@No:
Have you heard of this new fangled thing called "walking" ?
Lol…well it's raining today sadly. That would also accumulate about 25 km of walking, in the dark, since I start work when it gets dark :s
@No:
Have you heard of this new fangled thing called "walking" ?
Lol…well it's raining today sadly. That would also accumulate about 25 km of walking, in the dark, since I start work when it gets dark :s
Lol…well it's raining today sadly. That would also accumulate about 25 km of walking, in the dark, since I start work when it gets dark :s
You whippersnappers have it all too easy with automotive mobiles and health insurance ! Why in my day we had to walk 50 miles through snow and thunder storms just to get to the post office !
And all five of us were sharing the same shoe !
My day went from comforting a mentally shattered and crying classmate to meeting my friend's new puppy for the first time.
I don't think I can be on Reddit anymore…
In fact, I don't think I can be alive anymore...
I don't think I can be on Reddit anymore…
In fact, I don't think I can be alive anymore...
Yes. Yes, you can. Just get over the night. No matter what.
Yes. Yes, you can. Just get over the night. No matter what.
Thank you. I'll go somewhere tomorrow for help.
I don't think I can be on Reddit anymore…
In fact, I don't think I can be alive anymore...
Don't let people being imbesiles get in your way. Or else…..I think I'd have to leave the site :sad:
@No:
Don't let people being imbesiles get in your way. Or else…..I think I'd have to leave the site :sad:
But I just keep looking at more of it, and it kills another part of me every time…
But I just keep looking at more of it, and it kills another part of me every time…
They're wrong.
Now shut up and go eat a sandwich or something.
I spoke to my brother.
Among other, he told me I don't have friends because I'm so egoistical and care only about myself. That I can't accept anyone.
He was right about some things, as much as they hurt me, but this felt like a blow below the belt. I await the time when I don't feel the urge to cry every day. I should really distract myself.
On the bright side, I was lucky enough to be in the company of my love again, even if just for a half an hour. Also, the Autumn Final Exam time is over. See you exam again in May! Phew. I got 98%. I'm so relieved. Now if only I can survive the uhm… pre-graduation gala? Something like that.
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I got my distraction!
Beer! Without alcohol. With grapefruit.
God I love grapefruit.
Visited the dad again . u .~
got home, got on laptop, and discovered the Babusa has been watching Clannad, and then drew Clannad inspired stuffles.
Can I just-
[/mass kafeels]
I would post the Clannad inspired picture she drew but y'all probably wouldn't get it.
@No:
They're wrong.
Now shut up and go eat a sandwich or something.
Yeah, I've just given up on that site.
It's not worth it, because everyone who doesn't agree with you will never be convinced,
and everyone who already agrees with you… Well, you don't have to convince them.
Why bother trying to convince people? I always see a statement as something that could possibly reach people, and if it does not for some or many… then it never really matters. The point of a message is to pass it on. Changing people on the other hand is really out of your own accord. Otherwise, you'd just be forcing your own belief. Never do that. Just do the best you can.
I spoke to my brother.
Among other, he told me I don't have friends because I'm so egoistical and care only about myself. That I can't accept anyone.
He was right about some things, as much as they hurt me, but this felt like a blow below the belt. I await the time when I don't feel the urge to cry every day. I should really distract myself.
Why is he so cruel >_>
How on earth are you egoistical? That couldn't be any more wrong.
On the bright side, I was lucky enough to be in the company of my love again, even if just for a half an hour. Also, the Autumn Final Exam time is over. See you exam again in May! Phew. I got 98%. I'm so relieved. Now if only I can survive the uhm… pre-graduation gala? Something like that.
Well, that's good to hear. And no exams = less stress, so…..there's that!
Beer! Without alcohol. With grapefruit.
God I love grapefruit.
Only three more years of waiting for me….:P
Why is he so cruel >_>
How on earth are you egoistical? That couldn't be any more wrong.
Well, that's good to hear. And no exams = less stress, so…..there's that!
Only three more years of waiting for me....:P
Because he's a dick.
Oh and you can drink beer without problems now in most of Europe.
Nanananana. :ninja:
@No:
Because he's a dick.
Circle logic, I like. He's cruel because he's a dick because he's cruel!
….but seriously, you don't deserve that, Nolus.....
Oh and you can drink beer without problems now in most of Europe.
Nanananana. :ninja:
Feh! Enjoy it while it lasts.
Circle logic, I like. He's cruel because he's a dick because he's cruel!
….but seriously, you don't deserve that, Nolus.....
Feh! Enjoy it while it lasts.
I don't enjoy it.
I don't drink anything alcoholic.
@No:
I don't enjoy it.
I don't drink anything alcoholic.
….Then why taunt me?
Heh, lightweights.
Get forced to go partying with someone to kick you out of your depression.
Get ready and wait for them to call.
Never hear from them.
Yeah, thanks, that really made me feel better.
