You can express yourself with many more other things I believe.
Not here.
Thankfully, I'm going to get out of the house and be with my people today. c:
You can express yourself with many more other things I believe.
Not here.
Thankfully, I'm going to get out of the house and be with my people today. c:
Lol at that video~
Well, he's certainly single, but I don't know for sure if he's interested in love in any way.
Do you mean I should mention that to him? I think he's aware of it though he just keeps helping because that's how he is.
Thing is, I've known him for more than 3 years but only now I feel that I consciously want to be near him. Also, when I meant social I didn't mean he's like a popular kid at school, rather that he's nice with everyone (not like me, hehe), and can engage in a conversation more easily.Spoilered because it came out longer than I wanted~
! Also, something else I noticed that hasn't happened until lately: there's a girl in my class who constantly asks for help from him and such (which means she asks for the homework in almost every subject). It's the worst at French class. Wednesday, we had to practice a situation in pairs and the teacher assigned everyone according to where they sit (which sucks because at this class only I'm miles away from him) and so I prepared to be with either some other boy or that particular girl. When suddenly she exclaims: "I want to be with [that boy]!". Right in that moment, I felt so damn furious it surprised even me. Half an hour later, I was thinking about what has really happened. I couldn't think of anything. Why was I furious? What does that girl want with that boy? Do I really have to be concerned? It's not like she seems to be interested in him in that way, but still, what the hell?
! At least I have an ace up my sleeve~~ Two to be exact. I never ask for his homework (because I'm clever enough to do it by myself) and I offered to help him with English and he accepted it. That means possible more time to spend with him.
Also today, we only had 5 classes (till 1pm) but he had one more at about 2pm. I know this because I asked him as I wanted to go home with him (not like that hehe, we just live close so we can talk on the way and so) and then I asked what he was planning to do before his last class. He said he'd probably read and then I said: "Why don't we practice some English and French for the exams?" and he said okay. We had a really nice time, and it was proven to me yet again that I love intelligent guys and he is one.Unrelated, but my earrings arrived today and they're better than I expected them to be C: Yay!
I'm not even a jewelry person, I just have 3 earrings and a necklace
Oh heavens me… That sex robot got me in the mood for some delicious
…It seems like everything is going on the right track honestly :) You've made quite a few steps with him.
If all else fails, you can use your amulet to hypnotize him. (no sarcasm intended, I wore one of those "equilibrium" bracelets once, and placebo effect or not I did feel more lofty).
Since I can't particularly use earrings to express myself (especially for where I live, and if I chose to go the earring route I'd have to get ear gauges, ugh), I just use band T-shirts. Once I get to the point where I can make my own T-shirts by stencil, I will be a very happy guy.
It seems like everything is going on the right track honestly :) You've made quite a few steps with him.
If all else fails, you can use your amulet to hypnotize him. (no sarcasm intended, I wore one of those "equilibrium" bracelets once, and placebo effect or not I did feel more lofty).
I'll try and use every opportunity I can as wisely as possible~
I saw 'nail polish'
I used to be fine with it, then I watched District 9, and now I can't put anything on my nails in fear that if I use too much force to remove them like you need to, then… akjfhwkufthrw yeah
I had the perfect chance to talk to this girl that I like. She was just standing there as if she was waiting for someone after school and I just kept walking. I blew it. I used to occasionally talk to her last school year, but for some reason, I'm much more timid about these things now. She's a senior now, so… next time I'm definitely going to try harder to be braver. I'm just no good at talking to people anymore and it's so frustrating because I don't know why.
@No:
Does your doctor know your body consists of 87 % Adhesive Polymers and nitrocellulose ? That might be a significant factor in your slow recovery :ninja:
Ooooh. That might explain this then:
!
Maybe I should just cut down on the nail polish for a while.
