So on tuesday im at lunch right and Nina walks right down the hall alone, i pull her in hug her and tell her shes "Beautiful" and i believe that made her happy at least….until im walkin through the lunch area and all of a sudden i can see her in the corner of her eye walking right behind me....with her fucking ex-BF. Im just wondering WTF is happening, is she trying to tell me to fuck off or something? They literally stood right next to me as im walking...I was confused as all hell.
So naturally after about 2 months of not worrying about her anymore....im back to my usual everyday "Why doesnt Nina give a shit about me" mode. I was at my cousins birthday today and couldnt even form a sentence for the first 20 minutes, i just went into the bathroom and almost cried because i love and miss her so much. How can she fucking still do this shit to me? >.< She's driving me nuts....ive been contimplating suicide a few times because its just not cool or fair to me anymore. Im scared of everything...even the woman ive loved for 2 1/2 years.
Well thats all i got, more Nina bullshit. Im slowly dying more and more everyday....