Why is he so cruel >_>
How on earth are you egoistical? That couldn't be any more wrong.
Apparently, that's the way he sees me. -
Well, that's good to hear. And no exams = less stress, so…..there's that!
Yyyep! It's a great weight off of my and a lot of others' chest.
Only three more years of waiting for me….:P
You cannot drink even alcohol free stuff? Then again, I'm not sure it's permitted over here under 18. Welp, don't worry, you aren't missing much :P Yes, I consider myself a lightweight. Alcohol-free beer with grapefruit or lemon proves this.
@MetaMario:
Circle logic, I like. He's cruel because he's a dick because he's cruel!
….but seriously, you don't deserve that, Nolus.....
Thanks for the kind words C:
@Nia:
Get forced to go partying with someone to kick you out of your depression.
Get ready and wait for them to call.Never hear from them.
Yeah, thanks, that really made me feel better.
I wish I could throw you a big party with lotsa pigeons~
Really, that sucks. Don't let it get to you Nia!
I wish I could throw you a big party with lotsa pigeons~
Really, that sucks. Don't let it get to you Nia!
Aww, you're so sweet :) Thanks, Nolus
I'm mostly frustrated because I moved my hair-washing-day for this. Now my hair-washing-rhythm is ruined.
@Nia:
Get forced to go partying with someone to kick you out of your depression.
Get ready and wait for them to call.Never hear from them.
Yeah, thanks, that really made me feel better.
They probably were too nervous to actualy meet you face to face ;)
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@Nia:
Aww, you're so sweet :) Thanks, Nolus
I'm mostly frustrated because I moved my hair-washing-day for this. Now my hair-washing-rhythm is ruined.
Why must females always mistify me so ? What does it all meeeeean ?!
Apparently, that's the way he sees me. -
Hm.
Yyyep! It's a great weight off of my and a lot of others' chest.
Told ya!
You cannot drink even alcohol free stuff? Then again, I'm not sure it's permitted over here under 18. Welp, don't worry, you aren't missing much :P
Yes, I consider myself a lightweight. Alcohol-free beer with grapefruit or lemon proves this.
Nah, you have to be at least 21 here to drink alcohol legally. And it's not like I'm dying to drink myself silly….in fact, I'm not that interested in drinking. Just to experience it once and say "okay, that's done. What's next?"
Thanks for the kind words C:
Anytime.
I wish I could throw you a big party with lotsa pigeons~
Really, that sucks. Don't let it get to you Nia!
Party at Nolus's house! Hattori shall be the guest of honor.
@No:
They probably were too nervous to actualy meet you face to face ;)
The sad thing is … it might be true for one of them.
@No:
Why must females always mistify me so ? What does it all meeeeean ?!
There's nothing mystifying about it!
You see, I have to straighten my hair, so I can't wash it each day because (a) it would take way too long every single day and (b) my hair wouldn't survive something that harsh. Also, because it takes so long I wash my hair on evenings. However, I have to work Monday, Wednesday and Friday evening/night, so I can't wash my hair then.
And since I washed my hair NOW the rhythm is ruined.
See? Nothing to it.
I have a hair-washing-rhythm too, Nia. No need to feel mysterious at all. high fives
@Nia:
The sad thing is … it might be true for one of them.
There's nothing mystifying about it!
You see, I have to straighten my hair, so I can't wash it each day because (a) it would take way too long every single day and (b) my hair wouldn't survive something that harsh. Also, because it takes so long I wash my hair on evenings. However, I have to work Monday, Wednesday and Friday evening/night, so I can't wash my hair then.
And since I washed my hair NOW the rhythm is ruined.
See? Nothing to it.
Might I get that again in graph form ?
Party at Nolus's house! Hattori shall be the guest of honor.
!
LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED!
!
I found a DJ!
!
My night just got a whole lot worse.
@Nia:
What happened?
Well, after the Reddit thing, I've just been on edge.
And then I got misgendered at a Chinese restaurant. And then a well-meaning person told me something that just made me feel hopeless and suicidal.
This whole week, my high has been wearing off, it feels like. I felt absolutely perfect for two weeks or so, and then it just came crashing down this week.
the dog pissed on my bed again. ¬_¬
we've just come back from a long walk, why didn't you go when you had the chance?!
oh well, i cheered myself up by watching youtube commentaries and reading a book.
he's still temp banned from my room though.
Well, after the Reddit thing, I've just been on edge.
And then I got misgendered at a Chinese restaurant. And then a well-meaning person told me something that just made me feel hopeless and suicidal.
This whole week, my high has been wearing off, it feels like. I felt absolutely perfect for two weeks or so, and then it just came crashing down this week.
Don't let this stuff get you down.
It's always good to remember: You could be doing much worse.
good day so far.
Well my week of fasting is over and now I'm daring to actually eat something. I'm surprised how drinking plenty of water throughout the day kept me from ever feeling even a bit hungry. Hopefully I don't get sick and have to do that again. Also I watched Ratatouille last night… easily my favorite Pixar film alongside The Incredibles now.
