I'm tired of this weather on the East Coast. Think I should punch Mother Nature in her ovaries.
Post How Your Day Was..
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So I was minding my own business in class when I heard a half-sentence: "….crucify Nolus" instead of Nolus they said my real name though
My class hates me C: I have to survive somehow.
I know it was probably a joke, but still….. I hope this won't evolve into something bigger...And all that because I was the only one who got an A for the latest maths test.
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And all that because I was the only one who got an A for the latest maths test.
Maths brings out the worst in people. Just like driving.
Seriously though, I'm sure there's no reason to be worried.
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Depends on the atmosphere , but it probably was rather meant as a joke
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@Nia:
Maths brings out the worst in people. Just like driving.
Seriously though, I'm sure there's no reason to be worried.
… probably.If all else fails keep hitting them with someone until they fall down.
That is of course, only if they somehow weren't kidding. Which they were.
…..Maybe.
;P
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At the moment I enjoy feeling good about myself as I'm a good student. So far I have 5As (German, english, ethics, sports and constructions) and 1 C (sewing…).
I'm just telling myself how awesome I am until I get my midterms back next week. Which will lower my current status deeply :'DA teacher told us today that our math midterm is averaged with 3,6. Which basically means that I can abandon all hope of a B. It's most likely a C or worse. Yay.
And as I was able to take a look at the grading of my sewing midterm (:ninja:) I know it's not gonna be better than a C or worse either.
And I guess my other two midterms will be Bs at max. So yeah.Enjoying myself as long as reality will hit me next week and I'll fall into depression again :'D
On a side note: I catched a cold.
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@Nia:
Maths brings out the worst in people. Just like driving.
Seriously though, I'm sure there's no reason to be worried.
… probably.@metteminne:
Depends on the atmosphere , but it probably was rather meant as a joke
They aren't going to crucify me for real, that's for sure, but still, they mostly hate me so I wouldn't be surprised if the verbal abuse would continue.
Although they're just dogs barking without any muscle behind it all.
Still, it weirded me out.
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Got the new Pokemon game (hey, don't judge me) and a much-needed jacket. One of mine has a broken zipper.
And also, my area got plenty of snow last night, but the brunt of it seems to be gone now. As a favor, I even removed the ice and snow from my mother's car.
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I have a C++ lab due tomorrow. I really don't want to do it. Not after all the hours I spent earlier this week busting my ass on the project that's also due.
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Three people today said I looked like the woman from the short at the beginning of Wreck-it Ralph. I think it's titled Paperman.
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I can see it.
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Today was a typical hard day. the suns blazing down, the flies are here in numbers, and ive got a half smoked rolley hangin out my mouth. somewhere within a ten meter radius is a lamb and two dogs at any given time of the day.
I look middle eastern from the sand and dust gathered on my sweat clad face. its busy, unusual and somewhat too quiet at times, but it makes the perfect scenery for reflection and some deep thought processing.
Will i be out of touch with the modern world when i return or will i have discovered a few simply truths that'll make me gel well with everyone around me.
If this post had a title it would have been "confessions of a castaway".
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I just CAN'T, what is this fucking shit.
I somehow got through the lecture, silently bawling my eyes out, and when it was finally time to meet up with a friend who I had hoped could lend me a shoulder, I got a text message from her, saying she had to leave early because SHE had been about to cry. For similar reasons.
This day is awful.
This whole month has been awful and it keeps getting progressively worse for EVERYONE.–- Update From New Post Merge ---
Oh, semi-good news: My mom finally met the woman whose cat attacked me a month ago.
She immediately started apologizing like crazy and actually payed for the hospital costs and all that right away (we HAVE insurance, so all in all it was only 70 bucks for 3 days). That was sweet of her. -
Not gonna whine.
Just gonna mention this: is there anyone in the world who ate prepackaged seaweed with mayonaise and liked it ?
Also…..I'm kinda disillusioned by....food. I'm just not finding any new flavours or stimuli.
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I've spent half of the day with that boy I love.
'twas awesome. Once again, I have an indescribable feeling inside of me. Probably because I managed to get something heavy off my chest. I finally told him it'd be nice if we were dancing together in the uhm… whatdoyoucallit... uhmm... a big even connected to graduation, but it's different than that (we'll have that in March).
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I've spent half of the day with that boy I love.
'twas awesome. Once again, I have an indescribable feeling inside of me. Probably because I managed to get something heavy off my chest. I finally told him it'd be nice if we were dancing together in the uhm… whatdoyoucallit... uhmm... a big even connected to graduation, but it's different than that (we'll have that in March).
