I still sleep with a Daffy Duck plushie. I could never part with such pure awesomeness.
Confession Session - LOCK THIS THREAD
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Kinda embarrassing, but I have a box full of some of my mother's old books and knick-knacks. I packed them away not long after she died, and they still smell of her and her perfume. Sometimes, I like to browse through that box and just breathe in her scent. Makes me feel close to her still, somehow.
That's so sweet :wub: .
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I very much enjoyed Avatar.
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I miss this place lately.
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I'm an adult and I still watch Nickelodeon and Disney.
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I find some of Justin Bieber's songs very dancing.
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I've got a confession…
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I've slept with a small pillow my mom made for me ever since I was a little kid. It was made right after my original which was given to me as a baby was destroyed by the washing machine (and I exploded into tears which wouldn't stop)
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About the sleeping with stuffed animals talk.
I have eight stuffed animals myself with which I sleep every night. (I usually stay completely still while sleeping so they stay in my embrace pretty well.) One of them is a Dalmatian dog that's over ten years old and has lost both its spots and nose, but it was given to me by my deceased father so I cherish it even now. And one is a ten-year-old teddy bear that was given to me in his funeral. The rest are… I should take a pic I guess.
But yeah, every night.
I'm supposed to be 21. :ninja:
(I even took the Dalmatian to England with me when I went to stay there for half a year. Something to remind me of home.)
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i think i might be getting addicted to cocaine. not in the wake up in the morning thinking like man i want some coke type of addiction. but whenever i know i'm going to be drinking a lot i always pick up an 8ball.
years ago i once myspace stalked some girl for a few months. eventually we hooked up a couple times, but noway did i tell her i was stalking her.
i think my ex girlfriend got an abortion and never told me she did or that she was pregnant. it bothers me to this day, but i can't really describe what emotion i'm feeling
got into manga and anime when i was 18. im 26 now, one piece is the only series ive watched or read in 4 years now. all of these manga jokes referring to other series go way over my head on this board
not really embarrassed that i watched or read anime/manga but its not something i jus share with people. maybe i am iono. only one other person in real life knows that i do.
i know so much useless knowledge concerning basketball and the nba. its really just a waste of time really.
i haven't bought an audio cd in 3 years. i used to be big about 'supporting the artist' but now i just say fuck it
at 21, i thought when i was 26 my life would be completely different than the way it looks now.
i still get mad when people call house music, ''trance''. i guess that shit dont matter anymore, music is getting more difficult to categorize these days
i hate trance music. i do like house.
one of my best friend is currently dating some girl i hooked up with 4 years ago. i struggle with the idea that i should tell him or not. id rather him hear it from me than her, but i know she wont say anything. or does that even matter?
im typing a bunch of things, hoping spoilers would be out by the time i finished
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No, Jerk should be shown as the douche he is in front of everybody. Has One Piece really thought you guys nothing? Sticking to your dream/goal? Don't give up? You think im about to stop because some guy is calling me annoying? or a "bad poster" oh my god. Im so offended im the bad poster of 2010. Why don't you guys grow up first? I guarantee you that Jerk has caused more people to be annoyed in 1 month then i have in all the months i have been here. So far i have loved the community, but when it comes to this guy. I will say or do anything to get rid of him off these forums. His words, ways, and what he says just annoys me. You know what Rayleigh would do? Drink Sake! But i can't im too young, so ill do what any over cocky marine would do, annoy you till i win.
(Copy pasted from a argument i had in a thread)
(Jerk = Jerk Disease
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confessions part 3
had a buddy who worked for some distribution company, and he gave me approximately 500 dvd's of porn of all different ethnicities, stories, scenarios. i threw a party and got super drunk one night, and brought them out and said 'merry christmas'. i woke up the next morning and there was only like 50 dvds left and they were all black ones. i loled
when i moved out into my own place 3-4 years ago, i didn't realize how much energy it took to cook food every night. i either went broke from eating out all of the time, or went starving from being too lazy to cook and go grocery shopping
my (asian) parent's friends always try or want me to meet their daughters. im so sick of this shit, but next time i get asked im just gonna say yes.
the best part about living alone isnt the quiet or feeling of independence.. it's being able to smoke a cigarette everytime im on the toilet.
this one girl i knew when we were kids, i think we had a crush on each other when we were 15-16 but it was mad awkward because we weren't sure if we were related.
the internet probably ruined my life and my childhood.
