Bleh, there I go misinterpreting things again and making an ass of myself.
This has official become an every day thing.
Bleh, there I go misinterpreting things again and making an ass of myself.
This has official become an every day thing.
When I am hiding something from somebody, important things, I have dreams about being figured out and trying to get away with it. This kind of things happens so often I believe all dreams do have meaning, reflecting some psychological condition, and try to interpret them to restore the balance of my mind. As far as I can remember, I always prevail in my dreams. I believe it has more to do with strong desire than confidence, if (over-)worry about not not being able to overcome a certain difficulty is considered lack of confidence.
@THE:
I think I am probably a genius or at least a rare talent. Due to misfortune and lack of self-restraint that the world has not acknowledged my genius yet. Yeah, that must be it.
Anyway, isn't this thread about me?
Who are you again?
@Chucklepants:
Bleh, there I go misinterpreting things again and making an ass of myself.
This has official become an every day thing.
NO! You are a good person! Believe that you are a good person!
Now accept your existence of being a good person before I slap you silly!
@THE:
When I am hiding something from somebody, important things, I have dreams about being figured out and trying to get away with it. This kind of things happens so often I believe all dreams do have meaning, reflecting some psychological condition, and try to interpret them to restore the balance of my mind. As far as I can remember, I always prevail in my dreams. I believe it has more to do with strong desire than confidence, if (over-)worry about not not being able to overcome a certain difficulty is considered lack of confidence.
I agree. Plenty of people are confident enough to achieve their dreams, but procrastination gets in the way.
looks at what he's currently doing
…....Well.....shit.
At least I AM writing. It's not any of my ideas for a series or anything like that. Nor is it.....a genre I plan to write for. It's just entirely out of fun.
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Does anyone else sometimes feel like they can brush off big, mean things but feel the urge to fight about little things, even perceived slights?
I can actually think of a few members here who I think are really cool but a few small things they say would make me give em a bad enough glare in real life to shut em up.
Still, I'm better off not saying anything. Best not to sweat the small stuff, right?
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We're talking sex dreams now? Hrmmm…. I think I've seen sexual scenes, but not actual sex. Or incest. Aizen was a rapist in one dream. 0.0 Does anyone have any dreams where someone is supposed to be someone you know but clearly isn't? I mean, I had a dream that this creepy, fat, pervert guy was chasing me around in a van and he was supposed to be Sakonsolo. Even my dream self was like "This is bullshit, you're not sakon!!" Though it was actually a bit disturbing. And I never die in my dreams. I can always force myself awake whenever the dream gets too scary. I do feel some degree of pain, but not generally a lot. I've definitely seen implied death of other people. Steve Irwin was in one, except it wasn't by sting-ray, but a crocodile and when I woke up, I thought I saw blood splashed on my wall for about a second. :(
Idk, I think I occasionally hallucinate. Not as much as I used to, but one time I thought I heard my presumably dead dog running on the deck. All sorts of random little things, like spirits almost. And while I'm on this vein, for a short while I thought I was going crazy cuz my brother had this extremely creepy ringtone reminiscent of this scene from the movie "darkness," which would always play so faintly that I could never detect where it was coming from or know if I was really hearing it. Good times.
walks into thread
We're talking sex dreams now? Hrmmm…. I think I've seen sexual scenes, but not actual sex. Or incest. Aizen was a rapist in one dream. 0.0 Does anyone have any dreams where someone is supposed to be someone you know but clearly isn't? I mean, I had a dream that this creepy, fat, pervert guy was chasing me around in a van and he was supposed to be Sakonsolo. Even my dream self was like "This is bullshit, you're not sakon!!"
Thanks marimo's subconscious :getlost: . Though I am kind of flattered your mind remembers me when you sleep :3 .
@THE:
When I am hiding something from somebody, important things, I have dreams about being figured out and trying to get away with it. This kind of things happens so often I believe all dreams do have meaning, reflecting some psychological condition, and try to interpret them to restore the balance of my mind. As far as I can remember, I always prevail in my dreams. I believe it has more to do with strong desire than confidence, if (over-)worry about not not being able to overcome a certain difficulty is considered lack of confidence.
What are you hiding from me young man??
I've been having dreams about my sister for the past two days, who for some reason was avoiding me/not hanging out with me, because her boyfriend told her so according to my mom who keeps informing me of that. o.o; Also I dream of things that happen later, which is why this kind of worries me. :/
I've had dreams like that, where someone I know isn't being themselves.
