I used to wait for all my ice-cream to melt into its bowl before stirring it and drinking it.
Confession Session - LOCK THIS THREAD
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@I:
Well, actually the entire forum is meant to be rated PG, since there are a lot of posters who are young. This sort of post is not appropriate for even this thread, under that rule.
Ah, for some reason I thought it was PG-13. But PG is a different story. So we're not judging you, but please no more naughty business.
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@CCC:
Ah, for some reason I thought it was PG-13. But PG is a different story. So we're not judging you, but please no more naughty business. There are children on the internet.
LOL CCC-such a fine distinction-it could be. Perhaps we have to find out for sure… It's your call anyway, right?
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The basic forum (which I assume refers to the overall forum itself) is PG-13, although the rule is pretty clear about content being appropriate for young teens.
@CCC:
On-topic confession: I wore nothing on the lower half of my body during a skype interview for grad school today (suit and tie on top though).
Ha! I've done this too, I confess. Many a fine and serious conversation Skype conversation has been conducted pantless on my end. And perhaps on their end as well, you just never know. ^^
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i confess that i wanted to hurt my brother, if only for a split-second.
you see, he was cunnilingus.
he handed me back my laptop and said "game over, i lost."
and to my horror, i couldn't log in as mdl because the screen was taken up by his ban message.i almost cried because i freakin love you guys.
this is the best damn one piece site i've ever been to and i would never want to have it taken away from me.i've banned my brother from using my stuff for a couple of weeks, to show him that i'm seriously upset with what he nearly made happen. i apologise for any other trouble he may have caused in his little facade.
@nami: his ban was for being a 2nd account on the same ip.
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When I'll eat ice cream I put refrigerant inside.
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Ha! I've done this too, I confess. Many a fine and serious conversation Skype conversation has been conducted pantless on my end. And perhaps on their end as well, you just never know. ^^
Nice XD
It feels… I don't know... empowering. Until the moment the high-powered businesswoman on the other side asks me to stand up and turn around. Of course that would never happen, but flirting with that possibility is a real rush.@I:
LOL CCC-such a fine distinction-it could be. Perhaps we have to find out for sure… It's your call anyway, right?
Ha ha… yeah... well. He was a troll anyway. Of course JD was on the money about that.
Just keep that bro of yours from pulling any more shenanigans, 'k MDL? :D
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I never vid conference. That way, I can be in my PJ's and no one will give a damn.
Also, I don't have a webcam, and my Skype is infested with people from my 'bad job', so I could never talk on there to relax.
My only confession on this is that I probably never will get a webcam because I'm stuck using my sister's old room for the computer, meaning that I'm in kind of a…not a 'girly' room, but one that obviously belonged to a female teenager. Nothing cutesy or pink or anything, just sappy. -
Nicolas Sarzozy is Jewish right? Does he factor into this Aldrich since I think he supports Israel, but that can't possibly be it.
I can never know more about a country then its native your native french Aldrich perhaps you can go into detail more?
No Sarkozy isn't jewish, I think his family converted to catholicism quite a few years ago
He is pro israel though like the vast majority of the politician class in France, basically the last shred of pro arab foreign policy disappeared when Chirac left power and the old Gaullist movement represented by people like De Villepin died
Also is Sarkozy unpopular in france because his ecomonic polices are similar to bush? Because I have french friends that tell me that they hate Sarkozy because he socks 'American cock'(if you know what I' mean) and he's basically an authoritarian(evidenced by him silencing many humorist from public stations for being too vocal)
Is he reallly, really awful? Now he can't be Jacob Zuma/Robert Mugabe awful; but my friends keep complaining about how he's the french equivelnet to Bush(in terms of popularity). Also my friends keep yammering about how Europe is basically a shelll of its former self; and now in this fragile, defeatist and very pathethic apologetic state that lead them to ruin if something dosen't change(multiculturalism and its affect on France).Do you share this mindset? What's your opinion on current France and 'political correctness?'
I wouldn't say Sarkozy is a french Bush, I'd say he's more of a french Berlusconi
He's basically the perfect embodiement of the modern Right, economically liberal to the extreme, pro american, pro israel, vulgar, barely literate, and trying to put the blame on immigrants while letting hundreds of thousands of them settle freely in the country every year
He is disastrous, but the problem doesn't really lie with him, it's far larger than that, it's the current political system that is bankrupt and Marine Le Pen's far Right is currently thriving on that field of ruins
2012 is going to be extremely interesting to say the least
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I'm really fucking glad I missed the boat on the Israel discussion.