@silversraleigh should just calm down, who gives a fuck
the only reason why i registered was because they stopped letting guests view spoilers. and now im posting too. oh lord.
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I use smilies in Skype chats.
I actually do.
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No, Jerk should be shown as the douche he is in front of everybody. Has One Piece really thought you guys nothing? Sticking to your dream/goal? Don't give up? You think im about to stop because some guy is calling me annoying? or a "bad poster" oh my god. Im so offended im the bad poster of 2010. Why don't you guys grow up first? I guarantee you that Jerk has caused more people to be annoyed in 1 month then i have in all the months i have been here. So far i have loved the community, but when it comes to this guy. I will say or do anything to get rid of him off these forums. His words, ways, and what he says just annoys me. You know what Rayleigh would do? Drink Sake! But i can't im too young, so ill do what any over cocky marine would do, annoy you till i win.
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confessions part 4
sometimes i'll google aim or bbm names to see what pops up. you can see what your friends do online. that shit is mad creepy and stalkerish though. i've made sure people cant do the same to me
no matter if im on my phone, or on a computer, i cant stand having someone look over my shoulder to see what im doing.
i got my browser settings to always delete history and cookies whenever i exit. its not like i look at porn sites or anything, i just like it that way
i got a friend who never locked his phone, and he'd leave voicemails at odd hours, or wake me up in the middle of the night. i posted his phone number on craigs list under m4m just to get back at him.
the reason i live alone is cause i did the room mate thing and he annoyed the shit out of me. he was somewhat my friend but that didnt change the fact he was an annoying dude to live with.
i would buy bars of soap and purposely not use it to see if he'd be on my shit. i think he was a constant masturbator cause the toilet rolls would always go so fast. i used to have to hide that shit in my room and only put one roll in the bathroom at a time.
i used to do the online social network things, but it made me hate people i know, so i removed it.
what annoyed me the most were girls who kept proclaiming how much they love their life and how much they loved their friends everyday. don't get me wrong, im very happy with my life. something about it is just irritating as hell
if you believe it or not, im actually a big reader, but my spelling and grammar is trash. i'm only articulate and eloquent as the people i'm around. here in this thread i'm around that silvers raleigh dude. waaahh
instead of putting more into my 401k i spend roughly 500-600 on alcohol every month
i should have seen more of the world by now, but the only thing i usually do to get away is to go to vegas every two months
ive never blacked out from drinking, or have gone through a period where i don remember anything from being intoxicated, so im pretty intolerable to women who get that way.
this is just me being stubborn but i hate chasing women. these girls like the power of control and i refuse to give it to them. i usually just be cool and they gravitate toward me. probably why i havent been in a serious relationship lasting longer than a year and change but fuck it
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@Bynums: You have a wealth of experience.
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@uncle_kenny i only posted more stuff because i didn't want my only thread to go down as a breast feeding/ am i still catholic thread
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Well, regarding the breastfeeding:: I don't think mothers should have their child get used to their mother's milk. My sister(who's had 5 children) had her most recent baby drink her milk for two days, then she started using formula. It makes sense, because I've seen kids who drink their mother's milk at age 7 or 8. O_o
And about the stuffed animals:: I have a lot of them on my bed. They have a lot of great memories, like one, this yellow bear, I got it about 4 years ago at a Sams Club. There was this woman who was great at the claw machine. She had gotten two bears(one yellow and one white) but she didnt want them so she gave them to me and my sister. We still fight over which one belongs to who.
