They aren't happy.
I'm honestly not interested in the parties. I know I'm weird, but it's not my world. I'll try it out once, for the sake of it, but I think I'll find other means of enjoyment.
They aren't happy.
I'm honestly not interested in the parties. I know I'm weird, but it's not my world. I'll try it out once, for the sake of it, but I think I'll find other means of enjoyment.
I also found out today that I'm a lazy bum compared to some people. Like the boy I love. I asked what he'd do in the Winter break. Preparing for the final exams in May. "When do you rest?" "While sleeping." He was so darned casual about it too.
That basically means that he has no time to be in love. Which is good, seeing my last nightmare being about him dating another girl. And it's also meh, because it means a halt to me too. At least till July. I'll appreciate our current relationship for the time being. Still, I kind of eager to be able to just sit down with him and talk about some specific stuff. Not love mind you, something else.
On the bright side…..at least he has his priorities straight. It's not too good for you, but at least he's not some slacker that has some nihilistic attitude towards school and wastes his time. (something tells me he and I would get along great)
....So far my day isn't too exciting, just sitting at home, waiting for results from my job interview. However, here's what happened yesterday:
I decided to take a walk. I was intending to get to a specific street, but I compared the highway route and thought it'd be the same basic path on foot…..and I ended up in two towns over. Halfway through I knew I was off-course, but said it "screw it" and continued on.
I enjoy walking, it's a way to get some exercise, and besides.....it was a completely new path to me.
However, I soon became tired and opted to go back home. I pretty much found myself in circles (and it was pretty cold, too), but that didn't stop me! Though as the day ticked on, it turned dark fast and I was also a little uneasy that I was alone.
But luckily I managed to find a familar bus route that leads back to my town. I struggled to follow the stops, and thankfully got on it just as it was completely dark out. Soon, I was home.
.......Maybe it was a little silly for me to be so nervous. I'm an adult! And soon I'll be at college, away from home. Navigating the real world is something I gotta learn how to do (and no, I do not have a driver's license)
I'm honestly not interested in the parties. I know I'm weird, but it's not my world. I'll try it out once, for the sake of it, but I think I'll find other means of enjoyment.
I know, I never have fun at "traditional" parties, I need to feel safe to actually enjoy myself.
What I meant was that, people who try to be academically secure just for the sake of it, are almost always stressed out.
….So far my day isn't too exciting, just sitting at home, waiting for results from my job interview. However, here's what happened yesterday:
I decided to take a walk. I was intending to get to a specific street, but I compared the highway route and thought it'd be the same basic path on foot…..and I ended up in two towns over. Halfway through I knew I was off-course, but said it "screw it" and continued on.I enjoy walking, it's a way to get some exercise, and besides.....it was a completely new path to me.
However, I soon became tired and opted to go back home. I pretty much found myself in circles (and it was pretty cold, too), but that didn't stop me! Though as the day ticked on, it turned dark fast and I was also a little uneasy that I was alone.
But luckily I managed to find a familar bus route that leads back to my town. I struggled to follow the stops, and thankfully got on it just as it was completely dark out. Soon, I was home.
.......Maybe it was a little silly for me to be so nervous. I'm an adult! And soon I'll be at college, away from home. Navigating the real world is something I gotta learn how to do (and no, I do not have a driver's license)
I think it's perfectly natural to be nervous when you're alone in the dark and far from home. It's maybe some sort of instinct?
I'm still wondering though… if someone is this busy in high-school studying and all that stuff... when does that person rest/experience that small amount of freedom we get? Is university better in that regard? I know a lot of people party much during those years, but what about those who aren't interested in those and are really determined to learn everything and be always prepared?
Nah, you don't have to party to have fun or feel free. Everyone finds enjoyment in different ways, and university is actually a great time to learn things you're actually interested in (unlike high school, where subjects are pretty much compulsory, at least for me) and test how far you can stretch your mental resources. One of my priorities when I entered university was to actually make sure I learn something good out of this education. And that doesn't mean all your time has to be sucked up studying. I've found two of the greatest friends I've ever known here, whom I sincerely hope to keep for the rest of my life (and I've almost never felt this way before), and it wasn't through big social events. So bottom line is, it's most certainly possible to try to gain a deep and useful learning experience but also to build good strong relationships at the same time. They're not mutually exclusive. And chances are, the latter is going to contribute a huge amount to the former. Time management is something people figure out over time; you'll strike a balance that suits you.
