Confession Session - LOCK THIS THREAD
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1\. Ace (√), 2\. WB (√), 3\. BB (X), 4\. Perona (√) 5\. Boa (√) 6\. Jimbei (???), 7\. Sabo lives (√), 8\. Timeskip (√)
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@JERK:
Yeah, but therapy can.
No it can't. I won't take any therapy. Already had two, fuck that shit.
I can do this on my own, I just need to go out more often ;)
"Unicorns can't see into your heart. All our dumb horns can do is glow, point towards the nearest rainbow and play rave music!"
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Well. I guess your link fits my problem but this doesn't help me.
Do you have friends were you live or is it just you at the moment?
I actually had a similiar problem when I lived in Canada because everything was new to me, I solved the problem though by picking up photography as a new hobby - I felt that the world looked a lot friendlier when I saw it through a lense. :ninja:
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Do you have friends were you live or is it just you at the moment?
just me ^^'
I actually had a similiar problem when I lived in Canada because everything was new to me, I solved the problem though by picking up photography as a new hobby - I felt that the world looked a lot friendlier when I saw it through a lense. :ninja:
that's a good way to solve that problem, but… Well, I often thought about going outside with my shitty camera and take some pics but.. I'm afraid of taking pics when people are around me XD' I just feel stupid. Standing there and focus on something and taing a picture... yeah.
|D'"Unicorns can't see into your heart. All our dumb horns can do is glow, point towards the nearest rainbow and play rave music!"
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just me ^^'
that's a good way to solve that problem, but… Well, I often thought about going outside with my shitty camera and take some pics but.. I'm afraid of taking pics when people are around me XD' I just feel stupid. Standing there and focus on something and taing a picture... yeah.
|D'Oh I know what you mean. I didn't feel comfortable swinging my SLR around at first either so I went to more secluded or quiet places like the park, together with the fresh air it helped wonders. And hey, it's spring now so there's tons of stuff to discover and with you being a creative mind it should be fun.
Of course there are other possibilities as well like doing sports something like that but I don't know if that's your cup of tea.
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that's the way I chose to leave my house more times.
I thought tha the only reason to leave my home was to spend money, and since I don´t have (and I don´t like to spend), I started taking pictures of places I went.
Besides encouraging output, It´s helps me to not fell ashamed of myself.
I thought that only I thought about doing this, good to know.
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i type so much shit out on this forum and delete it before i click post quick reply. i don't know.. but it was directed towards gypsy. i'll just keep it short, i hopeou get through it and find ways to instill confidence in yourself. it ain't about finding someone, if you find ways to be happy with yourself/appearence etc.. you'd worry about other shit like that less.
damn that's some general ass advice i just gave. now i know why i delete most of the stuff i type
edit: also out of all the craziest shit i've done.. i had the most crazy extended weekend ever two weeks ago in vegas. but damn it wouldn't even be confessions.. itd just me talking about what happened. and that doesnt belong in this thread
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My dream are often my anxiety or random adventures that are beneficial for writing. They surprised me whenever I recorded those dreams with how imaginative they are.
And I am, like, not interested in romance at all at the moment. I never felt the urge to get more friends or a girl-friend; and massively appreciate my loneliness. Though I do struggle with my sexual desire.
And Nami, I think Zen would help. -
I thought you were gay lol.
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Yeah, me too. Didn't you say that in some thread?
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Heya Nami.
I think one of the issues lies not just with your outdoor anxiety, but with the motivation to get out and want social interaction. I think that going online all the time is just a way off putting off/supplementing seeing people irl, which of course will worsen over time if you carry on this way without trying to break the same ol' routing of replacing online interaction with real life interaction.
And from the looks of things the problem with you going out and meeting people is that you sound like you having nothing in common with most of the folk around you, and get shunned (or feel separated) because of it.
A mate of mine (drummer) had the same issues for years until we took him out to places with people that shared the same interests as him. After a couple of months of music conventions and festivals and whatnot he came out of his shell and became a totally different person.
So I guess from past experiences I'd suggest you try and find people that have stuff in common with you through clubs, festival, conventions etc and start there. Hopefully over time you'll gel well with a few people and move onward from their.
Either way I hope this is even slightly helpful and that things pan out well for you nami in the next few months.
On a separate note: I feel like I've been cooped up too long in norfolk recently, So I'm going back down to my roots to see some friends. Hopefully this potato cannon will spice things up during the next four days and help dust off my social cobwebs.
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Heya Nami.
I think one of the issues lies not just with your outdoor anxiety, but with the motivation to get out and want social interaction. I think that going online all the time is just a way off putting off/supplementing seeing people irl, which of course will worsen over time if you carry on this way without trying to break the same ol' routing of replacing online interaction with real life interaction.