!!! What did he say?! :DD
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@Nia:
!!! What did he say?! :DD
I was so surprised I actually dared to say it to him, so I was blushing all over and started explaining like "You dance so well! The guy whom I dance with isn't that great, but you're awesome at this etcetcetc". He was smiling and said that he got some leading roles in the dance (I have no idea if this makes any sense) because the teacher already knew him and all C:
Unfortunately, I can't dance with him since the pairs are already decided and so on.
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I was so surprised I actually dared to say it to him, so I was blushing all over and started explaining like "You dance so well! The guy whom I dance with isn't that great, but you're awesome at this etcetcetc". He was smiling and said that he got some leading roles in the dance (I have no idea if this makes any sense) because the teacher already knew him and all C:
Unfortunately, I can't dance with him since the pairs are already decided and so on.
Aw, you must've been as red as a tomato!
Too bad you can't dance with him, but at least he seemed receptive to the idea.
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Aw, you must've been as red as a tomato!
Too bad you can't dance with him, but at least he seemed receptive to the idea.
My only hope is that after the waltz itself is done, I think there'll be half an hour when fathers/mothers etc can dance with their children or something like that. Maybe then, for a few minutes… but I'm not so sure. But it'd be greatest thing ever.
Also I think with that "confession" of mine, I told him more. There was something in his smile. Or I'm just seeing things...
Argh, I won't see him till Monday D: I'm starting to hate weekends.
What am I saying? Truly I must be sick. Love-sick, heheeheee~~ -
My only hope is that after the waltz itself is done, I think there'll be half an hour when fathers/mothers etc can dance with their children or something like that. Maybe then, for a few minutes… but I'm not so sure. But it'd be greatest thing ever.
Well….when you see your chance, you have to swoop in and take it!
Although here's a nasty thought.....do you know if somebody else wants to dance with him?
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Well….when you see your chance, you have to swoop in and take it!
Although here's a nasty thought.....do you know if somebody else wants to dance with him?
Like a hawk!!
That is a valid question. I'm honestly not so sure about that, but that's because he's so damned kind with everyone and girls in my class love to take advantage of him (quite funny actually. Everyone copies the history homework from him and at class, he's constantly hearing back his own sentences from every classmate, hehe. We even started to smile at each other when this happens while whispering: "This sounds familiar" or "I see he/she got your homework". Then, we bend a little close to each other to not to speak too loudly and still understand the other.).
What was I saying? Oh yeah, the girls in class. Well, even though he's popular in a homework and other help matter, he's no ladies-man (which is good), I don't think anyone other than me has feelings towards him. -
Yeah… Some of you might remember my attraction to my best friend.
After drinking a bit last night he revealed that he's homophobic. Very surprising, considering he's pretty touchy feely for a guy. I actually thought I might have had a shot for a bit. Oh well. -
Yeah… Some of you might remember my attraction to my best friend.
After drinking a bit last night he revealed that he's homophobic. Very surprising, considering he's pretty touchy feely for a guy. I actually thought I might have had a shot for a bit. Oh well.Oh, Kefka, I'm so, so sorry :(
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@Nia:
Oh, Kefka, I'm so, so sorry :(
enormous hugAww, thanks. I appreciate it. To be honest I'm not that disappointed at the moment I'll probably be depressed later though.
It's not like my life is over though. There's loads of guys out there! :)
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Aww, thanks. I appreciate it. To be honest I'm not that disappointed at the moment I'll probably be depressed later though.
It's not like my life is over though. There's loads of guys out there! :)
That's the spirit! :D
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Like a hawk!!
That is a valid question. I'm honestly not so sure about that, but that's because he's so damned kind with everyone and girls in my class love to take advantage of him (quite funny actually. Everyone copies the history homework from him and at class, he's constantly hearing back his own sentences from every classmate, hehe. We even started to smile at each other when this happens while whispering: "This sounds familiar" or "I see he/she got your homework". Then, we bend a little close to each other to not to speak too loudly and still understand the other.).
What was I saying? Oh yeah, the girls in class. Well, even though he's popular in a homework and other help matter, he's no ladies-man (which is good), I don't think anyone other than me has feelings towards him.Hm. You know, it's a really good thing that he's so kind and generous with other students. People always underrate the good guys. I actually think I fall into his description (in high school, I remember giving out homework all the time, and I was sometimes awkward around pretty girls)
But at least it's all and only you. Good luck!
Aww, thanks. I appreciate it. To be honest I'm not that disappointed at the moment I'll probably be depressed later though.
It's not like my life is over though. There's loads of guys out there! :)
As the saying goes…."there's plenty of fish in the sea".