I think it's perfectly natural to be nervous when you're alone in the dark and far from home. It's maybe some sort of instinct?
I'lll agree with you on that.
….It's just, my siblings are always mocking me that I don't get out much and thus, don't know how the streets flow. I'm more perceptive than they think. :O
I know, I never have fun at "traditional" parties, I need to feel safe to actually enjoy myself.
What I meant was that, people who try to be academically secure just for the sake of it, are almost always stressed out.
Oh, I misunderstood you, sorry.
I agree. I'm one of those people who started out with perfect grades and tries to stay at the same level for at least 10 years now. In the recent years, it became especially tiresome being afraid of every bad mark. I luckily got a hold on myself and now, only maths cause a little trouble. Funnily enough, I managed to get the same good grades with being calm and not stressed out.
The boy I've talked about seems to be pushed further and further. Maybe his parents expect him to have perfect grades, maybe he thinks it's necessary for life, I don't know. I'm trying to organize little get-togethers where we can enjoy ourselves in a good environment. It's not easy but it's rewarding.
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I'lll agree with you on that.
….It's just, my siblings are always mocking me that I don't get out much and thus, don't know how the streets flow. I'm more perceptive than they think. :O
Don't worry about it, I've been living here all my life yet I still don't know where some important places are~
Don't worry about it, I've been living here all my life yet I still don't know where some important places are~
Hm, that's good to hear. Makes me feel a little better~
Nah, you don't have to party to have fun or feel free. Everyone finds enjoyment in different ways, and university is actually a great time to learn things you're actually interested in (unlike high school, where subjects are pretty much compulsory, at least for me) and test how far you can stretch your mental resources. One of my priorities when I entered university was to actually make sure I learn something good out of this education. And that doesn't mean all your time has to be sucked up studying. I've found two of the greatest friends I've ever known here, whom I sincerely hope to keep for the rest of my life (and I've almost never felt this way before), and it wasn't through big social events. So bottom line is, it's most certainly possible to try to gain a deep and useful learning experience but also to build good strong relationships at the same time. They're not mutually exclusive. And chances are, the latter is going to contribute a huge amount to the former. Time management is something people figure out over time; you'll strike a balance that suits you.
Thanks for the heads-up! I'm starting to get really nervous about university, yet I still have more than half a year before I start it~
I'm a little more worried about him than myself though. I think I'm capable of finding a good balance, at least, I did here in high-school. He, on the other hand, seems to be all about studying, but at the same time, he has an awesome personality which matches mine quite well. I fear he'll continue to focus a little too much on studies in at university and will miss out on so many things.
Why am I worrying about stuff that are way too far into the future again?
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Hm, that's good to hear. Makes me feel a little better~
I also think some people just have the ability to maneuver on the streets better than others.
Don't worry about it, I've been living here all my life yet I still don't know where some important places are~
I hate to jump in with a "Me too" opener, but yeah, that's kinda the same for me, basicly. I just never have the time or will to realy go anywhere.
Also can't realy help you with the university business because….well, highschool dropout :P
Only a month to go and my 88 days of farming is over! I like this country life but its made me realize their is a balance between this and city life that i need to keep me sane.
Fingers crossed i dont fuck it up the little time i have left.
Today my english teacher who also has a high position in school, threatened me with kicking me out of school.
Today has been a great day.
Today my english teacher who also has a high position in school, threatened me with kicking me out of school.
Today has been a great day.
Don't you just love those understanding people shaping our youth ? :getlost:
Well, I do have an appointment with the school psychologist tomorrow, finally. After I've asked my teacher that for over a months now.
And because I don't want to talk about my real problems, which I can't even really… understand myself, I guess talking about school might be a good alternative :D
Not that I think that he will tell me anything that I don't know already. Or that 567890 other people haven't told me already~
Ugh, I hate psychologists, therapists, everything.
Well, I do have an appointment with the school psychologist tomorrow, finally. After I've asked my teacher that for over a months now.
And because I don't want to talk about my real problems, which I can't even really… understand myself, I guess talking about school might be a good alternative :D
Not that I think that he will tell me anything that I don't know already. Or that 567890 other people haven't told me already~Ugh, I hate psychologists, therapists, everything.
Watch it'll be "HAVE YOU CONSIDERED A HIGHER EDUCATION" guy. It always is.
So all the roads were flooded so chances of getting into college were 0.1%
That percentage being if I could get a tractor. With I doubted.
So I stayed home (managed to ring in and explain the situation, they gave me my mark) and did some work.
'Some'.