And now confessionals:: I rarely ever sleep in my bed. Its not that it's not comfortable its just, well, when I was younger, I read very late. And I always wanted to keep the light on. But my sister wanted the light off. So I started sleeping on the couch on the living room. Now I guess its just become a habit.
I'm always indecisive. Im always trying to be friends with everyone so I can't really make up my mind on things.
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@bynums;
some of those aren't really confessions.
"i got my browser settings to always delete history and cookies whenever i exit. its not like i look at porn sites or anything, i just like it that way"
okay?
lol
! for my own… I'm 22 next month, and from the ages of 17-20 I really regret a lot of what I was up to, because I could have prepared myself a lot more for my future. I wasn't thinking ahead, was doing too many drugs and going to too many parties, even though I would constantly hear "oh, I had no idea you did (blank). You always did so well in school." Problem is, I never did an extracurricular activites. Never applied to any colleges. Wasted a TON of money I could have right now. Made a lot of stupid mistakes teenagers make but I was smart enough to see I was making them but really could care less. It frustrates me sometimes because I did do extremely well in highschool, because I have high expectations of myself, but then I never did anything with it so it felt like a waste.
! Finally at 20 I got my shit together, sobered up (for the most part), went to film school, and turned my life around. I'm now doing what I love and even though I've lost some great people I wish I had been better to along with way, I feel like I know myself a lot better and have come to accept my pros and my cons. So I'm on the better side of it all now.edit: and about breastfeeding in public- go for it ladies! whip those titties out. just don't get all pissy when you catch me staring.
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Well, regarding the breastfeeding:: I don't think mothers should have their child get used to their mother's milk. My sister(who's had 5 children) had her most recent baby drink her milk for two days, then she started using formula. It makes sense, because I've seen kids who drink their mother's milk at age 7 or 8. O_o
Oh yeah, throw all the scientific studies made about the benefits of mothermilk through the window. Let's all use formula cause …euh.. cause Sky's sister does so.
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@Sky:
Well, regarding the breastfeeding:: I don't think mothers should have their child get used to their mother's milk. My sister(who's had 5 children) had her most recent baby drink her milk for two days, then she started using formula. It makes sense, because I've seen kids who drink their mother's milk at age 7 or 8. O_o
You have? That's pretty unusual. especially in most developed western countries. We have a hard time getting most women to breastfeed past the first 6 months here.
And seriously, switching to formula after 2 days is the only and best possible solution you can imagine to get a child to stop sipping breastmilk? The mom has no say in what happens to her body and how long she'll go along with breastfeeding if her kid is "used to" the breast milk?
I'm sure your sister is a lovely person, and had her reasons for her choices, but I highly doubt that a fear of not being able to wean her child before the age of 7 or 8 would have been one, or at the least, it wouldn't have been one of the more valid reasons, anyway. Perhaps it would be best, if you want to continue to make comments about it, if you read up on the topic from reliable sources a little more. Breast milk is the perfect food for babies, of course, since mother nature designed it that way, but we live in an age where formulas are out there and are of relatively good quality, so woman have choices. More power to that, especially at a time like now where more and more parents have to work full time alongside their partners to support their familes, not to mention all the different sorts of families there are where breastfeeding just isn't an option to begin with. Coming up with bogus reasons not to breastfeed really isn't, or shouldn't be, necessary.
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Yeah, sorry Sky. That was kind of retarded. Kinda really.
Just because there's oddballs that breastfeed on MTV tv shows at 7 years old doesn't we should disregard nature.
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Here's some pretty heavy shit, I hope you're ready for it.
I like popcorn balls.
Sometimes I steal leaves from plants in the garden sections of big box stores. Just one leaf per plant. I slice it off with my fingernail and put it in my pocket and take it home, then put it in the correct conditions for it to grow into a new plant.
I don't drive because I tend to fall asleep while doing things and I'm afraid I'd doze off and smash the car into something.