And from the looks of things the problem with you going out and meeting people is that you sound like you having nothing in common with most of the folk around you, and get shunned (or feel separated) because of it.
A mate of mine (drummer) had the same issues for years until we took him out to places with people that shared the same interests as him. After a couple of months of music conventions and festivals and whatnot he came out of his shell and became a totally different person.
So I guess from past experiences I'd suggest you try and find people that have stuff in common with you through clubs, festival, conventions etc and start there. Hopefully over time you'll gel well with a few people and move onward from their.
Either way I hope this is even slightly helpful and that things pan out well for you nami in the next few months.
Your friend didn't had to face the outside world alone. I have to do it on my own. That's what makes it harder.
I know I can change my life again when I get a job and I really try to get a job, seriously. I wrote to 15 different places till now. I'm working on it.
I'd like to call a former co worker and meet up with her but.. I don't want to face her jobless as I am now. I want to face her when I actually HAVE a job, when I'm part of society again.
I don't want to feel miserable when she asks me about my work and everything I can tell her is "I have no job till now".And if the fashion school accepts me, I will have a new environment in september. I look forward to that.
And I'd like to go to concerts again, but that's also a thing I need money for and actually the case that there is a concert in the near ;)
And… well. Concerts don't really change the fact that I'm alone, cause even if I go to concerts, I don't really get to know people there. And when I meet people there it's not a deep bond that lasts.About the festival thing... sigh I go to a festival in June. The same I went to last year with a friend from my old school. We met awesome people there. And I.. as stupid as it sounds, fell in love with one of the guys. And I really thought that he was interested in me, too cause after the festival he called me every day and we talked for a while. And we wrote short messages and on Facebook, too. Everything seemed good.
I visited them again, they live here where I moved...
After I visited them for a week, they didn't call back. At all. I tried to contact them. Tried to call them. He only picked up the phone once told me to call tomorrow around 7pm because he's at work now. So I called him the next day around that time and he didn't pick up.
After two months without contact and me not knowing what the fuck was going on and when I still was desperatly for the search of a flat and a job in that city, the girl wrote on facebook "How can one person be so stubborn and stupid bla bla bla" So there I finally knew with a 100% that these people didn't want me anymore.
Of course, I was the stupid one for believing in the good in people and not just giving up. But I didn't give up cause I didn't understand. I mean, they could have just told me "Sorry, but we don't want to do anything with you, we're just not interested in you" then I would have understand but no, they decided to ignore me instead of just telling me the fuckin truth. Instead of just ending it.Well, so I'm not sure about the festival. I shouldn't let people near me just because you have a great time with them on a festival. A festival is just some completely different shit than the actual real life. And I learned that the hard way.
And Clubs.... yeah, me going alone to a club. As if xD I will so never do that. I'm not that pathetic or miserable. I have a bit pride left xD~
It's not the first time I escape in the world wide web. It was the same after school when I had no job education like everybody else. I was a year at home, working in a small bistro until I got the Graphic Design education. There I met a lot of people which I still have contact to. Well, best three years of my life in a way :) I bet it will be good again when I start the next education.
"Unicorns can't see into your heart. All our dumb horns can do is glow, point towards the nearest rainbow and play rave music!"
Visit my Etsy Shop: Heart'n'Skull or Tumblr
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I didn't give up cause I didn't understand. I mean, they could have just told me "Sorry, but we don't want to do anything with you, we're just not interested in you" then I would have understand but no, they decided to ignore me instead of just telling me the fuckin truth. Instead of just ending it.
It isn't in the same context, but this perfectly describes what happened between me and one of my internet friends earlier this month.
anyways, good luck with everything you want to do nami! i'm sure that you can do it!
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@JERK:
I thought you were gay lol.
That explains a lot. No wonder you sounded pretty serious about me being attracted by New England's gay marriage.
@Chocula:Yeah, me too. Didn't you say that in some thread?
The "Wymans, yay or nay" thread. I couldn't take the OP seriously.
Being gay is cool. Unfortunately I am just some corrupted perverted heterosexual.
But I may be leaning toward either bisexual or asexual, depends. -
@MDL:
anyways, good luck with everything you want to do nami! i'm sure that you can do it!
someone like you deserves to be happy and get what they're looking for, so i hope that's exactly what happens. :DI don't know what you mean with "someone like you" but, eh, thank you very much :)
Like I mentioned in the PYD Thread, I'll go to cinema alone tomorrow. I'm kind of excited for now. Let's see how good I'll manage that.
"Unicorns can't see into your heart. All our dumb horns can do is glow, point towards the nearest rainbow and play rave music!"