Majority of it are mentors or people I look up to. I'd suck up to them or thank them for all they've done, and then they shun me or do something horrible. I guess it's my wish to be naive conflicting with my doubt in humanity.
I've never had a dream involving people who live near me, but I've had dreams involving people from AP. Weird huh?
My subconscious is weird. I also dream about the Fandom Pirates occasionally. And our chat room is an actual room. We usually run around shrieking and stuff. From delight, not horror. Most of the time, it's people I know personally/recognize, and/or anime characters.
Weirdest OOC dream was the one where Oda was plotting to kill Kubo and take over writing Bleach by using a complex plot. Ichigo was going to die and be reborn into Oda's creation. Kuma wore a santa hat and was stealing iconic things from the Bleach-verse, but it was actually stuff from Naruto (like Gaara's gourd). I liked how the Bleach fans were all upset and the One Piece fans were laughing about it.
I dream about aliens more than a human should. And no, I do not have alien sex dreams. In fact, my sex dreams are almost always just normal. The same general one. Unless I have one of those really, erm, needy days. Then I have a really wild sex dreams in like a steamy glass shower or pressed up against the shelf of an empty bookstore. Which always have the same guy in it, someone that I've never really met. And if I have, I don't remember where. Though if I saw him in real life, I'd recognize him. "Oh my gosh! You're that dude in EVERY SEX DREAM I HAVE."
Which isn't true. I once had a full blown animated sex dream with Dolfamingo. Which contained…gratuitous amounts of licking.
It is also rare that I have a colored dream. Most of mine are black and white. The colorful ones are usually the most detailed and complex. Interestingly enough, only two or three sex dreams have been colored. The animated one, one with a woman and then just some other one. My one with a woman contained a, uh, close friend of mine. It was quite an experience.
Which isn't true. I once had a full blown animated sex dream with Dolfamingo. Which contained…gratuitous amounts of licking.
…... Mind.... not work....
…... Mind.... not work....
You're just jealous that I got to wake up under the feathered coat!
Ugh, you make me wish I could control my dreams.
Cause if I could, I would never wake up.
EDIT: Wow, THAT sounded pathetic. Just noticed that. Ugh…
"Oh my gosh! You're that dude in **EVERY SEX DREAM I HAVE."
Which wouldn't be awkward at all :ninja:**
I've been writing down EVERY DREAM I HAVE HAD since the second grade. I am practically an expert to my own dreams. (Not really. But hey.)
Insider, lucid dreaming is so fun. If you ever get a knack for it, it's pretty spectacular. Plus it helped to have a mugwort clump within your pillow. Blah blah blah blah odd obsessions and interests blah…
I'll go die now.
you're just jealous that i got to wake up under the feathered coat!
ffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!
The rarest of times I ever have a sex dream, it's usually the most unerotic sex ever with people I don't really find attractive and I myself am usually in some other form. I've had a dream similar to Kenny's "Cho Aniki Cuddling" and I've also had sex with an elderly lady. Actually, in my lifetime those might be the two only ones I can think of when it comes to sex dreams. I consider them interesting glitches in the subconscious, but nothing of consequence and I certainly didn't actually find them erotic. It was more like watching a documentary.
Usually, my dreams more consistently just contain elements from the past week combined into a single form. I dream in color always. They're usually fluid affairs and common elements are that I'm never alone. Usually the people I'm with in my dreams I feel are super close to me, though they're usually made up figures, or real life people I either haven't seen in years, or don't really know well. I can't think of a time I've ever had a dream about anybody in my family. Internet people are frequently in my dreams.
Also I tend to dream, whenever I see myself, that I am full Asian, which probably stems from my perpetual Passing Race guilt of being the wrong side of half-Asian in my hella racist mother's side of the family's eyes. I can't think of a time I acknowledged that, in my dream, I looked like how I actually look.
last night i had another "get kissed by a girl and then wake up" dream.
This time it was a member from OPMv2.
I remember I once had a Simpsons sex dream. And it was really… detailed . It was in third person though, so don't worry. I'm thankful for that. And it was really dramatic. The climax (hah!) of the dream I could imagine a "dun dun dun" track being played over it . There could have been one for all I know, though, but I don't remember it. And the end had Duff Man and Lenny having sex with a bunch of women in hot tubs and filming it.