:ninja:
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I had the perfect chance to talk to this girl that I like. She was just standing there as if she was waiting for someone after school and I just kept walking. I blew it. I used to occasionally talk to her last school year, but for some reason, I'm much more timid about these things now. She's a senior now, so… next time I'm definitely going to try harder to be braver. I'm just no good at talking to people anymore and it's so frustrating because I don't know why.
Good luck! I'm sure another opportunity like this will come sooner or later, and then you'll be ready for it!
I saw 'nail polish'
I used to be fine with it, then I watched District 9, and now I can't put anything on my nails in fear that if I use too much force to remove them like you need to, then… akjfhwkufthrw yeah
you remove nail polish with a liquid, you goof, it like melts off, you don't like grab ahold of the paint and just yank it off without anything else
Also nail polish is wicked fun, you can paint cool things on your nails and have like designs
My overly simple signature nails (that is to say the design I used repeatedly out of laziness since I got good at doing it fast and holy fuck I'm lazy at painting) used to be a dark solid color (i.e. a glittery maroon) and then painting a thin, asymmetrical X on them in the center (like a silver). it did its job.
You can paint pacman on them, stripes, anything really if you want to have fun with it. Doing solid color nailpolish is suuuper boring.
I had the perfect chance to talk to this girl that I like. She was just standing there as if she was waiting for someone after school and I just kept walking. I blew it. I used to occasionally talk to her last school year, but for some reason, I'm much more timid about these things now. She's a senior now, so… next time I'm definitely going to try harder to be braver. I'm just no good at talking to people anymore and it's so frustrating because I don't know why.
You choose…
Option #1: Talk to her...
Option #2: Walk away from her...
Option #3: "Stick it in"...
ITT: Holy teaches Zachri how to paint her nails.
@Nia:
Good luck! I'm sure another opportunity like this will come sooner or later, and then you'll be ready for it!
Thanks! I'd like to believe so and that I will have the confidence to do something.
@The:
You choose…
Option #1: Talk to her...
Option #2: Walk away from her...
Option #3: "Stick it in"...
Does "Stick it in" mean what I think it does, and if so, wouldn't that require the use of Option 1, as well?
An aside: a few hours ago I swallowed my first pill! I was stalling for some time and when I tried to swallow it the first time, I just couldn't and spit it back out. Then, in a moment of clarity, I put the pea-sized tablet in my mouth and drank it down with water. It made me so happy. And I'm going to need to do it twice a day if I want to make my acne dissapear. I'm fairly confident in my ability to do it again.
well ive been up for hours. the suns ragingly hot and i have too many animals to look after on top of the work ive got to do. plus this baby lamb im raising has started to go from the novel cute stage to a constant pain. then you have the horses that arent exactly behaving. all in all its going to be a long old day that im willing to blow off thanks to this new net connection.
Ordered some really cute purple shorts online, and they arrived … and I realize they're a bit too big T_T
Hopefully I can shrink them ...
@Manny: you can do it! Just imagine you're talking to any random person you normally talk to, convince yourself it's no big deal or something.
On Monday I started physical therapy (doctor's orders) to improve the muscles and connective tissues in my knees because of how shoddy they are. Monday was the summary, today was the first official session.
1st: To start me off, I was placed on a stationary bike set on a resistance of 3 for 5 minutes. Okay not too bad.
2nd: Next I was moved over to the hanging weights where a band was strapped to my ankle and I had to lift the weights with my leg 30 times each. I'm still good!
3rd: Then we move on to the calf exercises. My PT gets a 1/2 cylinder, placing the flat side down so the curved part faces up. He then instructs me to position my feet so my toes are on the makeshift ramp and my heels are on the ground. From there I am supposed to lift my entire body up onto my toes so my heels are in the air. I have to do this 30 times. First ten: "Okay! I can do this!" Second ten: "Oh crap this is starting to hurt." Third ten: "Okay, I honestly have no clue as to whether I'm even going up and down now."
4th: With calves now reduced to jello, I'm led over to the next machine. He instructs me to lie down on a sliding board and place my foot on the wall, from there I have to straighten my leg and move my entire body via the sliding board.