I just couldn't focus at all… I got about a paragraph or two done.
Also last night was thinking about University and employment so I asked the mosseur and she was like 'Do you really have a choice? If you go for university you can get a small job still, but if you go just for employment then you might end up on the dole for months...'
So basically if I don't finish this thing I'm le fooked. Great. Except I have no idea what to do.
It was nice knowing you all but my life is officially fucked. I just have no idea where it's going. Hell I already feel like a 'burden' to everyone...
Logic could be fun with different lecturer. Some problems are actually pretty interesting. I wish I had logic with "Santa Claus" instead of having it with "Gollum".
Some obscure user whom I don't know started to follow me on tumblr… and when I checked his/her page, it was filled with porn pictures.
What the actual hell.
^It happens.
Can you make them unfollow you?
Don't know how Tumblr works.
@Uncle:
Don't know how Tumblr works.
Phew, here I thought I was the only person that doesn't use it…..
....anyway, it's so cold here, it's freaking snowing. Again! Lovely. Although compared to last time, it seems to be more…..rain-esque and not really sticking. But I'm gonna have to wait and see.
I had to go out in it to drop off some dry cleaning. At least that's over!
@Uncle:
Can you make them unfollow you?
Don't know how Tumblr works.
You can block people, but I'm not sure if that prevents them from following me. I'm also kind of surprised that tumblr would allow pornographic blogs like that to exist in the first place.
It's so much easier to just talk out loud when I'm home and tell me whole day to the walls of some imaginary people. They at least listen. Not like my mom.
I think I'm
Phew, here I thought I was the only person that doesn't use it…..
....anyway, it's so cold here, it's freaking snowing. Again! Lovely. Although compared to last time, it seems to be more…..rain-esque and not really sticking. But I'm gonna have to wait and see.
I had to go out in it to drop off some dry cleaning. At least that's over!
@ tumblr. I use it occasionally (and I do mean really occasionally) but just to look for art and some really peculiar niche blogs. I like forums more than facebook / tumblr etc. Avatars are more important than one would think, I've come to find out. They help with identity, something that things like facebook lack (yeah, there's avatars, but they're relegated to a tiny portion of the chat window).
Tumblr looks a loooot more fun than facebook, though. Facebook's layout makes me want to bleach my eyes (if it didn't already do that for me).
Tumblr is like a much better version of myspace, from what I've seen of it.
@ tumblr. I use it occasionally (and I do mean really occasionally) but just to look for art and some really peculiar niche blogs. I like forums more than facebook / tumblr etc. Avatars are more important than one would think, I've come to find out. They help with identity, something that things like facebook lack (yeah, there's avatars, but they're relegated to a tiny portion of the chat window).
The bolded sums me up perfectly.
Tumblr looks a loooot more fun than facebook, though. Facebook's layout makes me want to bleach my eyes (if it didn't already do that for me).
Tumblr is like a much better version of myspace, from what I've seen of it.
It's funny, my mother, brother, and sister all use Tumblr. Maybe I just like being the odd card out.
As for Facebook I was forced to make one…..and literally have not touched mine for over a year. I have zero interest in it.
It's so much easier to just talk out loud when I'm home and tell me whole day to the walls of some imaginary people. They at least listen. Not like my mom.
I think I'm
http://img2.timeinc.net/health/images/slides/nuts-400x400.jpg
As long as you know those people are imaginary you are not that the real problem starts, when you are not able to tell the difference any more.
So my friend, John, recently got hired by a company called Vector Marketing. They pay a base rate of 17 dollars per hour plus commission and I've been told that they pay regardless of sales. However, I've also heard mixed reports about them.
Anyway, long story short, John referred me in his interview and I just got a call from them asking me to come in for tomorrow at 1 pm (they actually wanted me to come in like… one hour, but I asked if it could be a different day). Frankly, I'm surprised they called me considering I haven't even applied and was just referred literally only a couple of days ago.
Not sure how to feel. If it's legit and I really do make 17 dollars an hour... that would be awesome. But at the same time they seem very suspect.
As long as you know those people are imaginary you are not that http://thehealthyapron.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/nuts1240705690.jpg the real problem starts, when you are not able to tell the difference any more.
I can tell the difference alright. I guess I'm just halfway to being
On an unrelated note, my mom went there again. She will probably organize a trip to Wien with her NEW boyfriend. She said there'll be 4 four people: her, her boyfriend, her friend and her girlfriend's boyfriend. I guess I just don't matter. Worst of all, my love will also be going to Wien (probably with his parents), so I'm yet again the only one alone.