Tho it sucks to hear that about your friend, Kefka :(
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They have The Hobbit themed meals at Denny's. It is glorious.
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Aww, thanks. I appreciate it. To be honest I'm not that disappointed at the moment I'll probably be depressed later though.
It's not like my life is over though. There's loads of guys out there! :)
This so true. I haven't realized it till some time ago. Just had to open my eyes~
Anyways, I hope you'll be okay! Stay strong!
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Hm. You know, it's a really good thing that he's so kind and generous with other students. People always underrate the good guys. I actually think I fall into his description (in high school, I remember giving out homework all the time, and I was sometimes awkward around pretty girls)
But at least it's all and only you. Good luck!
I'm actually kinda the opposite. I only give my homework to maybe two people (the others whom I would give it always write it themselves). I can't help it, I'm proud of my work and I don't want to work for others especially if they say I'm lesbian because I'm not girly.
I envy that kind of generosity though. Makes it a whole easier to be accepted.
Thanks :)
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I'm actually kinda the opposite. I only give my homework to maybe two people (the others whom I would give it always write it themselves). I can't help it, I'm proud of my work and I don't want to work for others especially if they say I'm lesbian because I'm not girly.
I envy that kind of generosity though. Makes it a whole easier to be accepted.
Thanks :)
Every time you say something about your classmates I feel this nagging urge to burn down your whole school.
I can't imagine why.
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@No:
Every time you say something about your classmates I feel this nagging urge to burn down your whole school.
I can't imagine why.
Most of them are, especially the girls. Mainly because I'm so different and don't give away my homework literally every day from every imaginable subject (except PE and Music, because we don't get homework from those teachers).
Only half a year, only half a year, gotta keep going…
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I'm actually kinda the opposite. I only give my homework to maybe two people (the others whom I would give it always write it themselves). I can't help it, I'm proud of my work and I don't want to work for others especially if they say I'm lesbian because I'm not girly.
Well, most of the time I didn't want to (I try not to help people take the easy way out), but some people honestly needed help. I just couldn't say no. And of course I did it to help out my friends, because it's a two way street!
I envy that kind of generosity though. Makes it a whole easier to be accepted.
I agree, but sometimes I wish I was a little less generous. Some people like to take advantage of that.
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Most of them are, especially the girls. Mainly because I'm so different and don't give away my homework literally every day from every imaginable subject (except PE and Music, because we don't get homework from those teachers).
Only half a year, only half a year, gotta keep going…
By the way, I'd be nagging you for help in stuff like math alot. Mainly because High school math curricula, at least around here, feel more like the sacred coda of a freemason lodge more then anything.
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To continue with my earlier post, I actually had my first drunken night last night. Never been drunk before that. It was surprisingly fun, though kinda difficult. I don't really like beer or wine, so I had to focus on various mixed drinks. Very sweet mixed drinks.
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I always helped out everyone - except the people I didn't like, obviously. It kinda sucks that they had access to my homework anyway (they just asked some of the people I showed it to), but oh well.
Teachers aren't stupid; they know who's actually good and who isn't. During oral/written exams, the truth always comes out, and I NEVER allowed anyone to cheat on something that would get graded. shrugsHaha, but oh boy, the more I like someone, the more I'm willing to be used and abused.
I'm so glad I have a crush on a humble person. -
Well, most of the time I didn't want to (I try not to help people take the easy way out), but some people honestly needed help. I just couldn't say no. And of course I did it to help out my friends, because it's a two way street!
I agree, but sometimes I wish I was a little less generous. Some people like to take advantage of that.
Thing is, my friends usually do the homework~ Or they write it in the school by themselves. I do that sometimes in fact.
That is true. I tried to warn him about this, but I guess it's too late for that. It won't hurt him anyway, it can be a source of some easy laughs: "You should ask for money for all that homework you give" "Hmm… for maths, let's say, 20 dollars, for history 15" He even accepts credit cards now, hehehe :D
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@Nia:
I always helped out everyone - except the people I didn't like, obviously. It kinda sucks that they had access to my homework anyway (they just asked some of the people I showed it to), but oh well.
Teachers aren't stupid; they know who's actually good and who isn't. During oral/written exams, the truth always comes out, and I NEVER allowed anyone to cheat on something that would get graded. shrugsHaha, but oh boy, the more I like someone, the more I'm willing to be used and abused.
I'm so glad I have a crush on a humble person.I immediately thought of Euronics when you said that. Like immediately.
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Thing is, my friends usually do the homework~ Or they write it in the school by themselves. I do that sometimes in fact.
