@Oga:
I'm 18. Just what are you getting at mette?:ninja:
In all seriousness, I know exactly what you mean. I seem to be surrounded by these people, I'm not the only one either. They're pretty mind-numbingly annoying. Have to remember though, we were all that age at some point.
I am 16 , so yeah I am also in that category :p
We should make a club or something.
@metteminne:
I am 16 , so yeah I am also in that category :p
16? Woah, never would've guessed that. You have the wit and insight of a grown man, so that's surprising.
Nolus, I feel ya. A lot of the time when I was in secondary school, I felt so frustrated with a lot of my "peers". Towards the end of my time there, there was a big furore over whether or not we should be allowed to wear coloured hoodies. A pathetic debate was held, which led to us being allowed to wear them, but hardly anyone ended up doing so. What a great use of time, bearing in mind this is when people should've been studying for exams and stuff. We're a strange bunch, us teenagers.
Although I hardly did anything in school anyway, so I can talk.
PSN Username: Scoogs50
@Oga:
16? Woah, never would've guessed that. You have the wit and insight of a grown man, so that's surprising.
Nolus, I feel ya. A lot of the time when I was in secondary school, I felt so frustrated with a lot of my "peers". Towards the end of my time there, there was a big furore over whether or not we should be allowed to wear coloured hoodies. A pathetic debate was held, which led to us being allowed to wear them, but hardly anyone ended up doing so. What a great use of time, bearing in mind this is when people should've been studying for exams and stuff. We're a strange bunch, us teenagers.
Although I hardly did anything in school anyway, so I can talk.
I don't really think I have ever made some insight posts or something , but I'll take it as a compliment .
But I do agree with some of my classmates when they try to question some rules which are in fact really stupid
@metteminne:
I don't really think I have ever made some insight posts or something , but I'll take it as a compliment .
But I do agree with some of my classmates when they try to question some rules which are in fact really stupid
Haha, yeah, I was thinking about saying it was a compliment but I didn't for some reason. So yeah, it was a compliment.
To be fair to people at my old school, ever since I've left it seems like it's being run by morons, the rules and regulations aspect anyway. Not saying that me leaving has had any impact, but I feel kinda sorry for some of the pupils now. Kinda.
There are dumb things in my school too, but as far as I understand, those are not its fault.
On another note, damn, why do we have to live so far away:/ I want to meet you guys.
We can meet someday really if we want to (and if I have money)
AP Frustrated Teenage Gathering 2012! Coming to a still to be specified venue near you! Maybe!
PSN Username: Scoogs50
@Oga:
AP Frustrated Teenage Gathering 2012! Coming to a still to be specified venue near you! Maybe!
… My baby brother isn't going to that. >=(
… My baby brother isn't going to that. >=(
A poor choice of words, to be sure. What about….Disengaged? Jilted? Flabbergasted mayhaps? Anything's better than that sexually charged title.
OOOOH that kind of context :ninja:
@metteminne:
We can meet someday really if we want to (and if I have money)
I know. Unfortunately, money stands in the way:/ We planned to go to England this summer, but it won't happen.
@Oga:
AP Frustrated Teenage Gathering 2012! Coming to a still to be specified venue near you! Maybe!
Sounds something that suits me perfectly~
Count me in! I'll bring the moustaches!
Let's do this people! Nolus has the moustache department covered, I'll bring the stereotypical Scottish novelty gear, kilts, bagpipes, haggis, the works!
Dont worry over hating school and being surrounded by idiots there. Its normal. Most of these idiots will hopefully transform into more or less reasonable, normal people later on. For now, relish the fact that you belong to the few sane, smart people in a mass of ignorance.
I feel old.
I know. Unfortunately, money stands in the way:/ We planned to go to England this summer!
is this some kind of charity work, or do you just want to see how bad life can get as some kind of device to make you try harder in school?
England is like a tin of boring, painted with fresh blandness. Now all that happens is time just sits back waiting for it to dry.