Sigh…
You know what, that's why I talk to imaginary people. They keep me company. Because other than school, I have no possibilities of having fun with someone except for some rare occasions.
And what's better? I'm trying to deal with the whole love situation I'm in. I think I finally reached a point when I can say: "Hey, maybe he doesn't love me currently, but if we give it some time, it might develop. So friends until then." But it's so damn hard when I keep dreaming about him. Although this time, I actually dreamt that he said (or I figured out somehow? The Adventures of Detective Nolus?) that he doesn't want to get into a relationship because of school and all that business that comes with it. This seems logical. But why the hell do I dream about it?
On the bright side, I found a way to keep my knees in shape. Stairs! I live on the 8th floor! And it's actually not killing me to go up and down once a day. So yaaaay!
@Uncle:
So my friend, John, recently got hired by a company called Vector Marketing. They pay a base rate of 17 dollars per hour plus commission and I've been told that they pay regardless of sales. However, I've also heard mixed reports about them.
Anyway, long story short, John referred me in his interview and I just got a call from them asking me to come in for tomorrow at 1 pm (they actually wanted me to come in like… one hour, but I asked if it could be a different day). Frankly, I'm surprised they called me considering I haven't even applied and was just referred literally only a couple of days ago.
Not sure how to feel. If it's legit and I really do make 17 dollars an hour... that would be awesome. But at the same time they seem very suspect.
Vector is a pretty (in)famous Pyramid Marketing Scheme, I'd be careful.
If you're a great salesman, then potentially you can make money. What they don't tell you is you have to buy the knives you are selling (ceramic knives is the product). So if you don't sell them, you're actually down money.
@Uncle:
So my friend, John, recently got hired by a company called Vector Marketing. They pay a base rate of 17 dollars per hour plus commission and I've been told that they pay regardless of sales. However, I've also heard mixed reports about them.
Anyway, long story short, John referred me in his interview and I just got a call from them asking me to come in for tomorrow at 1 pm (they actually wanted me to come in like… one hour, but I asked if it could be a different day). Frankly, I'm surprised they called me considering I haven't even applied and was just referred literally only a couple of days ago.
Not sure how to feel. If it's legit and I really do make 17 dollars an hour... that would be awesome. But at the same time they seem very suspect.
Dude, just go there and make the decision afterwards. In your situation, any potential source of revenue is awesome as heck.
Vector is a pretty fampus Pyramid Marketing Scheme, I'd be careful.
If you're a great salesman, then you can make money. What they don't tell you is you have to buy the knives you are selling (ceramic knives is the product). So if you don't sell them, you're actually down money.
Yeah. That's what I've heard about them.
It feels very scammy.
Dude, just go there and make the decision afterwards. In your situation, any potential source of revenue is awesome as heck.
That's the plan.
Yeah sorry kenny but I highly recommend not doing it. Highly recommend. Especially if you'd supposedly be doing the wacky Cutco sale work that they so infamously cheat money out of/leave you with nothing earned (where they also obnoxiously pester and demand you advertise constantly to friends and family to make you look like a piece of shit nobody wants to be around)
What would your position be in this job, if not that?
Because if it is, seriously just save yourself the frustration. I watched this hilarity go down in a friend of a friend's facebook status that was Public and it was like the most depressing thing. They didn't need to buy knives as far as I knew, but they got harassed a lot from their leader to sell stuff and basically were down to calling extended family like assholes
Prior to them calling me, I was going to warn John about the controversy surrounding them and to be honest, nothing of what I've digged up on them is none too positive. It sucks but, if something seems too good to be true then it more than likely is.
Yeah, I've gotten a call from them before. Was the phone lady/man really, REALLY warm to you? That's how they lure you in in the first place, I think.
Feel bad for you though, that had to be an exciting prospect, but yeah cautious optimism is always useful in situations where it seems too good to be true.
I wasn't too excited.
That they called me up so soon turned me off a lot more than excited me. I've been actively hunting jobs for a long time now and this company, which I didn't even apply to, calls me up merely days after I was referred? Yeah… That's much too dubious for my taste.
@Uncle:
I wasn't too excited.
That they called me up so soon turned me off a lot more than excited me. I've been actively hunting jobs for a long time now and this company, which I didn't even apply to, calls me up merely days after I was referred? Yeah… That's much too dubious for my taste.