Visit my Etsy Shop: Heart'n'Skull or Tumblr
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I have a confession to make…
I hate queerosexuals...
...like Brennen... and Urouge...
I want to bash them... so... hard... long... and DEEP I swear!
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From the day, I have stopped reading spoilers, I am enjoying the manga a lot more. I am feeling more thrilled when I see a new page in HQ translated
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I'm totally gay for ABBA right now. And Mamma Mia has turned from the dumbest to one of the most fun musicals ever for me.
Mamma Mia is still insanely gay, though. I've seen romantic comedies with far less nativity.
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I'm totally gay for ABBA right now. And Mamma Mia has turned from the dumbest to one of the most fun musicals ever for me.
Mamma Mia is still insanely gay, though. I've seen romantic comedies with far less nativity.
I just love how the daughter doesn't care that her mom was kind of a slut back in the day.
…....that doesn't mean I've seen it or anything.
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I'm trying to grow a mustache, the problem is that it´s too blond, that nobody realizes it.
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I feel like a total idiot for being so hopelessly in love with this guy friend of mine. -_- And it doesn't help that I act tsundere to him. It's driving me crazy.
And on top of me being a fool about that, I suck at every class I'm taking this semester… And I'm just freaking out all the time. I'm gonna have a major break down soon... I know it. -
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I'm terrified of getting lost in here now.
Handsome man save me from the monsters.
Avatar credits to rcerione
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I used to watch Super Robot Monkey Team Hyper Force Go….and like it. I'll leave now.
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i used to watch and enjoy it too. :)
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I used to watch Super Robot Monkey Team Hyper Force Go….and like it. I'll leave now.
Me too.
Is it something to be ashamed of ? :ninja:
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I used to watch Super Robot Monkey Team Hyper Force Go….and like it. I'll leave now.
You too? Oh my god, and I thought I was the only one! Oh, memories…
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Really? Other people liked it? Yay! When I first saw the show I thought it was going to be stupid; however, after wacthing it for a bit, I really fell in love with the characters. I'm really sad the last season never came out.
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Really? Other people liked it? Yay! When I first saw the show I thought it was going to be stupid; however, after wacthing it for a bit, I really fell in love with the characters. I'm really sad the last season never came out.
So it's another show that has no real ending. Why? All of my favourite series ended like this! I'm cursed!
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I'm terrified of getting lost in here now.
Come over towards the van that says "free candy"… it will steer you in the right direction.
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Come over towards the van that says "free candy"… it will steer you in the right direction.
But my mommy said - OOH CANDY YAY!
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I hate some of the people in my country. They say our national anthem is crap (yes, they said that) and we should change it so something happier… how can they use the internet when they're so retarded? Our anthem is beautiful. It's damn hard, but it fits to our country, and if they change it, I'm going to rebel.
Kölcsey and Erkel did a great work on it, and it's a shame that some Hungarians think it's too old and stupid and awful.I need to calm down...
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I can't judge that yet, Renata. I'll check for myself…...
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Wow! Changing of a national anthem is just…. Lame.
Who exactly is Mumbo?
It's OFFICIAL, UsoppXNami 4ever.
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Somebody commented he/she would gladly sing the German or Russian anthem instead… I almost punched my monitor... luckily I'm dead tired...
I'm actually afraid... what if they will change our anthem? I will cry that's for sure. But I hope that can't happen... -
Well it can.
Maybe they would use the austro-hungarian anthem again ? :ninja:
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@No:
Well it can.
Maybe they would use the austro-hungarian anthem again ? :ninja:
Nope.
This is our anthem, and for a true Hungarian, it'll stay that way.
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What can I say about the anthem of Hungary??
Majestic.In Brazil there is a certain selflessly for the national anthem, most people only know the first 2 sentences.
I don´t think that our anthem is the best in the world (russia, germany, israel and south africa are the best for me)
but I respect him and I think it describes my country well.About Hungary…unpatriotic shit.
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What can I say about the anthem of Hungary??
Majestic.In Brazil there is a certain selflessly for the national anthem, most people only know the first 2 sentences.
I don´t think that our anthem is the best in the world (russia, germany, israel and south africa are the best for me)
but I respect him and I think it describes my country well.About Hungary…unpatriotic shit.
What ?
Also, it's your fault for what you did to Dom Pedro
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The last, duh.
You know I have a disposition towards azure colored blood.
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what you talking about ?
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This man :P
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I know him!
But
@No:What ?
Also, it's your fault for what you did to Dom Pedro
What ??
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The lack of patriotism :ninja:
Mostly I'm just trying to lighten the matter :P
