got my T-shirt i won from the Regal Movies Twitter 2-3 weeks ago
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Otherwise had a great day watching WWE on Demand and now going to get some artwork done before the 13th :)
got my T-shirt i won from the Regal Movies Twitter 2-3 weeks ago
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Otherwise had a great day watching WWE on Demand and now going to get some artwork done before the 13th :)
I just listened to Iris for the first time in almost a year. I've been intentionally skipping past it for a year because it reminded me of an ended friendship I didn't want to remember. I'm not exactly calm now, but I am better. Which is… good, I guess.
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"Don't tell me you've caught a cold. You don't have time to be sick, we NEED you!"
Yepp, it seems I've caught one indeed. So far it's not so bad, but it IS there. Ugh, no! As my mom said, I don't have time for this!
I'll take a nice bath now, that'll teach that cold (somehow).
@MDL:
for me it's either ordinary waiting or sprinting across like a madman.
if i start walking out into the street and see a car approaching,
my brain instantly screams "YOU'RE GETTING RUN OVER, MOVE MOVE FUCKING MOOOOOVE!" and my legs hit turbo drive .__.
What I hate is when cars continue to turn when the walk signal is still on, so you can still get killed by traffic even when you should be completely safe.
So, I thought my experience with this would get better, and slowly it is. Until last night. I felt something gummy, almost gooey thing on my teeth. I tried to push it to the front of my mouth with my tongue, but it fell down in between my gums. So, I stuck my index and thumb back there to get it out. And what was it? A huge blood clot. Very big too. So I went to the bathroom, trying to act calm since my dad was watching TV on the couch when I walked passed him to go to the bathroom. I went in there and pulled 3 more out. And since I don't really like seeing a lot of blood. I felt like I was gonna puke from all the blood on my hands. I washed my hands of said blood and then decided to go to sleep.
But, I guess there was some BLOOD on the back of my hand and arm still remaining. So I ended up getting my sheets, blankets, and my shirt a little stained (my blanket mostly…yikes!). Now I gotta wash everything of all of my blood! And I almost puked again (funny I get this way seeing as how I'm certified to perform First Aid). Anyways I better hop to....
@Samwize: Damn, that sounds horrible! I never had that happen to me when they removed my lower two wisdom teeth (though I was miserable enough the way I was). Is that even a normal thing to happen? worried
Either way, I really hope it won't happen again!
(I'm certified to perfom First Aid, yet I have an irrational fear of feeling someone's (or even my own) pulse. I don't even know why, but it's disgusting and horrifying!)
@Samwize: Sounds like some kind of a horror movie! Damn, I hope you're okay now.
@Nia: Drink hot tea. It'll help! When I catch cold, I always drink many litres of warm tea and that's the only thing that helps. And a hot-bath.
@Nolus and Nia: I washed the blood out of my blanket now. Looks good as new. About the clots though, it only happens when a little blood from my socket seeps out and forms in between my teeth and cheek. I looked it up and apparently is common but only in some cases. I will be busy though for the rest of the week which is a good thing. Saturday my friend and I are going to the movies (I probably won't eat anything there) and either tomorrow or Saturday night I'll be recording the first episode of the Toriko Podcast. Hopefully by Saturday this will all be a distant memory.
@Nolus and Nia: I washed the blood out of my blanket now. Looks good as new. About the clots though, it only happens when a little blood from my socket seeps out and forms in between my teeth and cheek. I looked it up and apparently is common but only in some cases. I will be busy though for the rest of the week which is a good thing. Saturday my friend and I are going to the movies (I probably won't eat anything there) and either tomorrow or Saturday night I'll be recording the first episode of the Toriko Podcast. Hopefully by Saturday this will all be a distant memory.
I'm glad it's not something horroristic as it seemed before.
Movies? What movies?
In other news, my signature is bland and needs some colour. Heh
Just whatever movie my friend wants to see.:happy:
Just got stuck in an elevator. After five minutes' ringing a woman came out, telling me to ride to another floor, and when I told her I can't, she just went back in !
Had to ring another five minutes before someone else came out, and wait another half an hour before I got out.
@No:
Just got stuck in an elevator. After five minutes' ringing a woman came out, telling me to ride to another floor, and when I told her I can't, she just went back in !
Had to ring another five minutes before someone else came out, and wait another half an hour before I got out.
That sucks.
But at least you got out in a relatively short time.
That sucks.
But at least you got out in a relatively short time.
But I take laxative medication.
So you realise what would happen if I just had to go.
@No:
But I take laxative medication.
So you realise what would happen if I just had to go.
That would be horrible. At least you weren't this guy I saw on Tosh.0 a few nights ago.