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No, Jerk should be shown as the douche he is in front of everybody. Has One Piece really thought you guys nothing? Sticking to your dream/goal? Don't give up? You think im about to stop because some guy is calling me annoying? or a "bad poster" oh my god. Im so offended im the bad poster of 2010. Why don't you guys grow up first? I guarantee you that Jerk has caused more people to be annoyed in 1 month then i have in all the months i have been here. So far i have loved the community, but when it comes to this guy. I will say or do anything to get rid of him off these forums.
You can blubber all you want about being verbally raped by Zephos, but at the end of the day he's contributed some of the greatest posts on this board. Its not often you see someone with style & intellect of this calibre.
In short he's a rare nigga.
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No, Jerk should be shown as the douche he is in front of everybody. Has One Piece really thought you guys nothing? Sticking to your dream/goal? Don't give up? You think im about to stop because some guy is calling me annoying? or a "bad poster" oh my god. Im so offended im the bad poster of 2010. Why don't you guys grow up first? I guarantee you that Jerk has caused more people to be annoyed in 1 month then i have in all the months i have been here. So far i have loved the community, but when it comes to this guy. I will say or do anything to get rid of him off these forums. His words, ways, and what he says just annoys me. You know what Rayleigh would do? Drink Sake! But i can't im too young, so ill do what any over cocky marine would do, annoy you till i win.
(Copy pasted from a argument i had in a thread)
(Jerk = Jerk Disease
hey gaiz i gots an confessin
1 time zephos got relly mad at me an called me nams liek moron, dolt, dong, dingus, an waste of oxygen so i got relly sad cuz he hurtz ma felings (I WUZ JUZT SAYIN MA OPINION) so i want zephos to be banned cuz he mad me cry at nite plz
an dats ma confesion
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@Cyan:
hey gaiz i gots an confessin
1 time zephos got relly mad at me an called me nams liek moron, dolt, dong, dingus, an waste of oxygen so i got relly sad cuz he hurtz ma felings (I WUZ JUZT SAYIN MA OPINION) so i want zephos to be banned cuz he mad me cry at nite plz
an dats ma confesion
You want a hug?
I have hugs for everyone.
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Lets try to resolve that problem.
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I'll take a hug
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@eerie yea i realized after a while i was just typing random streams of consciousness
i'm glad to see you got over your drug problem. i hope it wasnt something hardcore like tweakin, heroin. i been around drugs since i was 16, and i got no problems with social drugs like ecstasy and yayo, but tweaking is something i won't stand for. i'll immediately confront my friends if i know they're tweaking. its something that almost divided by family when i was younger.
defense wins championships.
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I never get the chance to apologize you many people on AP, mainly due to forgetting user-names, forgetting altogether, or this false impression that saying sorry ruins appearances…
That said, there's only 2 people I truly hate with burning passion here. Don't worry. It would be obvious once I explode to a point I ban myself... God forbid.
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so…. cough great..... thanks..... I.. love... passionate.... hugs... Drops Dead
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I try to turn the car off when there's a pause in the music. Same with the TV.
I seem to have OCD.
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I rarely sleep any more, used to be because i was to worried about school stuff but even now when i'm fairly zen about all that's going on i still can't get back to normal.
Not that never sleeping helped me get very much done school-wise, you just space out like a stoner and can't be bothered to even wash your plate after not sleeping for 48 hours.
Didnt really help when i read all about how not sleeping well is gonna kill you, what with me being a slight hypocondriac and all.
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I like To-Love-Ru.
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I confess that I only read this thread for any tantrums or clashes that might be had.
I'm waiting for the Zephos whiners to respond to see if the ten minutes I've just wasted was worth it.
Please, don't disappoint.
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That guy is Canadian, right?
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I rarely sleep any more, used to be because i was to worried about school stuff but even now when i'm fairly zen about all that's going on i still can't get back to normal…after not sleeping for 48 hours...
Didnt really help when i read all about how not sleeping well is gonna kill you...Chronic self-elimination? seems tough.