My subconscious is weird. I also dream about the Fandom Pirates occasionally. And our chat room is an actual room. We usually run around shrieking and stuff. From delight, not horror.
That sounds fantastic. I can easily imagine this really happening if we ever meet.
I remember I once had a Simpsons sex dream.
Should I read the rest after this introduction?
I didn't describe anything in detail . I had a dream about the chat being a school but trapped was the only real member in the dream for some reason.
That wasn't a dream, it was a nightmare. You dreamt about me being TORTURED D:
No, that was a different dream altogether. And you weren't tortured D: .
And the end had Duff Man and Lenny having sex with a bunch of women in hot tubs and filming it.
Where was Carl ?
Who are you again?
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@Chrissie:
What are you hiding from me young man??
!
That and…I have a thing for older women, Chrissie-san.
! Today dream is quite strange. In the afternoon I reread Angel Densetsu in one sitting, and there was this scene:
! >!
I didn't think much about it. It's just like every other scene that I automatically keep in my memory, but then I has this dream, in which I was at my home town, visiting the local pagoda with my family. I saw huge trees in the pagoda grow so high that they reach the cloud. A heaven-like architecture was built in those trees, with fake cloud, statues of Buddha and the angels, etc. While my family commented at how beautiful they were, I just said something along of: "What a waste of perfectly good landscape", then my mother asked:"Are you out of your mind?", and I replied, repeating exactly what Ryoko (the girl in the manga) said: "Those tress a lone would be more beautiful than anything designed or created by humans". My mom asked me what I have learned, and told me to walk a girl home in instead of her boyfirend and then asked me what I felt about it. Then there were some philosophical arguments between me and my mom which I doubt any of you would be interested to hear. The thing is she made me question if nature was truly more beautiful than scenes created by humans, and her logic is nature is indifferent, no warmth of humanity, etc.
What a bizarre dream, steamed out of a random statement that I wasn't even troubled with.
My very own name is from a dream, or at least that is what my mother always told me. Originally when I was newborn I had a different name, but then my mother had a dream in which an old Buddhist monk visited my house and told my mother that I should be named XXX. After that, my family found out my original name was repetitive of one of my ancestor (it is a taboo here in Vietnam to name your child the same as another member in the family) so my mother decided to change my name to what the monk in her dream suggested.
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! I believe one of the reasons why I don't have sex dreams is because my head is already filled with my own strong sexual fantasy before I fall asleep, more so as I get older. I only masturbate in bed, and use only my imagination instead of porn. (Hell, I even created 69 and fellatio independently before I know such (gross) things existed in real life, which I don't consider something to be proud of at all.) I often came up with a story, with specific situations to make the sex more exciting to me plus I would care more about the people involved. The thing is I never imagined myself having sex with anyone. It's always my characters. I concede that many of my characters and stories came from those sexual fantasies (Ashina is major example). When I "finish", I go into a monk state, my mind become calm, pure, and serene, free of sexual desire. I don't sub-consciously or consciously repress my sexual desires, so perhaps that is why I don't bring them into my dream.
I have a confession to make. I know which "manga" Sea got that beach panel from
I once kinda had one with my crush.. But he was Ken down there.
However, another time I nearly got there only to wake up, and then proceed to pretend I wasn't sleeping. It got too forced so I gave it up. I'm sad.
@THE:
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That and…I have a thing for older women, Chrissie-san.
Little puddle of water~ I was raised by the sea. I still love it even with all its monsters.
….Watch it you brat!
How does it feel to die in dreams? I always wake up or reverse time before it happens.
Late reply is late, but anyway:
Death itself doesn't feel painful in my dreams. The way there can be horrible, obviously, but death itself is … well, is just the end of the pain. Like fainting.
Fuck, I'm so fucking pissed off at myself. It's been two years now and I still have feelings for my ex. Today, I was talking to one of my close friends and his relationship isn't looking too hot right now (it's pretty much a guarantee that it's going to end and in the exact same way that I lost my girlfriend). So I got to thinking and giving advice related to my own experiences and I realized more and more throughout the conversation that I haven't truly moved on yet. I've just become more passive and acceptant.