Imagine being in there that long on laxatives!
Hooah. Takes a deep breath I'm getting pumped up.
I've spent the entire day cleaning the house and weeding my frontyard. It's tough work, especially if you're wearing weights the entire time, but the results really show and make you feel good. The feeling you get when you've achieved something is just lovely. But why have I been doing all this? Well, there's a good reason for that. And that, my friends, is something not everybody does.
AP's not the only forum I frequent. Actually, I've been a member of one Finnish MMORPG forum for seven years and part of the forum staff for almost five years now. I've seen a lot and been through a lot. I've got some new friends and lost some older friends, and now my friends from the staff are coming here. I'll be hosting seven people I've been talking to for many years, but whom I've never met before. And it goes without saying that I'm really excited about it. No idea what we're going to do here, but I'm pretty sure we'll manage to come up with something interesting.
I've missed meeting people so much, but all these butterflies in my stomach are killing me. How many hours was it again?
Today I got rejected from all eight of my job applications that I was focusing on. Two were kind of iffy to start since it was more like "maybe" from the getgo (one was just like WE'RE TRYING PEOPLE OUT BUT WE MIGHT CALL YOU), but the other six I walked to those stores every day to remind them I existed and I had filled out applications and talked to people.
Two of them I was sure I had a good chance of getting, but I guess I let really smiley and friendly sales people get in the way of judgement. So yeah I walked oodles of blocks every day for these applications and I'm just left really tired.
Like, my legs are in pain since I walk uphill to get home (it takes about five blocks for the residence area to turn into business city) and I had to walk all the way back with the sting of WE ARE SORRY BUT OUR POSITION HAS BEEN FILLED. I'm a really shy person so it wasn't easy to do any of this to begin with.
So this sucks. I never expected getting a job to be easy, or fast, but these were all the jobs remotely in walking distance and I don't know how to ride the bus yet. I'm afraid of getting on one and not knowing how to get back, or which bus to take to get near home.
@Holy:
Today I got rejected from all eight of my job applications that I was focusing on. Two were kind of iffy to start since it was more like "maybe" from the getgo (one was just like WE'RE TRYING PEOPLE OUT BUT WE MIGHT CALL YOU), but the other six I walked to those stores every day to remind them I existed and I had filled out applications and talked to people.
Two of them I was sure I had a good chance of getting, but I guess I let really smiley and friendly sales people get in the way of judgement. So yeah I walked oodles of blocks every day for these applications and I'm just left really tired.
Like, my legs are in pain since I walk uphill to get home (it takes about five blocks for the residence area to turn into business city) and I had to walk all the way back with the sting of WE ARE SORRY BUT OUR POSITION HAS BEEN FILLED. I'm a really shy person so it wasn't easy to do any of this to begin with.
So this sucks. I never expected getting a job to be easy, or fast, but these were all the jobs remotely in walking distance and I don't know how to ride the bus yet. I'm afraid of getting on one and not knowing how to get back, or which bus to take to get near home.
Dude…...time tables.
Sorry about your misfortune though :(
http://www.sfmta.com/cms/home/sfmta.php
point a to point b on da bus
@No:
Dude…...time tables.
Sorry about your misfortune though :(
I'm with Holy. Especially being in a new area, riding around on a bus not really having a firsthand clue where you're going can be daunting. It's easy to say 'look it up on googlemaps' etcetera but you need to get acquainted with where things are for a bit.
Heh-he, I feel like I'm on drugs (I'm actually just having a cold). Everything feels kinda cushioned, like I'm sitting next to myself, outside of my own body, if you know what I mean. As a result, I'm kinda jumpy or don't react at all. Example: Just now I was making some toast and, while waiting for said toast, sipping on some hot milk (with honey; my throat demanded treatment). I literally jumped when the toast popped out. I barely avoided getting all of the hot milk on my face. Somehow, the toast popping out was totally unexpected. Even though I was waiting for it.
… damn, I think I'll go to bed now.
Today I'm going to begin training for the training for the National Guard. And that isn't a typo. The National Guard said my ass was out of shape. And so… after a bit of crying... I've decided to lose the 10 lbs. I need to lose to make the cut by working out and exercising and then, enter the National Guard which will then haul my ass off to basic training.
There's other shit going on in my life as well but since I'm not a female and this is a serious post, no one's going to give a shit.~
I'm sorry to hear you're having a bit of a hard time finding a job right away, Holy-dear. Sounds like you're doing everything correctly, but I guess it's the nature of the job market right now. Just don't let it discourage you–I know it must be a little overwhelming, being outside of your comfort zone in a new city, but you're tough & I know you'll be all right. In fact, I bet you'll know those bus routes inside-out by the end of the month. So hang in there! Things'll get better as you settle in. ^^
And why Kenny--I didn't know you're applying to the National Guard! Good for you! Thinking of making a career of it, or do you have other plans for when your service is over?