5th: Now he leads me to a chair. Yay break time! Nope. Now I've got an elastic band with a loop on each side for my ankles to go through. No time to catch my breath, I'm told to stand up again and crab walk to and fro with (you guessed it) 30 steps each direction.
6th: I'm led over to a bench. Break time now? Noooooooo. Now I get heavy weights strapped to my legs and I have to do 30 lifts with each leg.
7th: Finally! Break time for reals! He lays me down on a table and proceeds to play with my kneecaps asking if I feel any pain. Nope. I've been playing Ouji board with my kneecaps for years. I am immune.
8th: Are we done now? NOPE! Now I get another elastic band strapped to me! This time just one ankle and I have to do 30 lifts to the left and 30 to the right with each leg.
9th: Stretching! I get to stretch the cramp out of my legs from #3 now! Yes!
And I go home. And tomorrow I go to Tombstone with my niece. This should be interesting. If there are any stairs, I'm making my brother carry me down them.
damn mokenda im sorry to hear about all this agro. how long has it been like this, and further more how much work will it take to resolve or improve it?
@The:
you remove nail polish with a liquid, you goof, it like melts off, you don't like grab ahold of the paint and just yank it off without anything else
Also nail polish is wicked fun, you can paint cool things on your nails and have like designs
My overly simple signature nails (that is to say the design I used repeatedly out of laziness since I got good at doing it fast and holy fuck I'm lazy at painting) used to be a dark solid color (i.e. a glittery maroon) and then painting a thin, asymmetrical X on them in the center (like a silver). it did its job.
You can paint pacman on them, stripes, anything really if you want to have fun with it. Doing solid color nailpolish is suuuper boring.
I knooooooooooow.
You use the liquid and you rub that bitch til the shit comes off.
THAT is what I be worried about.
Though for similar reasons I can't wear fake nails or plasters near my nails. I just.
I can't even can.
damn mokenda im sorry to hear about all this agro. how long has it been like this, and further more how much work will it take to resolve or improve it?
My knees have give me troubles for years, probably since about 2000. It's mostly due to genetics, my mom has shoddy knees, my grandma had shoddy knees, etc.Right now the best thing I can do for them is the physical therapy, it's painful (mostly the toe lifts lol) but it's the best thing to help :)
This was most likely the millionth time I dreamt with that boy I sort of in love with now. No kidding. This time, I even wondered "What if this is just a dream? Nah, it's real this time!". Well, it wasn't dammit!
My day has been pretty slow due to rainy weather (which actually helps me to stay calm) and I revised almost every grammar things in my French books. Phew, lots of things, but at least, I kind of learnt some new ones which we skipped at that time because they weren't that necessary (at least for most of the class. For me they actually are important). Before going to bed, I'll heed my teachers words and look through every word in the vocabulary section of my books (that means roughly 17 pages filled with words and expressions).
Tomorrow, I'll look more into the grammatical stuff of my third book which we haven't finished at all. In fact, we only started the second lesson of it. So I'll see if there's any useful (useful for the intermediate exam) rules and such. Also, I'll look through some of the exam exercises we made at faculties.
On Monday, it is on. From 8am to 11am. My French teacher will come and see what will have been left of me by then, hahaha…
I'm actually kind of nervous even though I did every single (yes, every single) previous exam from 2005 to 2011 (that means two per year) except for the writing parts of which I've only done 2 or three because the lack of having someone to correct it during the summer. I know my most common mistakes: not paying attention to little details sometimes and making stupid slips.
Today i went out with my mate (N) and his fiance (L), along with 13 others, on a big pub crawl in the city (as a celebration for L's 18th birthday).
It was a really great night. I had 10 pints, some buffet food, and an awesome karaoke session.
Normally, i'm not the kind of person to go out for the sake of drinking, but i went anyway because N & L mean a lot to me and i wanted to make an effort.