Every now and then I'm forced to pull an all nighter and I feel like sht, not been able to concentrate normally, having my eyes close unwillingly, zombie-walk, red eyes.Right now I should be working on an assignment due tomorrow (crap, it just became tomorrow: 12:00 am here), instead I've been putting it on hold so I can study for this Friday's final…
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I try to turn the car off when there's a pause in the music. Same with the TV.
I seem to have OCD.
That's okay lots of people have OCD, me included, it was pretty bad for a while (like 5th grade to 9th) don't know much school I missed till my meds got right, but those days are behind me now and i'm….. walkin on sunshine!!!!
and just got a big paper done two seconds ago too
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About the sleeping with stuffed animals talk.
I have eight stuffed animals myself with which I sleep every night. (I usually stay completely still while sleeping so they stay in my embrace pretty well.) One of them is a Dalmatian dog that's over ten years old and has lost both its spots and nose, but it was given to me by my deceased father so I cherish it even now. And one is a ten-year-old teddy bear that was given to me in his funeral. The rest are… I should take a pic I guess.
But yeah, every night.
I'm supposed to be 21. :ninja:
(I even took the Dalmatian to England with me when I went to stay there for half a year. Something to remind me of home.)
I'm 23. Hold no shame XD
I have 1 1/2 shelves in my closet stuffed with stuffed animals. About 1/2 of this collection was amassed in just the last few years. (plushes included: Gonzo, Wakko, Odie, 2 old-school carebears cheerbear and tugs, 2 popples punkster & punkidy, and a Yum-Yum amongst others) And yet with all that, I still have a few more which sit out in the room itself.
I still have a wall hanging my mother made for me when I was a baby. It's got teddy bears and birdies, it's so cuuuute
I slept with a rail on my bed until I was roughly 10 because I had a horrible habit of falling off the bed. I'm better now (thank god, cuz I sleep next to a sharp cornered nightstand)
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damn bynum… that's some juicy shit right there.
I've actually got a lot of confessions similar to yours, but I'll be damned if I post them in a forum where my real name and maybe even facebook could be found (this is stuff I've never told anyone; not even family or closest friends).
But to not make this post a complete waste, how about some lighter topics... let's see...
-I'm terribly embarrassed of my father (who is literally a toothless bum living on Venice Beach who I've met once) and a large part of my ambition in life comes from the desire to prove that genetics don't mean shit if you don't want them to. Interestingly enough though, any artistic talent I might have comes from my him.
-I seem to have a mental block where I simply can't be happy for others when they accomplish something. I'm admittedly a misanthrope, but this is true even with my closest friends. I think it comes from a lack of self-confidence; I see any accomplishment by anyone else as lowering myself a notch on some grand totem pole of success. Even if the accomplishment is in a field that I have nothing to do with, this unnatural jealousy arises. Of course I've learned to mask this and act "as if," but it's still a bit troubling. Hopefully finding success for myself in the long run will give me the confidence to respond appropriately to the success of others.
Case in point: I just found out today that a good friend got into Harvard Law. I should be happy and congratulatory, but my very first thought was, "Fuck. What am I doing with my life?"and to end on a slightly less serious note,
-I favor girls with meat on their bones. In an ideal world that wouldn't even be a "confession," but unfortunately fat is still a four-letter word in our society; especially at the college I attend, where superficiality reigns supreme in the form of laughably stereotypical frat bros and skinny, blonde sorority hos who actively set the standards for attractiveness.
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@CCC glad you can share some real things with us, i wasnt aware of a stuffed animal phenomenon we had here. but yea every website im registered to goes to an email address that no one knows about. im only bynums_kneecap on this website also. and try googling bynums kneecap anyways, theres hundred of laker related articles.. so good luck to anyone stalking me
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@CCC:
-I seem to have a mental block where I simply can't be happy for others when they accomplish something. I'm admittedly a misanthrope, but this is true even with my closest friends. I think it comes from a lack of self-confidence; I see any accomplishment by anyone else as lowering myself a notch on some grand totem pole of success. Even if the accomplishment is in a field that I have nothing to do with, this unnatural jealousy arises. Of course I've learned to mask this and act "as if," but it's still a bit troubling. Hopefully finding success for myself in the long run will give me the confidence to respond appropriately to the success of others.