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so what? "He" still was a troll.
i never said that he wasn't, i was only being helpful by stating the official ban reason. no need to snap at me.
and even if it wasn't a troll, who's to say that someone wouldn't ever post something that personal? it would still count as a confession.
and some people do skip reading the rules of some sites, not aware that they are doing something wrong.
i'm not defending what my brother did, he was sick to say those things without actually meaning them, but you always seem quick to judge people lol.
anyways, let's allow the thread to move on ^-^
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@MDL:
i confess that i wanted to hurt my brother, if only for a split-second.
you see, he was cunnilingus.
he handed me back my laptop and said "game over, i lost."
and to my horror, i couldn't log in as mdl because the screen was taken up by his ban message.i almost cried because i freakin love you guys.
this is the best damn one piece site i've ever been to and i would never want to have it taken away from me.i've banned my brother from using my stuff for a couple of weeks, to show him that i'm seriously upset with what he nearly made happen. i apologise for any other trouble he may have caused in his little facade.
@nami: his ban was for being a 2nd account on the same ip.
Hmm yes, "Brother" right.
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Hahahahah! Good ole brother story when someone's IP is caught.
Movin on.
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I rather enjoy making people suffer psychologically. It amuses me greatly. For example I was just chatting with Uncle Kenny and to troll him I ate some chicken while he was listening since he was earlier whining about how hungry he was. <3
PS: Yeah I am only saying this to troll him harder~ :D I don't really like making people sad. Just messing with their heads now and then~
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I think it's within human nature to be cruel which is the reason it's necessary for these feelings to be repressed and controlled through the super-ego. Certainly, the dark and twisted feelings of the Id are both cruel and unnecessary but something within us, perhaps our own social lives and interactions, causes us to negatively perceive our environment and seek to reprimand it, whether that be just or otherwise.
In that, you must ask yourself if perhaps the ego is thus there to act as our own good conciousness or just the continuation of our own selfishness and the fear of retaliation or punishment. And so, this has lead me to believe that people online are far more likely to act out and bypass that ego when said consequences are absent, provided you find the ego to be a view of society's reciprocation rather than your own good will. So I must say, this psychological torture is both expected and accepted. For I understand that you merely suffer from the lack of constraint.
That or you're just a douche.
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lol @ the above conversation. XD
when i was about 8 years old i used to pick up snails and throw them around.
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@Uncle:
I think it's within human nature to be cruel which is the reason it's necessary for these feelings to be repressed and controlled through the super-ego. Certainly, the dark and twisted feelings of the Id are both cruel and unnecessary but something within us, perhaps our own social lives and interactions, causes us to negatively perceive our environment and seek to reprimand it, whether that be just or otherwise.
In that, you must ask yourself if perhaps the ego is thus there to act as our own good conciousness or just the continuation of our own selfishness and the fear of retaliation or punishment. And so, this has lead me to believe that people online are far more likely to act out and bypass that ego when said consequences are absent, provided you find the ego to be a view of society's reciprocation rather than your own good will. So I must say, this psychological torture is both expected and accepted. For I understand that you merely suffer from the lack of constraint.
That or you're just a douche.
Kenny, this post actually made me LOL. Perfectly executed, sir. I salute you. (Nice way to start the day, so I also thank you for the smile)
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@MDL:
lol @ the above conversation. XD
when i was about 8 years old i used to pick up snails and throw them around.
i guess that was before i realised that animals had feelings and junk.Bugs are biological robots.
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@JERK:
Bugs are biological robots.
My bad, i didn't know that snails counted as bugs. Thanks for the correction.
Though i'm still going to avoid running them over with my bike, because i don't like when the slime gets everywhere.
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I rather enjoy making people suffer psychologically. It amuses me greatly.
The word for this… concept is schadenfreude. It's quickly becoming the second most fashionable German import word in the English language, right behind zeitgeist.
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@CCC:
The word for this… concept is schadenfreude. It's quickly becoming the second most fashionable German import word in the English language, right behind zeitgeist.
:D8D Schadenfreude. I like the sound of that! Mufufuufufufu~
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There are times when I can be very judgemental around people, like ''Oh, this person looks and sounds like a typical jock, there's not going to be anything interesting coming out of him'', or ''what a fruitcake, how has this person managed to get this far?''
I know it's something that all people do to some degree, but I know being dismissive of everyone and everything you don't agree with isn't really the best way to go through life, especially now that I'm an adult. It's certainly one of the things I'd like to change about myself.
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@CCC:
The word for this… concept is schadenfreude. It's quickly becoming the second most fashionable German import word in the English language, right behind zeitgeist.
:D8D Schadenfreude. I like the sound of that! Mufufuufufufu~
Guest starring Gary Coleman:
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Also, I hope to one day, just once, do do something that out schadenfreude's you all.