I confess I dislike staff planned April Fools jokes, and find them a mandatory annoyance that gets in the way of me enjoying the sites and forums I usualy do. It's totaly expected, tedious and at best just somewhat irks you a bit, or at worst prohibits proper discusion (aka: using filters) or even breaks the forum/site for a while (not talking about AP here now).
is this some kind of charity work, or do you just want to see how bad life can get as some kind of device to make you try harder in school?
England is like a tin of boring, painted with fresh blandness. Now all that happens is time just sits back waiting for it to dry.
Nope, I'm just sad our plans got cancelled for a while.
@No:
I confess I dislike staff planned April Fools jokes, and find them a mandatory annoyance that gets in the way of me enjoying the sites and forums I usualy do. It's totaly expected, tedious and at best just somewhat irks you a bit, or at worst prohibits proper discusion (aka: using filters) or even breaks the forum/site for a while (not talking about AP here now).
You're on the list now.
@RobbyBevard:
You're on the list now.
The sex offenders list.
@RobbyBevard:
You're on the list now.
I knew as much, but if it's something that prohibits basic usage of the site as on any other day…....it's unpleasant.
@No:
I confess I dislike staff planned April Fools jokes, and find them a mandatory annoyance that gets in the way of me enjoying the sites and forums I usualy do. It's totaly expected, tedious and at best just somewhat irks you a bit, or at worst prohibits proper discusion (aka: using filters) or even breaks the forum/site for a while (not talking about AP here now).
You dislike of things, and I normally say, "So what?"
Hell, everyone on this page of this thread is on the list. Why not.
@No:
It's an obstacle. It gets in the way, it makes things difficult and or impossible. Plus it's totaly expected and people feel they're obliged by law to do something like that every year.
Deal with it.
@No:
I confess I dislike staff planned April Fools jokes, and find them a mandatory annoyance that gets in the way of me enjoying the sites and forums I usualy do. It's totaly expected, tedious and at best just somewhat irks you a bit, or at worst prohibits proper discusion (aka: using filters) or even breaks the forum/site for a while (not talking about AP here now).
@RobbyBevard:
Hell, everyone on this page of this thread is on the list. Why not.
I don't know whether I should laugh or be afraid.
AP Frustrated Teenage Gathering 2012!
The Great Florida Adventure of Hiroy and His Beast is going to be the more exciting meetup event of 2012.
Spoiler alert Holy!
That trailer showed the whole movie.
@The:
The Great Florida Adventure of Everybody is going to be the more exciting meetup event of 2012.
trailer voiceThis December….
Are you insisting that we all meet up in purgatory Kitsune?
And that the end of the world is really coming?
Are you insisting that we all meet up in purgatory Kitsune?
And that the end of the world is really coming?
Sure, we'll go with that. :ermm:
@RobbyBevard:
You're on the list now.
Leave him alone, whats wrong with you!
It's the confession thread, you're not supposed to judge.
@No:
I knew as much, but if it's something that prohibits basic usage of the site as on any other day…....it's unpleasant.
It's for one day. …Really man?
I guess my confession
is that I really hate racism. :I
There's a great lighthearted vibe around here, because no matter how serious we might get, we're all together because of some magical pirate.
Spoilered for random not much sense making.
! Yesterday in school I had a couple woman magazine in my hands. I actually need to go through them and find material for a portfolio I have to do for my first design thingy.
So I scrolled through it and came upon this one article. A report about a woman who has borderline syndrome and how her bf deals with it and how relationships are hard to keep and make and blablablabla. For me, it was like a flashback to my teens. There was a time where I was interested in all these personality disorders a person can have and what of these personality disorders I might have. The therapists I had, never really made a statement, a diagnosis about this. So I'm kind of still wondering. On one site, I'd like to know what kind of personality disorder I have, on the other hand I don't. It's not that it would frighten me. It's just that… why put a label on it? What if I would abuse this knowledge? "Hey, I have borderline syndrome, don't treat me like this, be more kind to me!" I totally don't want this. But somehow I do want it..