That is true. I tried to warn him about this, but I guess it's too late for that. It won't hurt him anyway, it can be a source of some easy laughs: "You should ask for money for all that homework you give" "Hmm… for maths, let's say, 20 dollars, for history 15" He even accepts credit cards now, hehehe :D
Hahaha, I definitely remember people offering me money to do assignments for them.
But I always turned them down. My pride wouldn't let me accept. XD
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@No:
I immediately thought of Euronics when you said that. Like immediately.
… I don't get it XD
I mean, I know Euronics is an electronics store, and I know their slogan ("best of electronics"), but ... yeah, I don't get it XD -
@No:
By the way, I'd be nagging you for help in stuff like math alot. Mainly because High school math curricula, at least around here, feel more like the sacred coda of a freemason lodge more then anything.
That's okay. My friends usually use me as an English-Hungarian dictionary~ I even offered to help that boy in preparing for the oral exam. Also in maths, because somehow, even if I don't like it, I somehow understand it better than most of the class.
@Nia:I always helped out everyone - except the people I didn't like, obviously. It kinda sucks that they had access to my homework anyway (they just asked some of the people I showed it to), but oh well.
Teachers aren't stupid; they know who's actually good and who isn't. During oral/written exams, the truth always comes out, and I NEVER allowed anyone to cheat on something that would get graded. shrugsHaha, but oh boy, the more I like someone, the more I'm willing to be used and abused.
I'm so glad I have a crush on a humble person.I know this feeling. I guess it's just a very good feeling when someone you care about says "Thank you" and gives you a smile~
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@Nia:
… I don't get it XD
I mean, I know Euronics is an electronics store, and I know their slogan ("best of electronics"), but ... yeah, I don't get it XDI meant to say Eurythmics :P
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Hahaha, I definitely remember people offering me money to do assignments for them.
But I always turned them down. My pride wouldn't let me accept. XD
Wow, that's strange :D My classmates would never offer money. Or anything for that matter. The only thing you get is that they'll be copying your homework for the rest of your life…...........
Or till the end of high-school~
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I know this feeling. I guess it's just a very good feeling when someone you care about says "Thank you" and gives you a smile~
Heh, well, my crush is one of those people that has a hard time saying "thank you" when they really mean it/to people they're close to.
At least she smiles often - like, non-stop XD -
That's okay. My friends usually use me as an English-Hungarian dictionary~ I even offered to help that boy in preparing for the oral exam. Also in maths, because somehow, even if I don't like it, I somehow understand it better than most of the class.
I know this feeling. I guess it's just a very good feeling when someone you care about says "Thank you" and gives you a smile~
I just imagined them pulling you out of their backpack during English class XD
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@No:
I meant to say Eurythmics :P
Oooooooh. Now that makes more sense XD
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Hahaha, I definitely remember people offering me money to do assignments for them.
But I always turned them down. My pride wouldn't let me accept. XD
I would so do this if I had the chance. Maybe because I never got pocket money…..or a summer job, outside of the one I never got payed for. Maybe.
But thing is, History/Literature dealt with so little a year that my actualy working on it would be ultimately pointless.
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@Nia:
Heh, well, my crush is one of those people that has a hard time saying "thank you" when they really mean it/to people they're close to.
At least she smiles often - like, non-stop XDThat's a good thing.
Cause all I really need is a smile smile smile~~
@No:I just imagined them pulling you out of their backpack during English class XD
That's my only purpose at English classes, for real :D
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Wow, that's strange :D My classmates would never offer money. Or anything for that matter. The only thing you get is that they'll be copying your homework for the rest of your life…...........
Or till the end of high-school~
Something to joke about at my future high school reunion, I guess?
@Nia:
Heh, well, my crush is one of those people that has a hard time saying "thank you" when they really mean it/to people they're close to.
At least she smiles often - like, non-stop XDSometimes actions work better than words.
A smile's just one of those things I think are very rewarding.
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That's a good thing.
Cause all I really need is a smile smile smile~~
That's my only purpose at English classes, for real :D
Where can I buy me a Nolus then ? My exams are coming up :P
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That's a good thing.
Cause all I really need is a smile smile smile~~
Aaaaaw, now that made me smile :D
Sometimes actions work better than words.
A smile's just one of those things I think are very rewarding.
Definitely. I don't care HOW anyone expresses happiness - as long as they're happy, I'll be happy.
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@No:
Where can I buy me a Nolus then ? My exams are coming up :P
For only 1.999 dollars +shipping, you can have your very own N.O.L.U.S.
Better than the Oxford dictionary and also offers interactive maths help!
Feed her tea and meat, has to be washed once a week.
@Nia:Aaaaaw, now that made me smile :D
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