Chrissie is the white whale. The rest vary from jellyfish to Great White Sharks.
If nothing else, I've still got my drawing capabilities.
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Excuse me while I go in my corner to plot for revenge.
Mini Confession: I still like daydreaming like a little kid. It's my favorite way to spend my time though I know not really productive. XD; It's just so… fun to do. :(
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Mini Confession: I still like daydreaming like a little kid. It's my favorite way to spend my time though I know not really productive. XD; It's just so… fun to do. :(
same here , daydreaming really can be relaxing
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There are times when I can be very judgemental around people, like ''Oh, this person looks and sounds like a typical jock, there's not going to be anything interesting coming out of him'', or ''what a fruitcake, how has this person managed to get this far?''
"I stereotype. It's faster."
-George Clooney's character in "Up in the Air"I have the same problem, and although I know it's bad, I've never actively tried to change…
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Oh well everyone stereotypes in some way. I guess it's part of human nature. As long as you're willing to look beyond you really shouldn't feel bad about it. It was the same with me..a working colleague of mine is Syrian and he always had this really serious look, didn't talk much and was all in all an intimidating figure.
Turned out that he's one of the nicest and most decent persons I've ever met in my life. It's amazing how your initial opinion of someone can change when you get to know them better.
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daydreaming is awesome, unless you spend too long doing it and miss something important >.<
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Everyone does it. It just matters how much you let it influence your actions and attitude that matters.
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I daydream during work.
I mean, I'll be in the middle of taking an order, and I'll space out like Doug.
Customer: Yes, I'll have the hamburger.
Me: That'll be $1.07.
Customer tries to hand over family
Me: Buuuuuuuuuuuuh~
Customer: Hello?Sadly, this is no exaggeration.
On the plus side, this is what allows me to write my stories. I grow the world in my mind during these times, so to speak. -
I don't usually let it affect my actions and such but yeah. It's one of the main reasons I am quite absent minded and blank out when I am sitting in one spot.. like in class. If I start doodling, it means I am strangling to keep my attention to what the professor is saying. Doodling helps me concentrate you see. When it's just drawing abstract things though, then it means I just took off to dream land. XD If I am starring blankly at a spot, it also means they lost me for 5 mins the least. I kinda wish I'd stop doing it so much but… it's so fuuuun and addicting! :(
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@Cuddles:
I daydream during work.
I mean, I'll be in the middle of taking an order, and I'll space out like Doug.
Customer: Yes, I'll have the hamburger.
Me: That'll be $1.07.
Customer tries to hand over family
Me: Buuuuuuuuuuuuh~
Customer: Hello?Why did your customer try to hand over his family?
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I fantasize about fictional characters wearing diapers.
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@Dr.:
Why did your customer try to hand over his family?
I had that kind of face.
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Tomorrow will be the 19th Valentine's Day in my 20 year life, that I have gone without a Valentine.
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Ughh, I feel so bad.
Today, my friend and I were at a mall just hanging around, and we decide to text another friend to come join us. I had credit, but I didn't have his number. My friend didn't have credit, but had his number. So I texted him from my phone. The thing is, I think I typed the wrong number in, so I was texting a completely innocent stranger.
Now comes the bad part, we didn't tell 'him' who we were, instead, we told 'him' to guess, and added a few inside jokes in the text. 'He' didn't get it, and started asking who we were back.
We thought the inside jokes weren't obvious enough, so we got some really deep and kinda rude inside jokes. Our inside joke was that he was a masochist, and he enjoyed being insulted. So we started accusing 'him' of being one and insulting 'him' a lot.
Then there was no reply.
After, 'he' called and I was shocked. It was a girl, and she was saying like, yous are so abusive and you hurt my feelings and other things. She was really hurt…
We were kinda afraid, and hung up. Bad idea. After, we tried to call back, but no one was picking up obviously. So we texted her how sorry we were and how we made a mistake, and I haven't gotten a text back acknowledging it.
Ughh, I feel reallyyyy bad.
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I don't usually let it affect my actions and such but yeah. It's one of the main reasons I am quite absent minded and blank out when I am sitting in one spot.. like in class. If I start doodling, it means I am strangling to keep my attention to what the professor is saying. Doodling helps me concentrate you see. When it's just drawing abstract things though, then it means I just took off to dream land. XD If I am starring blankly at a spot, it also means they lost me for 5 mins the least. I kinda wish I'd stop doing it so much but… it's so fuuuun and addicting! :(
I do the same thing (though over time doodling transformed in memory game listings of nations, capitols, dynasties etc.).
I think sometimes I may have adult ADD, and had the child form when I was a kid.