Either way, I wish ya much luck with that (and also your new fitness regimen!)
Good luck with everyone who needs it.
In other news, met that girl again, and now I'm meeting again tomorrow to accompany her to an appointment before going speed walking together (her ankle's a little bad so she can't jog very well.)
Should be a pretty peaceful Friday.
@Dervish: For purely monetary gain. It's that hard to find a job.~
Anyways, I just got some lovely news: just received a letter in the mail about that 1,800 dollar debt of mine and debt collectors are hounding me now. But I can't fucking pay if there's no job for me to do. So joy, joy on that one. Guess I'll have fun sweating for the next 30 days.
[hide]Hooah. Takes a deep breath I'm getting pumped up.
I've spent the entire day cleaning the house and weeding my frontyard. It's tough work, especially if you're wearing weights the entire time, but the results really show and make you feel good. The feeling you get when you've achieved something is just lovely. But why have I been doing all this? Well, there's a good reason for that. And that, my friends, is something not everybody does.
AP's not the only forum I frequent. Actually, I've been a member of one Finnish MMORPG forum for seven years and part of the forum staff for almost five years now. I've seen a lot and been through a lot. I've got some new friends and lost some older friends, and now my friends from the staff are coming here. I'll be hosting seven people I've been talking to for many years, but whom I've never met before. And it goes without saying that I'm really excited about it. No idea what we're going to do here, but I'm pretty sure we'll manage to come up with something interesting.
I've missed meeting people so much, but all these butterflies in my stomach are killing me. How many hours was it again?[/hide]
Yay, it's finally happening!! :) Hope you have fun. Why were you wearing weights, though??
@Holy:
[hide]Today I got rejected from all eight of my job applications that I was focusing on. Two were kind of iffy to start since it was more like "maybe" from the getgo (one was just like WE'RE TRYING PEOPLE OUT BUT WE MIGHT CALL YOU), but the other six I walked to those stores every day to remind them I existed and I had filled out applications and talked to people.
Two of them I was sure I had a good chance of getting, but I guess I let really smiley and friendly sales people get in the way of judgement. So yeah I walked oodles of blocks every day for these applications and I'm just left really tired.
Like, my legs are in pain since I walk uphill to get home (it takes about five blocks for the residence area to turn into business city) and I had to walk all the way back with the sting of WE ARE SORRY BUT OUR POSITION HAS BEEN FILLED. I'm a really shy person so it wasn't easy to do any of this to begin with.
So this sucks. I never expected getting a job to be easy, or fast, but these were all the jobs remotely in walking distance and I don't know how to ride the bus yet. I'm afraid of getting on one and not knowing how to get back, or which bus to take to get near home.[/hide]
Oh man… I'm sincerely sorry to hear that, Holy. :( It sounds like you put in a lot of effort, too. I really hope things turn up for you soon. That link someone posted should help :):)
@Uncle:
[hide]Today I'm going to begin training for the training for the National Guard. And that isn't a typo. The National Guard said my ass was out of shape. And so… after a bit of crying... I've decided to lose the 10 lbs. I need to lose to make the cut by working out and exercising and then, enter the National Guard which will then haul my ass off to basic training.
There's other shit going on in my life as well but since I'm not a female and this is a serious post, no one's going to give a shit.~[/hide]
NATIONAL GUARD? Dude, that's awesome. I'm sure you won't have much trouble getting into shape :) Glad you have something to do now! :D
And that debt problem sounds terrible. I hope nothing too bad happens D: I'd build a blanket fort around you if I could…
Sounds tough Kenny, but at least you're doing what you can–and there are certain benefits to joining the military that hopefully you'll be able to take advantage of. As to your creditors, well, they're a nuisance but they can't really garnish what you don't have. You can talk to them and explain your situation--it might help, it might not, but either way you'll probably be no worse off. They'll just have to wait until you're making an income again.
I hope everything works out for you in the long run. Seems like things have been on the downside for you for a while, so I think you're due for a bit of good luck by now.
In exactly 4days at that time I'll be sitting in the train for the first 10minutes on my way to London. I'll be a total nerve wreck.
Wait. I already am.
Less lazy post
Holy Hell: Tough break, but if it helps, at least you're going to places where you're meeting face-to-face. I've been stuck with 'Go online' as a mantra from everywhere I've tried.
@Dryish: That sounds pretty exciting actually. I wish you luck.