Good stuff. Same thing happened with me (me being rather suspicious of them). The conversation with them was rather otherworldly. "Yeah… you're gonna get paid 17 an hour, that's correct... Oh you have school? For 5 days? That's okay, you can just work whenever you want to! YOU choose the time!"
Wonder if I had said "screw off" if they would still press on. Probably, it's in their benefit to rip me off.
@Uncle:
So my friend, John, recently got hired by a company called Vector Marketing. They pay a base rate of 17 dollars per hour plus commission and I've been told that they pay regardless of sales. However, I've also heard mixed reports about them.
Anyway, long story short, John referred me in his interview and I just got a call from them asking me to come in for tomorrow at 1 pm (they actually wanted me to come in like… one hour, but I asked if it could be a different day). Frankly, I'm surprised they called me considering I haven't even applied and was just referred literally only a couple of days ago.
Not sure how to feel. If it's legit and I really do make 17 dollars an hour... that would be awesome. But at the same time they seem very suspect.
So how I understand it, it's multi-level marketing or something like that. Since the sell products, they are not Pyramid-scheme, but that doesn't mean they are automatically legit. You probably already checked them in the Internet, right?
Basically you won't be payed and you probably would have to buy their products first. If they are legit and if you have talent for direct sales and sweet talking people into buying products or to enroll themselves in rank of this company's salespeople you may be able to earn something, maybe some pretty penny even. But that's "if…". If not you'll only loose some money and time.
Going to the meeting probably won't hurt, but be warned - they may try some psycho manipulation on you, so don't get yourself brainwashed. Take notes, check everything in Internet later (independent sites especially) if you still want to try it. Don't take any action without checking first. If you find something fishy, don't do it. If they say you have to decide on the spot without possibility of checking, thinking some more or consulting with somebody, it's fishy, so don't do it.
Since I don't your individual predispositions and I don't know much about this company, I wouldn't discourage you, but be careful.
Oh I just love my internet… I posted something, came back to see if there were any responses, it isn't there.
Either someone deleted it for my own good or it never posted... = ^ =
So how I understand it, it's multi-level marketing or something like that. Since the sell products, they are not Pyramid-scheme, but that doesn't mean they are automatically legit.
I'm now obligated to post this
There's ALOT more where that came from.
Also there's…..something similar in dutch. Honestly it's more amusing if you don't understand anything.
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Oh I just love my internet… I posted something, came back to see if there were any responses, it isn't there.
Either someone deleted it for my own good or it never posted... = ^ =
Or it could be the guys from next door secretly controling your computer with sound waves ! You have to get outa there right now, prefferabely while setting the whole building on fire and jump inside of a moving escape van while being shot at.
@No:
I'm now obligated to post this
sometimes I feel that way in discussions with other people.
Any way not so long ago I was thinking about joining in multi-level marketing company, so I've researched the topic a bit. While, the idea is perfectly legal there may be companies, that are not fair to people they recruit. And there is issue of team managers (or how are they called?) who are also not honest with recruited people, so even the company itself is legit, one still may come across team manager, who are willing to scam their new salespeople. In theory dishonest company or companies agents shouldn't be able to maintain their activity longer, but in real life that theory sometimes fails - some people are just cunning enough, other are just so gullible, and that's why there are so many complains about multi-level marketing.
Other complains come from people who either didn't understood idea or didn't understood that in any job you need at least some predispositions and a lot of hard work, the fact that people who are enrolling claim how light and simple this work is doesn't help - it may be so simple for them - as it was easy for them to climb up the ladder. They not necessarily make the job look batter than they think it actually is, they may have predisposition for this kind of job and it's hard to understand for them that not everyone is like that.
I'm certainly not an expert, but I generally get what it's about.
sometimes I feel that way in discussions with other people.
The thing that gets me about it is someone out there went out of their way to make at least a dozen videos about the benefits of network marketing, using exactly one male and one female type of ridiculously fake computer generated voices, with a totaly mismatched animation package which includes giant headed bear-like things (some of them even have heart shaped circles around their eyes for crissake), thereby totaly undermining the merrit of what they have to say.
Was this done on purpose ? Is this ironic ? Is there supposed to be this huge tonal disconect between audio and video ?
@No:
The thing that gets me about it is someone out there went out of their way to make at least a dozen videos about the benefits of network marketing, using exactly one male and one female type of ridiculously fake computer generated voices, with a totaly mismatched animation package which includes giant headed bear-like things (some of them even have heart shaped circles around their eyes for crissake), thereby totaly undermining the merrit of what they have to say.