When i said that to L she almost cried with happiness, lol.
Me and her had a heart-to-heart at one point where she told me just how much N respects me and considers me to be his only true friend.
We've known each other since junior school, so it doesn't surprise me at this point after all we've been through, but it's still an awesome thing to hear.
By the time i left, L was totally plastered.
If she wasn't getting another drink or trying to hug/kiss me and everyone else, she was acting like a maniac on the dance floor lol.
I hope that she enjoyed the night because i certainly did.
I saw Skyfall and I don't know how to live anymore.
I loved them.
I saw Skyfall and I don't know how to live anymore.
I loved them.
I saw it yesterday as well. It was truly amazing. I've never loved Javier Bardem more than now.
I saw Skyfall and I don't know how to live anymore.
I loved them.
Got back from Tombstone. I refuse to use my legs for a week.
Played in two Smash Bros tournaments today with my friend Erick. We played at a Marksville tournament and at Voodoo Smash on the Bayou. I got second in both and he got first in both. Been up since early this morning driving and playing at these tournaments.
Since he's the second best in the state and I'm the third best, the results were pretty expected. At the least, I beat the shit out of a bunch of other people. So it was pretty fun overall.
Spent the last two days on the other side of the country meeting a couple of online friends I hadn't seen in about year and a half, and had a blast. I really love traveling anywhere - it always feels so refreshing in comparison with your ordinary everyday life. Too bad the place was like any single guy's small apartment and in complete and utter chaos and disarray. I wanted to clean up the entire time, but it was too big a mess for me, and that would have been rude too.
They also made me download LoL, so I guess I'm going to be learning the ropes during the next few weeks. I have been avoiding it until now, but I have longed for a multiplayer game I could play with friends whenever I have some free time anyway.
Friend keeps texting me from MCM Expo (I think)
Wish I could go < / 3
ONE YEAR I SHALL!
but yiss…
Monday - not doing much 'cept visiting old primary cause they have a book fair and yeah there might be some intersting books there in the 'older' section... idk.
Tuesday - Christmas shopping with the sis
Rest of the week - idk, at some point I gotta do some work and some drawing XD
Oh dear god, yesterday was cold as FUCK all day! I was barely able to do much since I was spending most of the time trying to stay warm. Hell, I even had the heater turned all the way up high and that didn't do much.
The Sims: Medieval is surprisingly addicting.
And here comes Sandy. You'd think I'd experience less hurricanes compared to Houston, not more.
Having realy terrible back pains right now when I move too much. Not sure if I pinched a nerve or somehow overtaxed my muscles or something but it hurts pretty bad. And it's not cause of sitting infront of the computer bent over too much, the pain actualy comes from the right side of the back.
The Sims: Medieval is surprisingly addicting.
And here comes Sandy. You'd think I'd experience less hurricanes compared to Houston, not more.
Hope the storm doesn't cause a power outage in my area. Otherwise, I'll unleash MY wrath on the storm. lolz
Just sitting at home, waiting for Hurricane Sandy to rock my area.
But man, is it cold! I'm sitting with sweatpants and socks on.
Stay safe, all of you! Don't let Sandy bother you too much.
Just sitting at home, waiting for Hurricane Sandy to rock my area.
But man, is it cold! I'm sitting with sweatpants and socks on.
Dude, hope it goes alright. D:
@No:
Dude, hope it goes alright. D:
Well, I live in New York, and all of the weather reports have been saying heavy winds and a lot of rain (enough to cause flooding) for the next three days. Heh, the last time my town got a lot of rain…it leaked through the apartment. But since my room has been reinforced and repainted since then, I'm not too worried.
But it's probably gonna be bad. Both my sister's high school and my brother's college already called home to say Monday classes were canceled.
Thanks, though!
As long as Sandy stays away from us tea drinkers, I'm good…
but yes... I hope for everyones safety in the areas that are to be struck.