! Today we watched a movie in cinema. The main woman was raped and just afterwards, she put this table cloth over her to cut herself out from the world, from everything bad that happened and her dead parents laying next to her on the ground. Then later there was this scene where she got a panic attack, she ran into the bathroom and put a few needles deeply into her leg until she calmed down. My classmate next to me asked "Why is she doing that, that's crazy!" I calmly and matter of factly said "Stress relieve, getting lost of the pressure." "There's other ways for that!" I wanted to say more, but I thought it's not the best time to try to explain to her how some brains work. All I know was that I could relate to the woman. Also to that article.
! So what if I put a label on myself and say "Yes, I have borderline syndrome."? It's not like it's changing a thing. It's just explaining things, situations and why I can relate so much to "weird" people from movies. Why I actually love to see those things. Because maybe it makes me feel like I'm not alone.
But do I want to let other people know this too? I know my dad knows, that I do have personality disorders but... do I want to be the girl with a personality disorder for my whole life? No. Do I want to worry my bf and friends? no. Am I still worrying them? Yes. Wouldn't it be better of me, to let my bf and friends have a nice life without me being able to destroy things? Because I know I could with so many things. Do I want to let someone go through so much shit because of me just because I love him? Don't I want him to have a happy, nice, stress-free life? What gives me the right to take a happy life from him? Egoism. I want to be good enough for once. I want to prove myself and the whole world that I can be the best me that's possible. But that's me now. I will have phases again, where I will question everyone and their feelings and mine. Where I will push them away to see how much they're willing to fight. Where I will drown them with my love and won't let go until they can't breath anymore. I want someone strong who will go this journey with me but I'm afraid atm this isn't possible or too much to ask. But I guess it's always too much to ask.
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@No:
It's the expected nature, the fact it always happens. I just can't find much joy in it anymore. Which makes me feel old. But I just don't see the point anymore.
Then we'll be sure to affect you on a different day entirely, if that's what you want. And we won't tell you when.
@RobbyBevard:
Then we'll be sure to affect you on a different day entirely, if that's what you want. And we won't tell you when.
Could it be I'm feeling a bit of anymosity Robby ? :P
Maybe I am over reacting, but as I said, I find very few reasons to find enjoyment anywhere these days.
@No:
Could it be I'm feeling a bit of anymosity Robby ? :P
Maybe I am over reacting, but as I said, I find very few reasons to find enjoyment anywhere these days.
Nah. You're just painting a very large target so I have to sound all ominous so that you think something is coming, even when nothing is.
Cause i don't have anything in mind.
Subsequently, to anyone wanting to enjoy tommorow for what it is, please ignore my ramblings.
It's for one day. …Really man?
I guess my confession
is that I really hate racism. :I
This is what annoyed me about our Ron Paul debate. The whole racism part kind of overshadowed a good deal of the Arguement. That aside I can understand your loathing towards it. Nobody should have to be treated differently because of minor differences, be it religion, skin color, sex, nationality etc.
That said sometimes I can understand why people are racist or descriniate or just have that much hate in themselves that they would become this kind of being. Unfortunately we are a thing of our surroundings, and not all people are lucky enough to be raised in moral and humane environment.
It's weird just how much racism I see over where I am at the moment, and I can understand it, or at least why people would give up after holding out for so long in finding someone decent amongst that crowd of people.
Meh it's a tricky topic here. I don't believe I grouping everyone in under one title or making blanket statements. But at the same time i am more cautious of this particular group of people. Simply because out of the 100+ experiences I've had all were bad or not positive in any way.
Spoilered for random not much sense making.
! Yesterday in school I had a couple woman magazine in my hands. I actually need to go through them and find material for a portfolio I have to do for my first design thingy.
So I scrolled through it and came upon this one article. A report about a woman who has borderline syndrome and how her bf deals with it and how relationships are hard to keep and make and blablablabla. For me, it was like a flashback to my teens. There was a time where I was interested in all these personality disorders a person can have and what of these personality disorders I might have. The therapists I had, never really made a statement, a diagnosis about this. So I'm kind of still wondering. On one site, I'd like to know what kind of personality disorder I have, on the other hand I don't. It's not that it would frighten me. It's just that… why put a label on it? What if I would abuse this knowledge? "Hey, I have borderline syndrome, don't treat me like this, be more kind to me!" I totally don't want this. But somehow I do want it..