Like honestly, right after it ended I never wanted to see or have anything to do with her again but after two years I feel like, regardless of whatever she's been up to if she just gave me a chance again I would jump on it in a heartbeat. And it's fucking pathetic, I should just move on. But of course my heart has to be so fucking weak that it can't just purge her from it. I've tried making jokes at her expense and I've really tried hating her but… who the hell am I kidding? I still love her.
It's so fucking stupid but I do.
@Uncle:
Fuck, I'm so fucking pissed off at myself. It's been two years now and I still have feelings for my ex…
Look–everyone has their own experience, and noone can possibly know what is in another heart or mind, of course. In the end all we can really do is share our own experience and what little insights life and providence have been so kind as to gift us with. That said, let me tell you a few things I have learned, and see if they ring true for you at all. You are, as always, free to throw whatever you like into the round file. Won't change my experience one little bit, so it's perfectly ok with me.
In my experience, once a strong attachment has been formed, there is always a piece of you that is forever changed by it, and at moments of sadness, loneliness, whatever, those feelings come into sharp relief, causing fresh pain or nostalgia for a surprisingly large number of years afterwards. (This is true, btw, of nearly anything that holds great emotional impact for you--including situations as well as lovers, as I had the same sort of gradual letting go/grief process to get through when giving up on the idea of living in Japan again as I did when getting over an old flame from years ago.) IMHE, these things are often, in the end, based on some fantasy of what was, and what might have been--it can't be reality if only for the simple reason that it's been years since the person/situation was the person/situation with which you had your relationship. Human beings being what they are, the absent loved one/situation must, logically, have changed and grown in some ways that you can't possibly know about, just as you have changed and grown as well. It is entirely human to look back and regret. Berating yourself for being human will not help, but ironically only serve to prolong the pain. Acceptance, of yourself as you are now, of yourself as you were then, of where you are headed and what you have; these are the keys. You are the person you are today partially because of all the people and situations who/which have come and gone in your life, good and bad. Some things are meant to teach us compassion, some wisdom, some other things. All have added something worthwhile to the whole. Acceptance of and coming to peace with that is the key, or at least it has been for me. Start by beng a little easier on yourself. You deserve it, at least IMHO.
Heh, you make a wonderful speech.
I guess I just need time, more time. I haven't met anyone else yet that I could even attempt anything with so I've just been stuck with remembering the past. And as you've said, when you think back on it, all it does is suck because I think of what could have been. But who she is now is probably someone else entirely, she's not the girl I loved anymore. It's all just a fantasy woven by my own regret and desires.
It's not even truly love that I want but just someone that understands me. She was the first person to ever give me this and my friends, as close and dear and even as insightful as they are just don't get it. So… in time whether I just meet a friend that fully understands me or a lover or even some random child, I'll have to wait until that day comes. And that's what frustrates me. Since my own childhood I've been waiting, wanting only one thing. I think it's pathetic of me to remember her because is it even her I'm remembering? Or is it just that she gave me the thing I wanted and now she's gone?
My heart is actually pretty weak and I'm tired of waiting.
shit man i just wrote three completely different posts but then decided to delete them.
i started writing some shit about love and ex girlfriends, but now i'm just going to go a different direction.
in my younger years, meeting girls and hooking up was pretty much like the saying goes 'getting lucky'. seem just like rollin dice. after a while you learn more about yourself and accentuate your features in looks, conversation, and how whatever method works for you. and it ain't 'getting lucky' anymore. it's a skill.
and to the ladies reading this- no i'm not just talking about randomly one night standing these girls. more so of how to just introduce yourself and meet new people.
straight up simple advice. people tell you to 'just be yourself' but that falls short. i'm not saying to be someone else, or try to be the person she wants you to be… but if you're going to be yourself- you got to be the best possible version of yourself.
@Kenny: Pretty much what BC said, and it really isn't unusual for stuff like that to effect you for a long time.
That girl who used me and pretty much gave me all the downsides of trusting someone without any benefits whatsoever still pisses me off. Seriously, she said all this shit that no one had ever said to me before IRL (being handsome, smart, etc.) and it turns out she's a total money grubbing whore.
And then she just became this total bitch at work when I dared to ignore her and blow her off. Probably the only time in my life where I felt so strongly to slap a woman, especially with her pissy attitude.
I'm just glad that as a result of me being fired I never have to see her skank ass horse faced gold digging super flaking poopy self again.
….Yeah, and we only 'dated' for a week, so I can attest to the effects.