Well, I live in New York, and all of the weather reports have been saying heavy winds and a lot of rain (enough to cause flooding) for the next three days. Heh, the last time my town got a lot of rain…it leaked through the apartment. But since my room has been reinforced and repainted since then, I'm not too worried.
But it's probably gonna be bad. Both my sister's high school and my brother's college already called home to say Monday classes were canceled.
Thanks, though!
First I was reassured. Then I read on and I wasn't.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO FEEL !
So I just slept for like 11 hours and then immediately did algebra when I woke up. I had forgotten that the day before I promised my cousin that I would help her with her algebra homework. So I was thinking to myself, "Ah well, she's in high school, this shit is probably easy", looked at it and thought, "The fuck is this shit!?"
So I had to then proceed to study from the text book and re-learn a bunch of useless algebra that I forgot and finally figured it out. Turns out, it actually was pretty easy when I understood it. And so far, that's been my day.
Don't you all wish you could wake up and do math like me? It's the dreams of kings and queens.
So it's 38 degrees right now in Ohio and I've been told that we're supposed to be getting a cold front soon as well as all the hurricane rain from the east coast. So once again Ohio exceeds my expectations for strange weather as we're going to be clobbered by a hurricane of snow in October…
Well. My mom's wanting me to apply for a job with the city for 911 dispatch.
The pay's awesome. So's the benefits. It's just one detail that horrifies me.
"May have to perform strip searches on inmates for booking purposes."
!
Wait…
I thought that (judging by your avatar) you'd dig male ass!
I will only be happy if it belongs to Franky lol
But yeah. I'd be more likely to have to do female ones if the issue arose. And thinking back to some of my cousin's horror stories (she's a cop) I'm far from pleased by the idea.
Hold me. I'm scared. 8C
Was derping around the music channels and Bastille - Flaws came on.
In the top 50 UK songs right now. As a new entry.
I love that song so hard I almost cried.
This is the only time I've found myself listening to MTV Music…
Rebecca Ferguson came on afterwards... can't help but love her songs, seriously...
...
...just waiting for Gangnam Style (yes, that's quite high in our charts and has been for a while).
Have you ever found out your job aplication was rejected and your father wrote a drunken, extremely rude e-mail in response in your name ?
….......Yeah.
Well, my Layton order arrived today! Well, one of the games… Spectre's Call. The last one out of the four I ordered.
Guess I'll be waiting some more! :<
So I went to the recent halloween event going on at the nearby theme park..by being arm-twisted by my friend. Initially, I wasn't too enthusiastic about the whole thing since I have a fear of the spooks (please don't laugh). The freaky atmosphere at the entrance with this dollhouse sounds didn't help either, and I was considering backing out from it…till I went to the haunted houses.
It turned out to be corny and silly in a sort of way, since you could see where the 'ghosts' were going to appear from and the decor being overexaggerated fun. All the tension just disappeared the moment when the ghost ran up to me in an overly tormented way. It was hilarious and I ended up taking silly shots with them.
I probably need a lesson in just taking it easy and having fun.
The French exam was jerkish. They put in a type of exercise that wasn't in any of the old ones (from 2005 to 2011) which is nice. It went completely against everything I learnt about forming a text. Heck, it was more like something that belong to the Reading part of the exam, not the Writing. I didn't even have to write a full text, just sentences.
Despite that, I feel I did well. On the 5th, I'll know for sure~~
Then, while I was eating some soup, I received an SMS from that boy. Just about the exam and such but still… C:
My dad is being… nice to me...
What the hell is going on.
It'll be nice when I'm not sick. Now to marathon Arrested Development and DIE
I guess this is a good thing? :)
Yeah, I'm pretty sure it is!
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Then, while I was eating some soup, I received an SMS from that boy. Just about the exam and such but still… C:
!!
That's awesome <3
Do you write each other often/regularly?
I got a job.
Not a fancy office job, just a local job selling burritos and alcohol.
But dammit if I'm not happy. <3
Fox workin' at Foxy's~