What happened on Reddit crystal?? I like reddit to be honest… But I don't think I'd ever become a poster there. I use it as a news source and cheap laughs. But the hive mind can be pretty annoying
What happened on Reddit crystal?? I like reddit to be honest… But I don't think I'd ever become a poster there. I use it as a news source and cheap laughs. But the hive mind can be pretty annoying
It's okay when it's not horrible.
They like to say that they're playing "Devil's advocate" or simply exerting their "right to free speech", when they're actually just opposed to you. But as long as they express it in a way that sounds intelligent, they feel as if their opinions are any different from your average conservative talking point. The only meaningful difference is that they reject religion and put scientific fact above all else, which is actually just as bad. "I'm sorry if I've hurt your feelings, but it's the truth, so you're wrong to have those feelings" or even, "Feelings don't matter in the face of scientific fact." Which also means that they reject activism in all of its forms, and chalk it up to "oversensitivity" or "what happens when we run out of 'real' problems".
Basically, they justify their oppressive actions with the fact that they're "perfectly reasonable people".
Oh I stay he hell away from r/atheism. By if you want a good laugh, there's tons of parody of that shit in r/circlejerk. They ARE self aware at least. But don't let anyone bring you down or question your beliefs.
Oh I stay he hell away from r/atheism. By if you want a good laugh, there's tons of parody of that shit in r/circlejerk. They ARE self aware at least. But don't let anyone bring you down or question your beliefs.
Yeah, I won't.
But being on the front lines has been hurting me so much lately.
I think I'm going to take a break from all this fighting and focus on my own comfort and happiness.
I woke up this morning: "Oh god, I have to write 3 pages for literature, I didn't even have the thing I should write about, and then there's maths, but my book is in the school in my locker, and then there's German, eughn, so much to do, I want to relax, I've just passed my final exam dangit!"
And then, I did my French, History and most of the German homework, drew something for literature, then a few hours ago, I finished the literature thing. 2.5 pages instead of 3, not bad. Tomorrow I'm going to go to school earlier and will do the maths homework at English class and maybe do more of the German homework. Luckily I don't have to do the whole, because the teacher actually cares about my final exam.
I do wonder what grade I'll get for that math test. I bet it's worse than what I want.
lol I'm doomed.
Three deadlines for the 30th… none of which I have a clue of what I'm doing...
one is an assignment, one is a presentation, and one is for university...
I'm doomed < / 3
can't the world just like end before then? Please?
Shit. I really do have a sleeping problem. Glad I managed to keep my job… I missed a shift through several calls from them that didn't wake me up.
And I missed a movie with my dad. I really feel quite horrible, but funnily enough my job was more lenient on me than my dad. Ouch.
Also guys if forums aren't entertaining you don't go to them. You're not going to be able to "fix" everybody there. There are greener pastures; don't get too focused on one while not passively searching for another. I personally find forums being argument-fests and forums being calm with a dash of arguments both fun... just like almost anything though, too much is a bad thing, so forums being too peaceful can be very boring. I'd say APForums is about half-peace half-argument-fest. It's quite nice here: you have to consider that this is an anime and manga forum. Look at other places like this and their userbases. I tried to post on MyAnimeList but figured out quickly those are very shallow people that I don't want to mingle with.
Puked twice yesterday, feelin' good today~
Was gonna get dragged out today.
Did not want.
Wake up to see we're flooded in the village.
Oh glorious joy.
Mosseur couldn't even get to work, so we're sat here.
Though she wants me to do chores and shit.
Hell no.
Spent the last week at my parent's place, instantly remembering why I don't step foot in there for more than a few hours at a time. Also been neck deep in tons of Persona 4: The Golden.
So far today is looking good.
So it turned out that the math teacher was basically unable to figure out my test.
It went like this:
-What did you do here? How did you find this number?
-Here, I wrote it there, and there. After, I calculated x etcetcetc
-Oh, okay, fine.
WEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEeeeeeeE!
I also found out today that I'm a lazy bum compared to some people. Like the boy I love. I asked what he'd do in the Winter break. Preparing for the final exams in May. "When do you rest?" "While sleeping." He was so darned casual about it too.
That basically means that he has no time to be in love. Which is good, seeing my last nightmare being about him dating another girl. And it's also meh, because it means a halt to me too. At least till July. I'll appreciate our current relationship for the time being. Still, I kind of eager to be able to just sit down with him and talk about some specific stuff. Not love mind you, something else.
I'm still wondering though… if someone is this busy in high-school studying and all that stuff... when does that person rest/experience that small amount of freedom we get? Is university better in that regard? I know a lot of people party much during those years, but what about those who aren't interested in those and are really determined to learn everything and be always prepared?
but what about those who aren't interested in those and are really determined to learn everything and be always prepared?
They aren't happy.