I am so furious right now.
I've altered my schedules so co-workers can go to concerts or do shit with their kids in the past month. Whatever, it sucks, but whatever.
Right now I'm having a seriously painful episode with my shoulder and arm, it's been a bitch the past two weeks. I was going to have a spa day tomorrow on my off day and get a massage, before going to the dentist and getting an emergency root canal (which I hope isn't some overpriced place, MY dentist AND my mom's dentist BOTH went on vacation… So I found the first place I could get into) If this place is severely over-priced I am going to bawl my eyes out. Right now I can afford to get the three crowns I need, that I desperately want to get before my surgery next month.
But one of my co-workers thought she had a spider bite, but it's really a staph infection. She needs to rest so she hopefully doesn't end up in the hospital/getting surgery...
Well our shitty-ass employer sends us extra help ALL the time when we DON'T need it. This time, they don't even RESPOND to getting help for tomorrow... So guess who has to work and STILL get a root canal tomorrow? =____= there's literally only 3 of us techs right now...
I have to work this weekend, and while I'm technically off Tuesday I have a doctor's appointment and errands to run, which will be exhausting. That means I don't get another day off until NEXT FUCKING SATURDAY.
I literally laid on my bed for an hour on a heating pad crying my shoulder hurt so bad. I am so fucking angry, I don't understand what I did to make my luck always be this shitty, but some higher being hates my fucking guts.
@ShinigamiKing:
Same thing is happening again.
I'm in a "normal" mood, so I'm making the same mistakes that piss me off (procrastination of basic things like finishing a drawing or watching an episode of a show). Whenever I'm frustrated I think better, I get stuff at home done, and I actually recognize reality. I actually think things that can help me change.
I have trouble explaining things, so I'll post later.
That's how I am with stuff too at times… it's very hard to explain X_X I suck at explaining shit.