Not even because of daydreaming, but I have a very hard time focusing all the same during spoken lectures or spoken anything unless I'm honest to god engaged.
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Ughh, I feel so bad.
Today, my friend and I were at a mall just hanging around, and we decide to text another friend to come join us. I had credit, but I didn't have his number. My friend didn't have credit, but had his number. So I texted him from my phone. The thing is, I think I typed the wrong number in, so I was texting a completely innocent stranger.
Now comes the bad part, we didn't tell 'him' who we were, instead, we told 'him' to guess, and added a few inside jokes in the text. 'He' didn't get it, and started asking who we were back.
We thought the inside jokes weren't obvious enough, so we got some really deep and kinda rude inside jokes. Our inside joke was that he was a masochist, and he enjoyed being insulted. So we started accusing 'him' of being one and insulting 'him' a lot.
Then there was no reply.
After, 'he' called and I was shocked. It was a girl, and she was saying like, yous are so abusive and you hurt my feelings and other things. She was really hurt…
We were kinda afraid, and hung up. Bad idea. After, we tried to call back, but no one was picking up obviously. So we texted her how sorry we were and how we made a mistake, and I haven't gotten a text back acknowledging it.
Ughh, I feel reallyyyy bad.
It'll take all of two weeks before you look back on that one and laugh.
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[hide]Ughh, I feel so bad.
Today, my friend and I were at a mall just hanging around, and we decide to text another friend to come join us. I had credit, but I didn't have his number. My friend didn't have credit, but had his number. So I texted him from my phone. The thing is, I think I typed the wrong number in, so I was texting a completely innocent stranger.
Now comes the bad part, we didn't tell 'him' who we were, instead, we told 'him' to guess, and added a few inside jokes in the text. 'He' didn't get it, and started asking who we were back.
We thought the inside jokes weren't obvious enough, so we got some really deep and kinda rude inside jokes. Our inside joke was that he was a masochist, and he enjoyed being insulted. So we started accusing 'him' of being one and insulting 'him' a lot.
Then there was no reply.
After, 'he' called and I was shocked. It was a girl, and she was saying like, yous are so abusive and you hurt my feelings and other things. She was really hurt…
We were kinda afraid, and hung up. Bad idea. After, we tried to call back, but no one was picking up obviously. So we texted her how sorry we were and how we made a mistake, and I haven't gotten a text back acknowledging it.
Ughh, I feel reallyyyy bad.[/hide]
Oh dear. Would it help if I tell you something terrible I once did? It's worse than what you and your friend did. :/
! One day in secondary school (when I was stupid and immature), I was messing around a bit and joking with my math teacher, who is called Mdm ___. I suddenly noticed that she's called Mdm ___, and I knew that she had a daughter, but she wasn't wearing a wedding ring. I thought it was just a preference thing, as my dad often takes off his ring because it's uncomfortable. So I teased her, saying "why don't you have a wedding ring! aren't you married?" she just smiled and told me to get back to my work and walked away. Then my classmate told me that her husband had died in a car accident a couple of years earlier. I wanted to stab myself in the chest with my pencil.
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@JERK:
I do the same thing (though over time doodling transformed in memory game listings of nations, capitols, dynasties etc.).
I think sometimes I may have adult ADD, and had the child form when I was a kid.
Not even because of daydreaming, but I have a very hard time focusing all the same during spoken lectures or spoken anything unless I'm honest to god engaged.
That's… not a bad idea actually. Memory game listings, huh? Have to try it out. It'll waste less space in my notebook that's for sure.
You are telling me? I had a friend over, who pretty much keeps to herself and yet she suddenly opened up and spilled every single problem she had at the time and what was I doing? Listening to her like a good friend you say? Oh, nope. Not at all. I blanked out. Not even to dreamland. I just... turned off everything for no reason at all. I didn't mean to do that. It just... happened. Worse thing is, that I kind of trained myself to look attentive when that happens. So at the end she sincerely thanked me for hearing her out without suspecting that I wasn't really listening to her. I felt like a complete jackass because I didn't know what the heck just happened and only caught phrases here and there... I suck :(
Also because I need to listen to a lecture to understand it properly and remember it for my exams (because studying for them sucks and is boring), 95% of my notebooks is filled with drawings while the rest 5% with lecture notes. sighs People think I am ignoring them when I am drawing or playing around with stuff etc but they pretty much should be worried about that when I am not keeping my hands busy… -
Visual learning is thankfully on point for me, so as an alternative I can be saved.
Also engaging lectures, where the teacher involves the students by asking constant rhetoricals or what have you instead of regurgitating text, helps for me significantly.
