ok. I haven't frequented ap for a while. i kinda wanted to vent too.
! I've become incredibly depressed lately and distant from my friends. my relationship with my parents has practically totally deteorated. Repeatly they've called me a failure since i've been little. For our senoir retreat, they sent me a letter telling me that they wish they never had me. i just sat there and cried. others were deeply touched by what their parents had to say, and i got that. i've also felt pretty terrible about myself as a person. i'm 17 and i've never been in a relationship. I see my friends endlessly get in and out of them and i'm left alone. I know i have time to meet someone but it makes me feel like shit to know that. i've dealt with these things for a while and most of my friends have just given up on me. And the one thing that usually helps me vent, songwriting, I've been in a total block lately. Huh ok thats it. thanks to whoever read this.