Skimming through my social contacts, there are only three to four people (and about the last one I’m not quite sure) who I would call my only true and real friends.
Ironically I met my best friend, who I really could call my soulmate, on the internet. She lived two hours away from my hometown; we talked every day, met us at least once per month and nowadays she lives in my hometown. This year we are going to move in together with another friend of us. Can’t believe it is almost 9 years since our first meeting.
Really, we went through every shit and our first years weren’t all sparkly and fun – most of the time we yelled at each other and fight over the trivial things, even our parents didn’t understand why we were still friends, but there were also beautiful times and we got it together, for the sake of our friendship. Should mention that we both had a hard time at this time.
I’m not good in making new contacts. I need my time before I warm up to people, but when I warm up, they always tell me I’m a very lively person.
I blame my past experience for being a cautious person, but sometimes I’m very contradictory myself. Heck, even though I’m very careful and suspicious, I end up gullible sometimes, which it shows itself when I’m being TOO kind =/
But yeah, even though I know some guys, they aren’t the people, which I would call friends or important in the slightest, like the people I really care about. It’s just acquaintanceship, you share some interests and have a fun time, but nothing more.