This tethers my mind down from turning on the white noise. -
It might be along the same lines as what trapped and Zefra are talking about.
[hide]I was at this camp, I used to go to summer camp every year. One day I woke up and was told to wake up another kid. I went in and started whispering in his ear like a mother would, like "Wake up honey and stuff." and walked out right before he woke up. He came out and started saying that he heard his mom and that she'd been dead for a few years :/ . Didn't feel too good.[/hide] -
The ADDishness was a huge social stumbling block between me and other people for a long time, it took many years to fully overcome it.
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@JERK:
Visual learning is thankfully on point for me, so as an alternative I can be saved.
Also engaging lectures, where the teacher involves the students by asking constant rhetoricals or what have you instead of regurgitating text, helps for me significantly.
This tethers my mind down from turning on the white noise.There are only certain books that present researches and results or examples that truly help me understand things. Plain theory usually causes me a headache. I just don't like memorizing things. I like learning them which I believe is quite different. There's a reason I always ace tests with critical thinking questions and barely pass pure theory tests. Honestly, they are overdoing it with the memorizing in Greek Universities.
I absolutely love it when the Professor challenges me during the lecture. Makes me understand theory through discussion and not just with the presentation of the theory on the board where I have to ask myself for it to be explained because the others though they don't understand it either, they just won't open their mouths. I've caused more 'Oooooh! I see!'s from my fellow students than any other professor with side questions that forced my teachers to explain what they heck they were talking about in better ways or with just presenting the theory in my way and asking if that's correct. I usually do that even when I understand things and consider them quite simple just to help others understand them too… and because I get easily bored and need amusement one way or another. :P I bet lots of people get annoyed at me and consider me a smartass because of that but oh well~ I don't care.
@JERK:
The ADDishness was a huge social stumbling block between me and other people for a long time, it took many years to fully overcome it.
Eh. I was just plain bad and socially inadequate in Middle School. Things only got better in my final year in High School. Before that I lived in my own little world and wouldn't let anyone else in. 'Xept for 3 certain girls I met on the Internet that period. =)
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I wish I could say that I overcame my inabilities to just be in class.
But that never really happened. I'm presently on my last semester before my Associate's and I can't see any alternative but take a break. Drop out for now. I had really grand plans for college and I don't see any of it ever happening.
Everything is white noise, I'm always a week behind everyone else in class, my standard is to get a C and survive. I learn a lot. Usually on my own . I'd love to be engaged in my classes but it never happens. It's usually all autodidact education after, or during, school with the classes just telling me where I should be.
When I was around 16 I actually had to drop out of high school after a lot of struggling to get through it. I got my GED instead and took up community college, but my issues basically resumed.
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Do you know what could help Holy? Attending the lectures and recording them. Sure it's going to be more work when listening to them later and taking notes on your own, but some people I know who had difficulties in paying attention, did that and it helped them a lot! >3< Of course if you already tried that and it didn't work out, I am afraid I don't know what else to suggest.. :( I always got by with what I got from class and just a tiny bit of studying on the side. Plus my projects. I have done so many projects during my time at the University and most of them truly saved my ass from failure in pure theory classes like Methodology of Educational Research. Putting the theory in action, helped me gain more knowledge than what I would had gotten just with studying too.
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When I was young, in my private world, I thought that violence was OK (in the form of games).
So I hurt all my friends.
I realized that people walked away from me because of that,so I was alone for a while, until I stopped playing violently.And even today I am struggling to get more friends,
(I was never diagnosed with any disease, only suspected)So i don´t know whats wrong with me..
Like,if I had such disease is because of it that I don´t have any friends
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When I was young, in my private world, I thought that violence was OK (in the form of games).
So I hurt all my friends.
I realized that people walked away from me because of that,so I was alone for a while, until I stopped playing violently.And even today I am struggling to get more friends,
(I was never diagnosed with any disease, only suspected)So i don´t know whats wrong with me..
Like,if I had such disease is because of it that I don´t have any friends
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if I don´t have any disease,why i don´t have friends ?Just try to be more friendly with people. And more open to what they have to say. Friendship… isn't hard to find. You just need to try to get to know people better. Ask them things about themselves, find something you have in common, be it an opinion or a hobby and start to slowly built a relationship on that. Dare to approach someone who looks interesting and friendly enough. Don't get discouraged if they don't open up at first. It might take a while or it might not. Depends on their character really. Oh. And smile a lot and avoid being sarcastic. Aaaand that's all the simple advice I can think of right now. =x
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Thanks Chrissie,I'll try to do what you said.
The worst part is that when I'm with somebody, I start thinking "He's my friend because he feels sorry for me "