Destined to Lose was my first and is my only song I've ever written.
Destined to Lose
_Waking up and seeing she's not there,
Waking up and seeing that; proof she didn't care,
You tried with all your might to keep the peace,
Yet you can't say you didn't enjoy that little release,
So, you stare in the mirror and believe it to be a lie,
She didn't even wake up to say goodbye.
Now as darkness takes you, nobody left to embrace,
One word to describe you: disgrace.
You're cold, you're alone and you need someone,
You can't ever comprehend what you've done,
Maybe it was the drugs, maybe it was the booze,
Whichever it was, you were destined to lose,
And now you're sitting in this fucked up state,
You can't turn back the clock now, it's far too late.
You feel the need for a drink, maybe a bong,
These addictions in life, like a classical song,
But it only seems to sink you to an all-time low,
So now, where will you go?
Out of money, out of luck,
This is your final warning: you're fucked!
Now as darkness takes you, nobody left to embrace,
One word to describe: disgrace.
You're cold, you're alone and you need someone,
You can't ever comprehend what you've done,
Maybe it was the drugs, maybe it was the booze,
Whichever it was, you were destined to lose,
And now you're sitting in this fucked up state,
You can't turn back the clock now, it's far too late.
You get in the car, turn the key,
You're taking the road towards your destiny,
You pass through a red light; not one but three,
On the fourth, you're not so lucky,
Ending with a body thumping on the screen,
Her face empty of life, this shouldn't have been,
Guilt rising, pulse racing, hand moving to the gun,
This is the end of the road: the setting of the sun.
Now as darkness takes you, nobody left to embrace,
One word to describe you: disgrace.
You're cold, you're alone and you need someone,
You can't ever comprehend what you've done,
Maybe it was the drugs, maybe it was the booze,
Whichever it was, you were destined to lose,
And now you're sitting in this fucked up state,
You can't turn back the clock now, this is your fate.
Your fate…
Too late...
Your fate...
Too late..._
Lovely… isn't it?