What made it so sad is that I seemed to be the only person who didn't understand just how seedy she was, and that I may have had been roped in by a person who was just a total attention whore as well. One time, when she really got under my skin, I was saying 'You're going to get smacked one day' and she responded 'I wish you would.'
If I had known I was going to get fired anyway, I think my angry, stupid past self might have gone the satisfying route of granting her request.
I'm glad I didn't, but goddamn if----
Leaves keyboard and seethes before coming back
but this is the best advice i can give single guys.
1. don't be boring- don't get stuck doin the same things in your life every time. find new restaurants, play new sports, go to different types of events. art walks, museums, magic shows, whatever works for you. why relationships are so fun in the beginning is because you're still discovering eachother and everything is new. have that feeling of new-ness perpetuate around you even when your single and people will notice that.
2. be knowledgable- whatever you're into- try to be the most knowledgeable on that thing. you might be dumb as shit by societys standards but if youre knowledgeable in the things that matter to you who gives a fuck. it'll at least show intelligence and passion- two vastly under rated traits that women find incredibly sexy.
this is the best advice that has nothing to do with money, looks, or peculiar interests that anyone may have, so it applies to everyone.
Ok, I know I'm late but I want to write something to the sex dreams topic.
… I have a lot of sex dreams. Like a lot, a lot.
Sometimes I wake up from them from my own too loud moans :ninja: Thank god it never happened when I slept somewhere else XD
These dreams are really intensive.
And I once dreamed that I was a guy and that I got a blowjob o_o That seriously was the weirdest shit I've ever dreamed of. But it was a nice experience XD
… perhaps I should see a doctor. laughs nervously
Oh and something else, not sex related, but very good to know:
All the people you see in your dreams? Your mind doesn't make them up. These people are REAL. You've met them at one point of your life. The serial killer in your latest dream could be the guy who once cashed up your dad when you were little.
Your mind can remember EVERY PERSON you've ever seen and it doesn't forget them.
Ok, I know I'm late but I want to write something to the sex dreams topic.
… I have a lot of sex dreams. Like a lot, a lot.
Sometimes I wake up from them from my own too loud moans :ninja: Thank god it never happened when I slept somewhere else XD
These dreams are really intensive.
And I once dreamed that I was a guy and that I got a blowjob o_o That seriously was the weirdest shit I've ever dreamed of. But it was a nice experience XD
… perhaps I should see a doctor. laughs nervously
Oh and something else, not sex related, but very good to know:
All the people you see in your dreams? Your mind doesn't make them up. These people are REAL. You've met them at one point of your life. The serial killer in your latest dream could be the guy who once cashed up your dad when you were little.
Your mind can remember EVERY PERSON you've ever seen and it doesn't forget them.
I'm pre-ty sure I made up the guy with a pencil sharpener-rocket for a head :ninja:
Unless he was at that one party…....:ninja:
@Uncle:
Heh, you make a wonderful speech.
I guess I just need time, more time. I haven't met anyone else yet that I could even attempt anything with so I've just been stuck with remembering the past. And as you've said, when you think back on it, all it does is suck because I think of what could have been. But who she is now is probably someone else entirely, she's not the girl I loved anymore. It's all just a fantasy woven by my own regret and desires.
It's not even truly love that I want but just someone that understands me. She was the first person to ever give me this and my friends, as close and dear and even as insightful as they are just don't get it. So… in time whether I just meet a friend that fully understands me or a lover or even some random child, I'll have to wait until that day comes. And that's what frustrates me. Since my own childhood I've been waiting, wanting only one thing. I think it's pathetic of me to remember her because is it even her I'm remembering? Or is it just that she gave me the thing I wanted and now she's gone?
My heart is actually pretty weak and I'm tired of waiting.
Acceptance, of yourself as you are now, of yourself as you were then, of where you are headed and what you have; these are the keys. You are the person you are today partially because of all the people and situations who/which have come and gone in your life, good and bad.
Acceptance does not mean giving up or settling, Kenny.
Ok, I know I'm late but I want to write something to the sex dreams topic.
… I have a lot of sex dreams. Like a lot, a lot.
Sometimes I wake up from them from my own too loud moans :ninja: Thank god it never happened when I slept somewhere else XD
These dreams are really intensive.