! Today we watched a movie in cinema. The main woman was raped and just afterwards, she put this table cloth over her to cut herself out from the world, from everything bad that happened and her dead parents laying next to her on the ground. Then later there was this scene where she got a panic attack, she ran into the bathroom and put a few needles deeply into her leg until she calmed down. My classmate next to me asked "Why is she doing that, that's crazy!" I calmly and matter of factly said "Stress relieve, getting lost of the pressure." "There's other ways for that!" I wanted to say more, but I thought it's not the best time to try to explain to her how some brains work. All I know was that I could relate to the woman. Also to that article.
! So what if I put a label on myself and say "Yes, I have borderline syndrome."? It's not like it's changing a thing. It's just explaining things, situations and why I can relate so much to "weird" people from movies. Why I actually love to see those things. Because maybe it makes me feel like I'm not alone.
But do I want to let other people know this too? I know my dad knows, that I do have personality disorders but... do I want to be the girl with a personality disorder for my whole life? No. Do I want to worry my bf and friends? no. Am I still worrying them? Yes. Wouldn't it be better of me, to let my bf and friends have a nice life without me being able to destroy things? Because I know I could with so many things. Do I want to let someone go through so much shit because of me just because I love him? Don't I want him to have a happy, nice, stress-free life? What gives me the right to take a happy life from him? Egoism. I want to be good enough for once. I want to prove myself and the whole world that I can be the best me that's possible. But that's me now. I will have phases again, where I will question everyone and their feelings and mine. Where I will push them away to see how much they're willing to fight. Where I will drown them with my love and won't let go until they can't breath anymore. I want someone strong who will go this journey with me but I'm afraid atm this isn't possible or too much to ask. But I guess it's always too much to ask.
we need to have a talk babe. <3
@RobbyBevard:
Then we'll be sure to affect you on a different day entirely, if that's what you want. And we won't tell you when.
can I vote to be targeted or does that spoil the fun?
For the whole racism topic, I believe it's just something that gets better with time. Even so, I still do have a say in it it. I hate when people set standards for me to follow in order to be considered "decent from the bunch." Not that I'm not decent. I just go with whatever makes me comfortable. What I'm talking about is…
Have a decent haircut.
Wear decent clothes.
Talk in a way they understand.
Kiss their asses basically.
Screw all of that.
I'm not talking about businesses, organizations or groups that requires these demands form everyone. It's the kind of demand I see even in the regular casual audience. I mean, what right do they have to tell me how I should present myself, when they don't present themselves in the same way? Where's the equality in that? That's probably my only pet peeve with oppression.
Lord help me if I'm going to have to wear a suit just to make some racist coward's ass feel safe. That would be arkward as hell.
At the end of January I got this cut on my upper arm.
It's not really long, wide, deep, or anything drastic.
It healed about three weeks ago, so it's only a red streak now.
!
I like this mark, for some reason. That's why I wouldn't let it heal. That's why it's there in the first place.
I might have a thing for scars.
To the non native speaking english people here:
Sometimes when I talk in english, I feel like I'm a completely different person… is it only me?
"Unicorns can't see into your heart. All our dumb horns can do is glow, point towards the nearest rainbow and play rave music!"
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Nope, it's not only you. Happens to me sometimes.. usually when I browse the Internet and interact with others because I don't normally speak in English IRL unless to teachers or English-only speaking friends
It's weird just how much racism I see over where I am at the moment
You didn't know that Australia was full of racists lol?
^ Where does that stereotype come from?
I have a large amount of family in Australia and I've been a few times but I've never encountered any
To the non native speaking english people here:
Sometimes when I talk in english, I feel like I'm a completely different person… is it only me?
I feel that way when I speak Japanese to some of my friends.
To the non native speaking english people here:
Sometimes when I talk in english, I feel like I'm a completely different person… is it only me?
I noticed this too. I guess it's a normal to some degree. However, I think it matters as well. that some of us (I believe) only use English on internet forums, such as AP, or in English classes at school or rarely at other places. Maybe that only adds more to it…
I feel different aswell when I do so , kinda weird :p
