School will be interesting tomorrow considering how I've been stabbed in the back again.
I won't let it defeat me though. Or better yet, I won't let them defeat me. I'm stronger than them. I was careless, took a few hits, but my armor is back on again and my sword is ready.
You probably don't know what the hell I'm talking about~
I wrote here (the previous thread) that I'm in a sort of "group", a circle of pals in schools which has 5 "members" including me.
Two of them hurt me and pretty much made me not trust them anymore. I honestly didn't expect such a low-blow, but now I'm prepared and won't give them another chance to strike.
I'm not at fault here and I'm not going to blame myself.
The only problem is, that I still like the other two guys. It's fun playing with them and such and I want to "keep" them until the end of this misery that is called school at the moment. I just don't know how should I tell them I don't want to be close to the other two. Well, might as well tell them this. I won't force them to do the same though, I'll just ask them to understand. I hope they'll do so.
All these wounds that are inflected on me by life or fate or whatever it's called, it just makes me stronger.
Interestingly enough, this song (especially the first few lines) describe exactly how I feel and am at the moment.
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