@Kenny: I'm sorry to hear about the money troubles. I'll take care of things while you're gone (or at least I'll try). Best of wishes to you man.
@Nami: Heh heh heh, have fun.
NATIONAL GUARD? Dude, that's awesome. I'm sure you won't have much trouble getting into shape :) Glad you have something to do now! :D
And that debt problem sounds terrible. I hope nothing too bad happens D: I'd build a blanket fort around you if I could…
Hey, I do stuff. =(
One of my friends, Darryl, works at a local gym and is a really muscular guy. He's really kind too and told me if I ever join the gym that he wouldn't mind working out with me and personally training me. So I'm going to be doing that for a while and just convert whatever excess fat I have straight into muscle. It's the much lazier version of dieting. Instead of dropping weight by not eating anything decent, just convert that shit to muscle.
Sounds tough Kenny, but at least you're doing what you can–and there are certain benefits to joining the military that hopefully you'll be able to take advantage of. As to your creditors, well, they're a nuisance but they can't really garnish what you don't have. You can talk to them and explain your situation--it might help, it might not, but either way you'll probably be no worse off. They'll just have to wait until you're making an income again.
I hope everything works out for you in the long run. Seems like things have been on the downside for you for a while, so I think you're due for a bit of good luck by now.
Thanks. Actually, you reassuring me actually helps a lot. I won't lie, I've been stressed lately but I feel like I was able to calm down significantly after reading your post. So yeah, I sincerely appreciate it, Lady Dervish.~
And the only kind of luck I have is bad luck. I wouldn't mind killing for some good luck now and then.
Oh, wow. You're gonna be riding a train? Good luck with that, Nami. c:
What did I do today? Clean my bathroom, draw the next page in my mini comic, and cry like a baby while watching two scenes from The Fox and the Hound and one from Dumbo (that scene with Dumbo and his mother, with her singing… gak, it totally killed me. I cried while watching it again with my mom too)
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@Kenny: Good luck! I'm sure once you reach your goal of losing wieght and joining the National Guard will be all the sweeter because of all the hard work you're putting into it. <3
@Uncle:
Hey, I do stuff. =(
There, there… I didn't mean to suggest otherwise. pats Kenny-boy
:P
One of my friends, Darryl, works at a local gym and is a really muscular guy. He's really kind too and told me if I ever join the gym that he wouldn't mind working out with me and personally training me. So I'm going to be doing that for a while and just convert whatever excess fat I have straight into muscle. It's the much lazier version of dieting. Instead of dropping weight by not eating anything decent, just convert that shit to muscle.
Oh, that's nice of him! Sounds like you have a plan already~ Go go go!
Good luck brain , I'm sure you have the brains and muscles for it ;)
i must be doing something right, i've lost a stone over the last 2 weeks.
i'm happy because this means i might lose the other 4 stones before christmas.
Okay. So. I didn't get my 6th module, as expected. All the modules I wanted either clashed with my other classes, were completely filled up, or were way too expensive. So I have two options remaining:
a) Appeal for the module I want. This will be difficult, though, as I need it to be a cross-fac elective, and it's going to be very difficult to convince some Science department to make an exception for me when it's neither my major module not a prereq. I do desperately need a cross-fac elective, though. Argh.
b) Stick to 5 modules this semester, and take a special term during the holidays. Which I really don't want to do, because I already have other plans (internship/attachment, which is difficult enough to get without having a bad schedule) and special terms are generally quite strenuous, as it's the entire 4-month syllabus crammed into six weeks.
People seem to complain about them, but I really wish we had guidance counselors :/ Or a first-come-first-serve system, rather than this stupid stock market act.
@ Trappy, you should appeal I think. Even if you lose you can still go to plan B after, right?
@ Kenny good luck man :) Nation Guard sounds quite interesting actually.
As for me I've not done anything yet but I'll be go swimming later today with a guy I used to like, his best friend and my younger sister and cousin. Should be fun since this guy is pretty much family now (his mum and mine are best friends). But UGH. Self conscious. :( Last summer I'd have worn a bikini but now it's back to the plain black swimsuit >.< It's annoying because I'm eating even healither then before (which is saying something) but I can't go out for walks and stuff :/ This town is too friggin small.
But on a lighter note I'm finally drawing again~ Fixed this problem I had that was making my art blurry on Paint Tool SAI and I've been drawing these past two nights with fairly decent results :)
@Uncle:
Today I'm going to begin training for the training for the National Guard. And that isn't a typo. The National Guard said my ass was out of shape. And so… after a bit of crying... I've decided to lose the 10 lbs. I need to lose to make the cut by working out and exercising and then, enter the National Guard which will then haul my ass off to basic training.