Case in point: I just found out today that a good friend got into Harvard Law. I should be happy and congratulatory, but my very first thought was, "Fuck. What am I doing with my life?"I am this and more. Not only do I suffer from inappropriately placed Invidia, but whatever confidence I ever gain from something is easily shattered whenever I see someone better than me at work, or even having the privilege of doing something that I will never get to do.
Case in point: I love telling my stories, even if I can't do it consistently or as much as I want, but whenever I see someone do it better, with less effort, following some plot formula and possibly not giving a real crap about it, it convinces me that having the 'heart' to tell stories will be no good without learning some complex formula I can't comprehend, which sadly just feeds into my despair even more. My only hope is to somehow do my story justice with practice and nothing more.
The only upside in my case is that I can be happy for my friend, but on the downside even innocent comments from total strangers can bring me down like a house of cards. I don't show it because I'm practiced in not letting my emotions get the better in me (at least IRL), but it's still there and it's a major problem I have. -
That's something I really don't have, and seriously I avoid people who are like you. If you can't be happy with my succes, you ain't a real friend.
To want what it's best for yourself, for your friend; is what I call real friendship.
Seeking infinity, with all my affinities.
Finding truth, like a falling fruit, my ultimate finality.
Inside my being, the outside, all things; the finite leads the way.
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@mugiwara read the op brother, no judging here brother
defense wins championships.
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That's something I really don't have, and seriously I avoid people who are like you. If you can't be happy with my succes, you ain't a real friend.
To want what it's best for yourself, for your friend; is what I call real friendship.
That would be normal, except what CCC is implying here is that it's a personal weakness of his, which will nag him regardless of true friendship or not. Besides, I find that real friendship is doing what's best for your friend, and that's what he seems to be doing. He can't help being jealous, but that doesn't mean he wouldn't do what's right for his friends or do right by them. It just means that he has to handle his relationships a little differently than other people.
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I feel kinda sad that Zephos have given up his ambition. I have always thought he is an extraordinary man who could have accomplished more than just being a normal history teacher. At the same time I kinda wish he can become one of the best in the History field, and enjoy his life. I guess this means I am not like CCC and Cuddle.
To people who work on the same field as me, of course I want to surpass them. I want to beat Oda . Strangely, I feel really happy every time One Piece breaks a new record.
I think I am pretty confident. The bigger the challenge is, the more excited I feel.
When I heard Holy say NCD has cinematic structure, something I am pretty much clueless about, I feel really excited and think Zephos's really awesome, but at the same time want to beat NCD in every level.
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@Sea:
I feel kinda sad that Zephos have fallen out of love for art and story. I have always thought he is an extraordinary man who could have accomplished more than just being a normal history teacher. At the same time I kinda wish he can become one of the best in the History field.
Yeah, but here's the thing: Zephos himself said that part of the reason he fell out of love was because he had delusions of fame wrapped around his career choice, and as my favorite Creative Writing professor once harshly put, "If you get into writing…or ANYTHING with the intent of being famous, you have no business in that field. Especially if it's the creative field." And personally, I agree. I just didn't say it at the time because I didn't want to sound like I was starting a fight.
Besides, he said he was unhappy with that career choice, and so it really isn't all that sad to see him let go of it. He was probably happier when he abandoned it anyway, because some things just don't work out.Also, I wish Zephos luck in his field as well. Creativity can only get you so far, but I have to grudgingly admit that knowledge will get you farther, and Zephos is putting himself in a very advantageous position to distribute it.
Last thing: This is just from personal experience, but while it's alright to want to surpass NCD and Oda, what's most important is first living up to your own expectations. Even surpassing them, both of which I have done and not done (it's complicated.) Surpassing others won't really mean anything if you come out something that you're not satisfied with.
