrystalShip was just bragging to all of us as to how lucky she is.
I'm ready, depression.
First confession: I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I left an uni I didn't like anymore and now I'm about to start another one that will probably lead me to unemployment. There are two others uni I'd like to attend other than this one, but both have subjects I know I'd never be able to pass, so it'd all just be a waste of time and money.
I… I just don't know. I prefer, for now, to not think about it but I'm pretty sure this is the less wise decision there is to take in such a place.
First confession: I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I left an uni I didn't like anymore and now I'm about to start another one that will probably lead me to unemployment. There are two others uni I'd like to attend other than this one, but both have subjects I know I'd never be able to pass, so it'd all just be a waste of time and money.
I… I just don't know. I prefer, for now, to not think about it but I'm pretty sure this is the less wise decision there is to take in such a place.
Heh I sort of know how that feels. Really probably the most important thing is not to defeat yourself mentally before anything even happens. I did not end up graduating with the degree I imagined I would but life did eventually sort itself out for me.
Thanks for deleting that last post, whoever it was.
Never really thought I'd post in here, but I felt a bit of a need to:
I started my second year of college a couple weeks ago, and to be honest I'm a little worried. Not about classes or planning ahead necessarily, but about my friends. I've always struggled a bit with making friends and with keeping in touch with people, but last year didn't go too bad in that respect; I made a decent group of friends that I had a lot of fun with, and I was excited to see them again this year. So far, though, I've barely been able to see them. I understand everyone's a little busier this year, but it seems like even when people have the chance to hang out, they don't tell me, and I'm left alone trying to see who (if anyone) is available. It's been kind of frustrating, especially since a few haven't even bothered to respond to any texts I send them. I tend to be a pretty anxious person, so I've kind of been freaking out a bit. I keep wondering things, like is this what the whole year is going to be like? Am I really going to get the chance to see them that much? Do they even want to be friends with me anymore? A lot of it seems silly, but it's seriously been bugging me, and I don't quite know what to do. Obviously making new friends is an option, but I've never been too good at that, and I still want to see my friends from last year.
It really highlights one of my most hated aspects about myself: how I'm too anxious and self-conscience, and let things get to me too much. I don't want to bombard my friends with texts all the time asking if they can hang out, but at the same time I almost feel like I have to in order to figure this all out.
Heh I sort of know how that feels. Really probably the most important thing is not to defeat yourself mentally before anything even happens. I did not end up graduating with the degree I imagined I would but life did eventually sort itself out for me.
You're right, I shall not get defeated by it.
Thanks, your words've been very useful for this little lad.
Honestly speaking, if four years ago someone would have told me that right now I'd be starting on the second year of a multimedia design degree and loving it more than studying Japanese language and culture, I'd probably would have thought them crazy. But really, I am so glad I made it through, because I really like making things and I honestly wouldn't give this up for anything.
Sure, I am a little sad that I can't seem to make real friends at this school, but to be able to learn a lot of the typical film school skills without actually studying at a proper film school is pretty awesome. At some point last year I just decided that doing something in TV post-production is really something I want to pursue.
I'm just really glad that I finally found a degree I want to and can complete, after all the years of failure and illness.
I had a laugh about Scientology the other day with a few mates….
....damn does it have a big list of celebs within it.
Kind of lost a lot of respect for a few of them. But felt better when I saw how many had left lol
Still not sure if will smith is in it or just donates millions to it.
So I kind of fell into the depression ocean again. Only just realised how long it's been since I've actually done much beyond sit around in my room or go to the shops to buy the easiest possible food at any given time. I'm not even sure what caused it - I guess just feeling that my life wasn't going anywhere. A year ago I was having the time of my life on the other side of the world and now I'm sitting in a house in London doing work for a job I'll lose in two weeks anyway because my contract will end. I've not been seing people either, which is really bad for someone as extroverted as I am. Thing is, when I get like this, I never know how to get myself 'back on track' so to speak. All I can ever seem to find are temporary distractions. Last night I just curled up and cried because I felt really isolated. I went and sat next to my flatmate playing Civ for half an hour just to have the presence of another person nearby. The cat seems to have picked up on my mood as he's being extra-cuddly lately.
How do I start feeling alive again? In a way that doesn't involve much money because I don't have much and I have progressively less each day.
So, yeah, that's where I vanished off to. Sorry, everyone. I missed you, for what it's worth.
I guess the answer is to start off by recognising what you actually want to do with your time, and how to get to that point. From their it's hard work maybe, but at least gives you a goal and what more a plan of how to achieve it as well as the happiness you believe that will come from it.
Also don't feel isolated from the world because you view yourself as being a bit introverted. It's not about how often you go out, or how many friends you can call on. At the end of the day it's down to what makes you comfortable and feel good ya know.
I don't consider myself introverted or a loner, but enjoy staying in more often than not, and I'm content with just a handful of mates to hang with.
It's all down to what you want, what makes you happy, and how you plan on getting it.
Their really isn't a textbook example of normality nowadays, so don't get all messed up over not being some 60's poster boy lol
I'm an extrovert and I'm a girl, by the way. But yeah, it is about knowing what you want. I'm very bad at recognising that…maybe that's the autism showing up again. What I want to do is: spend time with friends doing fun things, travel as much as possible, and create/perform. But my job limits my time and its pay isn't enough so that limits my money, and with such limitations, I start feeling really bad if I spend an evening having coffee with a friend, like guilty bad. It's also why I basically stop eating and have to force myself through each and every meal, although only if I feel I can justify its expense. I'm really bad at this. I was considerably more functional when I was being paid a London salary in my publishing job, but they stopped me from getting any new contracts there because I'd been there two years and they officially don't take contractors for more than a year. Corporate culture.
Lol sorry. I guess I'm too used to people branding themselves as being introverted here.
As for money and career in general….well you are just in a shitty period that is especially cruel. The company I worked for didn't have enough contracts and money during the beginning of the economical crisis which forced me to change jobs. Eventually I gave up on England and decided to hit up Western Australia for a while until England showed any signs of hope.
Right now though I can't figure out if to go back to England for a few years and do a course at university or place all my bets on getting a permanent residency visa here.
I guess you are stuck between a rock and a hard place. Maybe consider having a year out and travel until business and job opportunities pick up a bit. A lot of my mates back in London have done exactly that and haven't shown any signs of regret. Either way best of luck to you
! I wish I could quit college and live with my parents forever as a NEET. I hate irrational stress and sucking at school.
! Meds only help me stop being so fatigued and nothing else.
! whinewhinewhine