There's other shit going on in my life as well but since I'm not a female and this is a serious post, no one's going to give a shit.~
I'm surprised you chose to be in the National Guard. It just seems so sudden, but in either case though I am rooting for you. They'll whip your ass into shape (although I am under the impression that you're already rather fit) and pay for your shit. Basic appears to be the worst part, but you'll survive. Really the worst thing that can possibly happen is that you'll walk out stronger and richer than when you went in.
I have a friend that's currently in the National Guard and one in the Air Force, and frankly, you're made of far better stuff than my friend that is in the National Guard.
When you make the cut, let me know what date they plan to send you off to basic and what base you'll be at so I can write you.
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Also I'm going to a Meatloaf concert with my Dad today.
I'll see y'all later.
Well this morning I awoke with no aches or pains!! Which is very good!
!
Not predicting anything major to happen to me during the day (the blood clots are gone for good, I've been making sure of that), tonight I plan on watching Thundercats the new series since people have been telling me to watch it. And then also tonight I'm recording the Toriko Podcast's first episode, it'll be available for download and listen Monday.
Went to meet a friend again and helped him with some books.
Learned a bit of Flash. Learned a bit of CSS. Learning a bit of design. Looked at html for a while and then fell asleep. Learning all the stuff school could not teach me. Gotta find some way to keep myself busy and up to date while I'm temporary out of school and looking for work.
Wishing everyone the luck. It's a rough world and we gotta be rough. Rough enough to take domination on the top. Take that in any context you wish.
Holy shit I just had half of the US airforce fly past my house!
Two of the gun ships were so low the house started shaking!
^ Sounds exciting yet a little scary!
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Also, I'm watching my favorite Bugs Bunny cartoon were he keeps tricking Yosemite Sam into jumping/falling off the high dive into the little pool beneath.
Well this morning I awoke with no aches or pains!! Which is very good!
Not predicting anything major to happen to me during the day (the blood clots are gone for good, I've been making sure of that), tonight I plan on watching Thundercats the new series since people have been telling me to watch it. And then also tonight I'm recording the Toriko Podcast's first episode, it'll be available for download and listen Monday.
That's good to hear! Glad you're better now!
My day was dull. Gosh, I want to do something!
Well… I played a little Amnesia. It's... the scariest game I've ever met. Only Call of Cthulhu and Penumbra can come close to it. Frictional games, you're awesome! I want to buy it but the official cover sucks so much. Why couldn't they use the rose one like the Russian version? Gah...
In other news, my signature isn't bland anymore and doesn't need more colours. It's been rainbowized, chichichi~
In other news, I'm working on two big (big= whole A4) pictures.
I should also continue my story.. hmph... lots of stuff to do...
That's good to hear! Glad you're better now!
My day was dull. Gosh, I want to do something!
Well… I played a little Amnesia. It's... the scariest game I've ever met. Only Call of Cthulhu and Penumbra can come close to it. Frictional games, you're awesome! I want to buy it but the official cover sucks so much. Why couldn't they use the rose one like the Russian version? Gah...In other news, my signature isn't bland anymore and doesn't need more colours. It's been rainbowized, chichichi~
In other news, I'm working on two big (big= whole A4) pictures.
I should also continue my story.. hmph... lots of stuff to do...
See you're not outta stuff to do! I like the new rainbow Nezumi sig.
Also what game is amnesia? :wassat:
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See you're not outta stuff to do! I like the new rainbow Nezumi sig.
Also what game is amnesia? :wassat:
There's always some things to do. We just need to find it!
Haha, I'm glad, although I only made it for giggles after somebody commented that it was in need of some colours
Amnesia is the best horror-game I've ever played. It's a survival horror, so you don't have weapons and you can't really defend yourself against… the things that are after you. You can only hide.
The main character is Daniel, who wakes up from a come of some sort that was caused by a potion he swallowed that made him forget everything. The only clue we have is a letter Daniel wrote before he drank the poison.
If you're interested, you can ask anything from me, or you can try the demo which is a good way to decide if you want to play this game or not. I can give you links, if you'd like.
I may give it a try someday, 'cept I'll need the time and I'm gonna be very busy the rest of this month.
I need I time machine….:whistling:
I need I time machine….:whistling:
I'm afraid development has been slightly delayed.
I ran out of dongly things !
I may give it a try someday, 'cept I'll need the time and I'm gonna be very busy the rest of this month.
I need I time machine….:whistling:
You only need money.
Money is the answer to everything chichichi~
I'm kidding, moustaches are the answer for everything!
Damn, if only I hadn't shaved last week…..