And I once dreamed that I was a guy and that I got a blowjob o_o That seriously was the weirdest shit I've ever dreamed of. But it was a nice experience XD
… perhaps I should see a doctor. laughs nervously
Oh and something else, not sex related, but very good to know:
All the people you see in your dreams? Your mind doesn't make them up. These people are REAL. You've met them at one point of your life. The serial killer in your latest dream could be the guy who once cashed up your dad when you were little.
Your mind can remember EVERY PERSON you've ever seen and it doesn't forget them.
Well, no surprises here .
Kenny, I know this might be no big comfort, but… I once was in love with a guy for 5 years. Without having the slightest chance.
I really thought he'd be the love of my life, my other half, meant to be and stupid stuff like that.
But one day last year I woke up and realised how dumb I was. Well, a very mean farewell e-mail from his sight helped, lol.
And before that, there was this other guy. My first real relationship I had. (I had a few others before that, but I like to not count 3-week-relationships, lol) We were together for half a year. I was 15, turning 16 at that time. I swear, I never felt so good as in this relationship(Until now). It was pure magic. It took me one year to fully get over him and be friends with him again.
Now I was single for almost 4 years.
... I guess what I want to say is..... uhm. You will get over it. If you don't get over it, you might be together with her again one day. As stupid as it may sound, I think if we try hard, we get what is meant for us. If it's not meant for us, someone else will come and sweep you of your feet.
And perhaps you just cling to her, because you're lonely. Because you just want to be happy. But trust me, it's always better to look forward, to be patient and to not give up hope that you might one day, will be together with the person who can make you the happiest man alive.
Argh, sorry, I'm really bad when it comes to this kind of stuff. I can't really express myself well.
But please don't forget that there are many people here, and I bet in your distance as well, who love you for who you are :) Do keep your head high!
@Holy:
Also I tend to dream, whenever I see myself, that I am full Asian, which probably stems from my perpetual Passing Race guilt of being the wrong side of half-Asian in my hella racist mother's side of the family's eyes. I can't think of a time I acknowledged that, in my dream, I looked like how I actually look.
I kind of want to elaborate on this. Do you guys see yourself as yourself in your dreams?
I honestly don't and I've never actually seen "myself" as myself in my dreams. This extends to everyday thoughts too. I mean, I perceive myself not as who I am, but who I want to be, I guess. It's actually kind of weird.
@Chucklepants:
I kind of want to elaborate on this. Do you guys see yourself as yourself in your dreams?
Is it odd that my dreams, if they involve me, are always in the first person? If the dream is about someone else I see everything from a third person view. I've literally never seen myself in my own dreams.
.. .
i also never see myself in dreams
btw never had sex dreams , only that i did romantic shit with girls
@Chucklepants:
I kind of want to elaborate on this. Do you guys see yourself as yourself in your dreams?
I honestly don't and I've never actually seen "myself" as myself in my dreams. This extends to everyday thoughts too. I mean, I perceive myself not as who I am, but who I want to be, I guess. It's actually kind of weird.
Whenever I get to see myself in my dream I'm not really myself. I'm either one of various fictional characters or a person I just made up.
But I sometimes act as myself when I dream in first person view. I somehow know whether I'm myself or not then.
no matter what, i'm always in 1st person view.
the only times you could call an exception are when i'm almost floating and watching a scene that involves other people.
…but even then, i'm watching it through my own eyes, so it's still 1st person.
most of the time i'm myself, but every now and then i can do something extraordinary.
in one dream i could create bubbles with my fingers, and i floated inside one.
in another dream i had boundless energy and i was able to leap whole staircases without getting any recoil damage in my legs.
I can't tell for sure if most of the time I'm in first or third person. It seems to switch between the two quite a lot.
It's both for me. At the same time.
I see myself standing and interacting by floating over me and at the same time I'm in first person.
And I look mostly like me just.. more pretty and thinner XD I always have the perfect body
And I always dream in color.
Sometimes I'm someone different, like Nami or a random girl.
And if I'm myself, I ALWAYS have purple hair. Doesn't matter if I'm blonde at that time in real life, it's always purple with a pink tone XD
i'm a little frustrated because i had one of the most awesome dreams ever last night, but my mum was in my room and chatting away so i couldn't concentrate on remembering it!
i hate it when that happens. so much.
now the only part that i clearly remember was having a very long hug with an upset girl.
i could've remembered more if i was allowed to wake up in peace this morning :(