I think that I'm turning straight, I mean I've known that something like this has been happening for almost a year now, it's probably been going on for much longer behind the scenes, but I just had an epiphany last night and now I'm pretty certain that's what's happening.
Maybe I'll never stop being attracted to women's bodies, but in terms of potential partners and the people who I turn absolutely fucking stupid around, it's starting to be men more and more. There have been a few times when I've gotten physically hot and bothered and my heart starts racing and I start talking about nothing and I have this goofy awkward smile going on, and I pray that my cheeks aren't red but I KNOW that they can tell and it's really fucking embarrassing. Especially considering my reputation, it's like my rep is going down the drain but I can't stop it from happening. Ugh. xD
Sexuality is a weird thing I go through phases where i'm more attracted to men than woman and vice versa. I wouldn't worry about it