Was this done on purpose ? Is this ironic ? Is there supposed to be this huge tonal disconect between audio and video ?
No, I think that the person who did it wasn't very good at making animations and probably just used some stock material. Kinda bugs me that they used female voice to present completely unreasonable point of view and in comparison made male voice figure little more reasonable (thought I to be truly reasonable that figure should ask more questions and not agree on everything so meekly). Didn't know if it is reaped in other videos or if it's just coincidence. But it sits ill with me.
They also, sort of, manipulated viewer to think male voice figure is more reasonable than female one by comparison (make something look better than it is by putting it next to something awful).
No, I think that the person who did it wasn't very good at making animations and probably just used some stock material. Kinda bugs me that they used female voice to present completely unreasonable point of view and in comparison made male voice figure little more reasonable (thought I to be truly reasonable that figure should ask more questions and not agree on everything so meekly). Didn't know if it is reaped in other videos or if it's just coincidence.
It wasn't like that, there are other videos where the "woman" is right. Though there she basicly insults the guys mother, so…..
And yes, I still think it's a pyramid.
@No:
The thing that gets me about it is someone out there went out of their way to make at least a dozen videos about the benefits of network marketing, using exactly one male and one female type of ridiculously fake computer generated voices, with a totaly mismatched animation package which includes giant headed bear-like things (some of them even have heart shaped circles around their eyes for crissake), thereby totaly undermining the merrit of what they have to say.
Was this done on purpose ? Is this ironic ? Is there supposed to be this huge tonal disconect between audio and video ?
Wait, you mean you've never heard of Xtranormal?
I can tell the difference alright. I guess I'm just halfway to being
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/7/72/Chestnut.jpg/220px-Chestnut.jpgOn an unrelated note, my mom went there again. She will probably organize a trip to Wien with her NEW boyfriend. She said there'll be 4 four people: her, her boyfriend, her friend and her girlfriend's boyfriend. I guess I just don't matter. Worst of all, my love will also be going to Wien (probably with his parents), so I'm yet again the only one alone.
Sigh…
You know what, that's why I talk to imaginary people. They keep me company. Because other than school, I have no possibilities of having fun with someone except for some rare occasions.
And what's better? I'm trying to deal with the whole love situation I'm in. I think I finally reached a point when I can say: "Hey, maybe he doesn't love me currently, but if we give it some time, it might develop. So friends until then." But it's so damn hard when I keep dreaming about him. Although this time, I actually dreamt that he said (or I figured out somehow? The Adventures of Detective Nolus?) that he doesn't want to get into a relationship because of school and all that business that comes with it. This seems logical. But why the hell do I dream about it?
On the bright side, I found a way to keep my knees in shape. Stairs! I live on the 8th floor! And it's actually not killing me to go up and down once a day. So yaaaay!
Since you've brought up chestnuts
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I guess that means you are awesome
One just gotta need to talk to somebody, real or imaginary, sometimes. It sucks you don't have real person to talk to.
About this love to the nice classmate - I don't want to be harsh, but those kind of things usually don't end in romantic relationships. Doesn't mean it won't happen to you. But most of the time people just get into relationship fairy quickly after realizing their feelings or not at all. I've been in analogous situation, twice actually, once I've fallen for classmate, maybe not in love, but in romantic fascination - he remained unaware of my feelings. I've also been in situation when classmate, and my close friend was head over heels for me, that was even worse, I've felt bad for friendzoning him, but eventually, while neither situation ended with romantic relationship it all work out good for us, at least for me and my friend (he is married now :D), I don't even know what happen to the other guy.
(when I think about the situation was close to love dodecahendron)
I wish you the best luck with it.
My coffee maker vaporized most of the water I put in it, leaving me with a few drops to consume.
This has to be the second maker I'm forced to throw out and replace -_-
Either that, or I'll break it apart to see if there's a way I can make a device capable enough to vaporize people,
since most of the human body is made out of water anyway.
@No:
Can't say that I have.
LOL, did you click the link?
Today I made ramen. There was damn near nothing else to make, but I did it with leftover turkey included and it was great. Forgot I could cook pretty well by myself. Also, people are asking if I'm depressed or something. Can I not be simple, bored and antisocial without being depressed? Or are those the signs? Also you can make some pretty lulzy stuff with xtranormal. Fun way to kill a bit of time.
I just got back a paper that was basically worth a 1/4 of my overall grade for the class. It had low marks on it. Extremely low marks. And it's a required class for my major. Dammitall.